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Published: 2013-09-02 00:27:06 +0000 UTC; Views: 2667; Favourites: 95; Downloads: 0
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Description Ok so long story short:
A couple days ago I was going through withdrawal from my anti-depressant medications. I completely ran out. I did not have enough money to get more medications. It was horrible. I was so sick; throwing up, headaches, could not move and my moods were horrible; I was so irritated all the time, sad, cried a lot, screamed a lot. It was a really horrible time. I did get my medications back though.
The bottles are my real medication bottles that my pills would go in; they are used ones, so they are empty. But they are real. I just wanted to collect them so I could use them for art.
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Comments: 16

foxmarina [2015-03-24 22:04:36 +0000 UTC]

THAT's so powerful. i am stunned

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beyondimpression In reply to foxmarina [2015-03-25 04:13:02 +0000 UTC]

thanks

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DaphneWolfsong [2014-11-14 09:19:20 +0000 UTC]

It happened to me too....it's horrible, a nightmare really

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beyondimpression In reply to DaphneWolfsong [2014-11-14 14:51:01 +0000 UTC]

oh I know, I know this all too well. 
Withdrawal is just awful, pure torture and suffering, particularly if you are having withdrawal from anti depressants and anti anxiety medications. Its worse when you were FORCED off your medications because you have been unemployed for over a year and can no longer afford them. That's what happened to me, it wasn't even my choice =/ 

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DaphneWolfsong In reply to beyondimpression [2014-11-15 14:23:35 +0000 UTC]

It' really terrible.... and also so sad.

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1kgGehacktesBitte [2013-09-16 02:15:01 +0000 UTC]

Wow, I totally like this shot. It is the perfect mirrow to my own state of mind. I also suffer on such an illness, but I guess that my grade is far more difficult, because I had the experiance of stupor by forgetting to take my medication.... hopefully, I will never experiance such thing again...

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HerbFellow [2013-09-08 18:47:47 +0000 UTC]

Excellent representation of what it is like to run out of meds.  The last time it happened to me the neighbors called the police.

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beyondimpression In reply to HerbFellow [2013-09-08 18:50:59 +0000 UTC]

holy shit =S that is crazy.

When I ran out of meds I went insane,,, had to lock myself in my room for a couple of days... it is such a painful experience. You really feel beyond shit. Like with a horrible flu, unstable in emotions... like you are a on a high where you cannot control yourself )=

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PawelMatys [2013-09-08 16:46:01 +0000 UTC]

Your amazing work was featured here!   Undiscovered I + points givawayI decided to start a weekly feature including works I find in the "Undiscovered" browse mode... These are simply amazing and mostly underappreciated so show their owners some love and fave them. Don't forget to leave a comment too. Fave this journal to spread the love, it is really worth it (scroll down to get to know more ).




bewilderness by *davespertine
Untitled by ~rasto1893
Masked by ~AnneLysa.. . . . . ..... by ~Frozen-photoHide in Paradise by *Aurelia-Isabella
...With Grace by ~mrxthanh

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beyondimpression In reply to PawelMatys [2013-09-08 17:02:45 +0000 UTC]

thank you kindly <3

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RacehorseCharlie [2013-09-06 21:13:14 +0000 UTC]

know the feeling all to well. Withdrawal from heroin makes you wanna die.

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beyondimpression In reply to RacehorseCharlie [2013-09-06 22:03:04 +0000 UTC]

yeah i know it does )= 

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bribesdemoi [2013-09-02 06:19:33 +0000 UTC]

A very personal piece, and very tormented one. Never been on withdrawal so I cannot imagine how it feels, but I hope one day you won't need them anymore.

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beyondimpression In reply to bribesdemoi [2013-09-02 14:59:53 +0000 UTC]

Well... it feels like you have a very awful flu almost. LIke you have body pains, unable to sleep, throwing up a lot... but with that you also have horrible mood swings. It is very awful =/ 

and thank you very much (=

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badbadman [2013-09-02 03:30:59 +0000 UTC]

The work you did on this is solid, but I no likey. Hits  a little too close to home...


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beyondimpression In reply to badbadman [2013-09-02 05:40:20 +0000 UTC]

sorry =/ but thanks I guess? haha not sure what you mean here. 

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