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Made at night when the 9th and 10th of April meet and part of the morning of the latter one. Received very bad news about Helena when it still was the night of the 9th number, the 10th is her birthday. Haven't slept for many nights before this, haven't slept tonight, but nothing could stop me from doing this. When I finished, only a couple of hours were left to sleep, then after my remote classes went to bed so no-one could see my eyes go watery. For some reason opened my eyes at the same time she replied. She thanked me and said she feels alright. And loves me. I don't know how to feel, really. Two surgeries left to do and I worry a lot. Certainly more than I should. If I was there, I probably would spend the whole days with her. On the other hand I'm so happy, even more than happy she feels alright and that she loves me too. I hope we will be able to meet this summer, but who knows when the pandemic ends...

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Made at night when the 9th and 10th of April meet and part of the morning of the latter one. Received very bad news about Helena when it still was the night of the 9th number, the 10th is her birthday. Haven't slept for many nights before this, haven't slept tonight, but nothing could stop me from doing this. When I finished, only a couple of hours were left to sleep, then after my remote classes went to bed so no-one could see my eyes go watery. For some reason opened my eyes at the same time she replied. She thanked me and said she feels alright. And loves me. I don't know how to feel, really. Two surgeries left to do and I worry a lot. Certainly more than I should. If I was there, I probably would spend the whole days with her. On the other hand I'm so happy, even more than happy she feels alright and that she loves me too. I hope we will be able to meet this summer, but who knows when the pandemic ends...