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MEMORIES – CHAPTER 6

As the blood poured out of the wound in my chest and the pain dulled, a form appeared in front of me. When the pain was completely gone, I could finally see that the person in front of me was Jimmy. A light was surrounding him and he was all dressed in white. He also had wings and a halo. That’s when I figured out that I was dead and that Jimmy had actually began an angel, just as I had imagined it. I was so happy to see him again. He smiled down to me and I just thought that it was the most beautiful sight I had ever seen.
“Come with me Brian.” He said while taking my hand.
I got up and followed him. I couldn’t believe it had worked; I was dead and finally back where I belonged, in Jimmy’s arms.

POV VALARY

“Johnny, what the fuck do you want again?” I heard Matt shouting as he answered his cellphone.
He had called a few minutes ago saying he couldn’t reach Brian and he managed to convince himself that Brian had killed himself once again. Matt had told him to go check by himself, he wouldn’t get caught again.
“WHAT!” Matt screamed. “NO! It can’t be true… Please Johnny tell me it’s not true.” He said, sounding like he was about to cry. “Oh my God! O-okay we’ll be there in a few minutes.”
“What happened Matt?” I asked him, worried.
“He was right. Bri- Brian’s dead…” Matt said through sobs.

When we got there, Zacky was outside, calling the police. He told us to go inside and he would join us later. We entered the house as he went back to try to explain some things to the person on the phone, through his sobs. It looked really hard for him to even talk. We rushed upstairs and as soon as we got in Brian’s room, we saw Johnny crying, his back to a wall and Brian’s body, laying in his own blood, a knife sticking out of his chest. I fell to my knees, crying for the first time since I heard the news. Matt got down next to me and wrapped his arms around me. Zacky came back upstairs still crying and sat down next to Johnny.
“The police is coming.” He told us, wrapping his arms around Johnny. “We should probably go outside. It’s going to be easier I think.”
Johnny nodded and they both got up, going out of the room. We followed them but as we were downstairs, Matt went to the kitchen, saying he saw something on the table. He came back with an envelope. We went out of the house and he showed me the envelope. On it was written “To Johnny and Zacky, Matt and Val, Mom, Dad, Suzy, Brent, McKenna, Matt and Jason Berry and anyone else who cares about me.” I looked over my shoulder and saw that Johnny and Zacky were looking too.
“Do I open it?” Matt asked us.
We nodded and he opened it.
“Read it please.” He said handing me the letter. “I can’t.”
I unfolded it and tears came back to my eyes at the sight of Brian’s handwriting. I started to read it out loud so that everyone would know what was written.

“If you’re reading this, I know it sounds cliché but I’m probably dead. If I’m not, then it means my plan didn’t work. Please don’t be mad at me, I just couldn’t live like that anymore. Jimmy was my life and now that he’s gone, I can’t go on. But don’t kill yourself please. I know it sounds selfish but don’t do it. I don’t want to see any of you before your time has come. I love you all.
Johnny and Zacky. You guys are one of the two best pair ever. You are so cute and it seems like you were made for each other. I hope you guys will last forever. You were Jimmy and I’s model as a couple.
The other couple you might have guessed it, is Matt and Val. I hope you will have the perfect family you’ve always wished for and that you too will stay together forever.
Mom, Dad, don’t be sad because now, I’m happy. I’m in a better place and with Jimmy. I won’t suffer anymore. You are the best parents I could ever had.
Suzy, even if you’re not my mother, I love you. Please, help my father get over me. He will need it.
Brent, I know I’m not the best brother and I have done things I shouldn’t have done. Our relation has not always been the best but I want you to know that I love you. You are the best brother I could ever ask for and you are an awesome man.
McKenna, don’t ever forget that you are one of the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. You are amazing and perfect. Don’t ever try to change because I love you just as you are and I know that a lot of other people do. I’m sorry that I won’t be here to help you through your teenage years. I think that I was really lucky to have you as a sister.
Matt and Jason Berry. What can I say about you? You guys are wonderful, the best roadies we could ever wish for but most of all you are two crazy motherfuckers and amazing friends.
I love you all and I think I was blessed to have you in my life.
To all of the other I could have missed, never forget that I love you and that I’ll miss you but I don’t want to see you soon because I want you all to have the longest and happiest life you could ever have.
Love, Brian.
P.S.: Sorry if I hurt you by doing this but remember that it was for the best.”
When I finished reading, everyone, including me, was crying. As we heard the sirens of the police cars coming, we all hugged each other. It would be hard to forget about him but if it could bring him peace, then I was happy for him.

