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I wish I could say you were more relevant in my life,
But everytime you message me it feels like fight or flight,
I can't deal with not loving you one more night,
We are "together" but it doesn't even feel that way,
We were stangers at first and still are to this day,
I am unable to be happy with you,
Some days I wish this wasen't true,
But when I see what we should be I turn blue,
You're the opposite of what I want,
Without effort you act like a cunt,
I need someone to at least at like they care,
You love do what a significant other is supposed to do,
I just can't do it anymore it's tearing me apart,
Ripping at my inside and breaking my heart,
I can't even say I love you to you anymore,
If I did it would be a lie,
While talking to you I feel alone,
Like a king who lost everything sitting on his throne,
I see only red when I look at you,
Sadly I do something I shouldn't do,
I compare you to other girls out there,
Making it hard to look at you the same,
I yearn for someone to care for me,
Don't just seem like a bitch,
Sorry I'm pretty picky but I don't ask for much,
I mean I'm just asking for some compassion,
Not so little that it is has to be rationed,
Sorry that I feel this way it's simply the truth,
I loved you at one time but not anymore,
I lost all of the love I had for you even at my core.

Description
I wish I could say you were more relevant in my life,
But everytime you message me it feels like fight or flight,
I can't deal with not loving you one more night,
We are "together" but it doesn't even feel that way,
We were stangers at first and still are to this day,
I am unable to be happy with you,
Some days I wish this wasen't true,
But when I see what we should be I turn blue,
You're the opposite of what I want,
Without effort you act like a cunt,
I need someone to at least at like they care,
You love do what a significant other is supposed to do,
I just can't do it anymore it's tearing me apart,
Ripping at my inside and breaking my heart,
I can't even say I love you to you anymore,
If I did it would be a lie,
While talking to you I feel alone,
Like a king who lost everything sitting on his throne,
I see only red when I look at you,
Sadly I do something I shouldn't do,
I compare you to other girls out there,
Making it hard to look at you the same,
I yearn for someone to care for me,
Don't just seem like a bitch,
Sorry I'm pretty picky but I don't ask for much,
I mean I'm just asking for some compassion,
Not so little that it is has to be rationed,
Sorry that I feel this way it's simply the truth,
I loved you at one time but not anymore,
I lost all of the love I had for you even at my core.