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R.i.p - here lies my will to draw
since I will continue being absent from deviantArt and good finished art for idk how long, decided to upload at least that.
A lot has happened, but please, can we s l o w t h e f u c k d o w n ?
I still have 3 commissions to finish, I know, it is a real struggle but I don't want to deliver shit. Life is - a lot at once this year. So I'm really sorry for your waiting.
But I am glad that I finally detached myself from dA (even tho not voluntarily at first) and the constant depression, fear to miss out and pressure to stay relevant on here.
I will definitely hold fond memories of my "glory time" on here.
The main reason why I started drawing in the first place was more of a coping mechanism and it really helped me over this 6 years.
This year I found the courage and got back in contact with the probably most important person to me, and no words could describe my happiness.
Shadow would be definitely proud, we have come a long way, literally. And to be honest, after that I pretty much lost the point or motivation to draw
since it was always a way to handle my sadness and edge. The last months I was/am happier than I ever was in the last 6 years put together.
yeah, I am very great-and thankful for every single person I met on my way, even if it not always ended well or if we are not in contact anymore.
In the end I did not become a famous artist but rather kept myself sane and pretty much alive. It's almost a happy ending, who would've thought I would ever say that.
I won't quit art entirely but with my apprenticeship now and actual life that I found, it will be decreased to about 2% or 5%. I w i l l f i n i s h t h e c o m m s a a a
This was rather a quick update and with that I officially am done with the past. My dA really is the embodiment of the edge and sadness I went through and I can finally leave it behind.
yes
very dramatic lmao UwU
bye
Art'19+OCs (c) Me