Description
MEMORIES – CHAPTER 6

As the blood poured out of the wound in my chest and the pain dulled, a form appeared in front of me. When the pain was completely gone, I could finally see that the person in front of me was Jimmy. A light was surrounding him and he was all dressed in white. He also had wings and a halo. That’s when I figured out that I was dead and that Jimmy had actually began an angel, just as I had imagined it. I was so happy to see him again. He smiled down to me and I just thought that it was the most beautiful sight I had ever seen.
“Come with me Brian.” He said while taking my hand.
I got up and followed him. I couldn’t believe it had worked; I was dead and finally back where I belonged, in Jimmy’s arms.

POV VALARY

“Johnny, what the fuck do you want again?” I heard Matt shouting as he answered his cellphone.
He had called a few minutes ago saying he couldn’t reach Brian and he managed to convince himself that Brian had killed himself once again. Matt had told him to go check by himself, he wouldn’t get caught again.
“WHAT!” Matt screamed. “NO! It can’t be true… Please Johnny tell me it’s not true.” He said, sounding like he was about to cry. “Oh my God! O-okay we’ll be there in a few minutes.”
“What happened Matt?” I asked him, worried.
“He was right. Bri- Brian’s dead…” Matt said through sobs.

When we got there, Zacky was outside, calling the police. He told us to go inside and he would join us later. We entered the house as he went back to try to explain some things to the person on the phone, through his sobs. It looked really hard for him to even talk. We rushed upstairs and as soon as we got in Brian’s room, we saw Johnny crying, his back to a wall and Brian’s body, laying in his own blood, a knife sticking out of his chest. I fell to my knees, crying for the first time since I heard the news. Matt got down next to me and wrapped his arms around me. Zacky came back upstairs still crying and sat down next to Johnny.
“The police is coming.” He told us, wrapping his arms around Johnny. “We should probably go outside. It’s going to be easier I think.”
Johnny nodded and they both got up, going out of the room. We followed them but as we were downstairs, Matt went to the kitchen, saying he saw something on the table. He came back with an envelope. We went out of the house and he showed me the envelope. On it was written “To Johnny and Zacky, Matt and Val, Mom, Dad, Suzy, Brent, McKenna, Matt and Jason Berry and anyone else who cares about me.” I looked over my shoulder and saw that Johnny and Zacky were looking too.
“Do I open it?” Matt asked us.
We nodded and he opened it.
“Read it please.” He said handing me the letter. “I can’t.”
I unfolded it and tears came back to my eyes at the sight of Brian’s handwriting. I started to read it out loud so that everyone would know what was written.

“If you’re reading this, I know it sounds cliché but I’m probably dead. If I’m not, then it means my plan didn’t work. Please don’t be mad at me, I just couldn’t live like that anymore. Jimmy was my life and now that he’s gone, I can’t go on. But don’t kill yourself please. I know it sounds selfish but don’t do it. I don’t want to see any of you before your time has come. I love you all.
Johnny and Zacky. You guys are one of the two best pair ever. You are so cute and it seems like you were made for each other. I hope you guys will last forever. You were Jimmy and I’s model as a couple.
The other couple you might have guessed it, is Matt and Val. I hope you will have the perfect family you’ve always wished for and that you too will stay together forever.
Mom, Dad, don’t be sad because now, I’m happy. I’m in a better place and with Jimmy. I won’t suffer anymore. You are the best parents I could ever had.
Suzy, even if you’re not my mother, I love you. Please, help my father get over me. He will need it.
Brent, I know I’m not the best brother and I have done things I shouldn’t have done. Our relation has not always been the best but I want you to know that I love you. You are the best brother I could ever ask for and you are an awesome man.
McKenna, don’t ever forget that you are one of the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. You are amazing and perfect. Don’t ever try to change because I love you just as you are and I know that a lot of other people do. I’m sorry that I won’t be here to help you through your teenage years. I think that I was really lucky to have you as a sister.
Matt and Jason Berry. What can I say about you? You guys are wonderful, the best roadies we could ever wish for but most of all you are two crazy motherfuckers and amazing friends.
I love you all and I think I was blessed to have you in my life.
To all of the other I could have missed, never forget that I love you and that I’ll miss you but I don’t want to see you soon because I want you all to have the longest and happiest life you could ever have.
Love, Brian.
P.S.: Sorry if I hurt you by doing this but remember that it was for the best.”
When I finished reading, everyone, including me, was crying. As we heard the sirens of the police cars coming, we all hugged each other. It would be hard to forget about him but if it could bring him peace, then I was happy for him.