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BLACKSTONExX — i've said it enough.
Published: 2009-06-14 07:47:34 +0000 UTC; Views: 211; Favourites: 6; Downloads: 2
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i promised you i'd try to be a better daughter,but everytime i talk to you i feel like breaking down.
i can't forget the pain, no matter how hard i try
or how many pain pills i swallow.
i'm a bad daughter. i'm sorry.
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i abandoned uppercase letters because they make me remember how you always used them in every situation.
you were my mother's boyfriend and my best friend.
but your heart stopped.
and i can't have a step dad with a broken heart.
but i still want you back.
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the minute i stuck my fingers back down my throat i knew i'd let you down.
i could feel your feet dropping on the way to the phone to call me.
i could feel every step.
i could feel your stomach twisting.
i could feel your hearthandsfeetsmile
shatter.
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my apologies are never enough.
my throat is swelling shut.
