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Published: 2016-04-30 18:27:35 +0000 UTC; Views: 463; Favourites: 21; Downloads: 0
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Description There's a lot of pain involved in the creative process for me. I always hear authors talking about how they love putting their characters through shit but I don't really feel that way. I enjoy the skill involved in writing, and I enjoy my characters themselves, but I wouldn't say I actually like putting them through shit. I feel like in a sense I almost have to. Like it's the best way for me to deal with the enormous amounts of suffering that go on in the world every day.

Anyway. 

This picture was kind of a surprise. It was good for me to draw it and to put these feelings on paper... they were just marinating in my head. Not great. But it was a surprise because suddenly I got his face right, and his face has been so hard for me for months now. Yay! 

Also I made the April deadline.  Just barely but I totally made it. No one can say I didn't!! 

Graphite and charcoal on cardstock, 8.5" x 11"
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Comments: 6

gcw1 [2016-06-10 20:58:00 +0000 UTC]

Excellent work.

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Blue-Anima In reply to gcw1 [2016-06-12 02:50:13 +0000 UTC]

Thank you

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PerkonOzols [2016-05-10 18:55:06 +0000 UTC]

His feelings have reached me.. But dont be sad, im sure the suffering will provide good teaching for him, but yes its very painful, i wish we all could be happy and wouldnt need to feel like this..

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Blue-Anima In reply to PerkonOzols [2016-05-12 04:57:58 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for your kind and thoughtful comment... 
Yes sadly life is full of pain.  

 

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cornelgin [2016-05-08 14:34:33 +0000 UTC]

beautiful

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Blue-Anima In reply to cornelgin [2016-05-09 14:18:10 +0000 UTC]

Thank you  

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