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The letters on the Baby Block: CTV = Controversy

Message on stamp: "Stop telling me to get over it, it only makes me feel more upset"

No seriously, there were times I did try to tell my parents how I felt when I became the victim of something wrong, and I did the authorities, but they did nothing. The common response given by my parents are just "get over it and stop being rude".

Now I know a lot of you are going to turn me down for having an opinion as controversial as this, and while I do believe that everyone should at least try to deal with the fact that there are some things they have to do that they do not want to do, or enjoy doing. I understand that sometimes people at least try to deal with the things they hate, but the thing is, will a person be successful on the first try?

Some people, yes, others, no.

I mean, when the internet gives me something bad, I just shrug it off as if nothing happened, unless someone is not only being an obnoxious asshole and prick to the ABDL community (and the dA community in general), but is also breaking dA's ToS.

But in the real world often times I just want to hang out with my friends to get away from all the bad things that are breaking my heart. I wish I had the choice whether or not to see a psychologist, since payment is expensive and I still have my eye exam and a dental checkup that needs to be paid for (My mom is forcing me to see a psychologist just because I used to throw tantrums back when I was five, and my sister throws tantrums whenever she repeats her mistakes just because she knows it's not right). I wish I didn't have to get bad marks just because my teacher lost an assignment he/she hadn't yet marked, because then it'd be my problem, and... I'll add more later.

I very seldom throw tantrums now, but sometimes I still tend to have bad days when everything doesn't go the way I planned it to. Normally, I'm an easy going person, but that does not mean that I tolerate things like stealing, murdering, lying, etc.

But my parents' reactions to my sister and brother's tantrums? (My brother did used to throw tantrums when I was younger) Nothing. It's because they don't have autism, my parents see it okay for them to throw tantrums.
My parents' reactions to my tantrums? A threat to be subject to punishment, just because I have autism.

In other words, my parents do not think I'm ever going to grow up, just because I have autism.

I tell them that how they're treating me is not logical, but this is the response my dad gives me.

"Life is never fair, so we have the right to treat you like that."

My mom's response?

"If you only care about your well-being, then you're nothing but a selfish prick"

I do care about my well-being, but I think it's not only unfair, but rather harsh to allow a normal person to throw tantrums, but not an autistic person to. I normally just laugh it off when a special needs person uses their disability as an excuse to be an asshole, but when people discriminate against an innocent special needs person who has not yet used their disability as an excuse to be an ass, I feel like growing up is only a right for normal people.

Now that's not the point of the stamp. The point is, when I'm going through so much pain I need to talk to someone about it, don't just tell me to "get over it", because I've kept this pain to myself for a long time, and if I don't talk to someone about it, chances are I'll vent it out by harassing other people, and then I'll end up realizing how much of a fool I made of myself for choosing how to vent. Besides, I won't talk to people I've never even heard of about my problems. I talk to people I've heard of and know quite a bit about.

Description
The letters on the Baby Block: CTV = Controversy

Message on stamp: "Stop telling me to get over it, it only makes me feel more upset"

No seriously, there were times I did try to tell my parents how I felt when I became the victim of something wrong, and I did the authorities, but they did nothing. The common response given by my parents are just "get over it and stop being rude".

Now I know a lot of you are going to turn me down for having an opinion as controversial as this, and while I do believe that everyone should at least try to deal with the fact that there are some things they have to do that they do not want to do, or enjoy doing. I understand that sometimes people at least try to deal with the things they hate, but the thing is, will a person be successful on the first try?

Some people, yes, others, no.

I mean, when the internet gives me something bad, I just shrug it off as if nothing happened, unless someone is not only being an obnoxious asshole and prick to the ABDL community (and the dA community in general), but is also breaking dA's ToS.

But in the real world often times I just want to hang out with my friends to get away from all the bad things that are breaking my heart. I wish I had the choice whether or not to see a psychologist, since payment is expensive and I still have my eye exam and a dental checkup that needs to be paid for (My mom is forcing me to see a psychologist just because I used to throw tantrums back when I was five, and my sister throws tantrums whenever she repeats her mistakes just because she knows it's not right). I wish I didn't have to get bad marks just because my teacher lost an assignment he/she hadn't yet marked, because then it'd be my problem, and... I'll add more later.

I very seldom throw tantrums now, but sometimes I still tend to have bad days when everything doesn't go the way I planned it to. Normally, I'm an easy going person, but that does not mean that I tolerate things like stealing, murdering, lying, etc.

But my parents' reactions to my sister and brother's tantrums? (My brother did used to throw tantrums when I was younger) Nothing. It's because they don't have autism, my parents see it okay for them to throw tantrums.
My parents' reactions to my tantrums? A threat to be subject to punishment, just because I have autism.

In other words, my parents do not think I'm ever going to grow up, just because I have autism.

I tell them that how they're treating me is not logical, but this is the response my dad gives me.

"Life is never fair, so we have the right to treat you like that."

My mom's response?

"If you only care about your well-being, then you're nothing but a selfish prick"

I do care about my well-being, but I think it's not only unfair, but rather harsh to allow a normal person to throw tantrums, but not an autistic person to. I normally just laugh it off when a special needs person uses their disability as an excuse to be an asshole, but when people discriminate against an innocent special needs person who has not yet used their disability as an excuse to be an ass, I feel like growing up is only a right for normal people.

Now that's not the point of the stamp. The point is, when I'm going through so much pain I need to talk to someone about it, don't just tell me to "get over it", because I've kept this pain to myself for a long time, and if I don't talk to someone about it, chances are I'll vent it out by harassing other people, and then I'll end up realizing how much of a fool I made of myself for choosing how to vent. Besides, I won't talk to people I've never even heard of about my problems. I talk to people I've heard of and know quite a bit about.