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Description && day for day, year for year
I'm waiting to sense
you once again
where were you
when I longed for you
where were you
when my inner being died



This image is entered in *Suanin 's contest, Express, don't Repress.

There are a few obvious emotions portrayed, though i would say that the main are Grief & Remorse.



Phew! This one took me a while, but I am rather pleased with the outcome. I have never done a manip with a human in it, nor have I ever tried to make a ghost, so I think I managed okay. I'm sure there are things that could have been done better, but I'm exhausted!

I scanned through my mass amounts of stock in hopes that something would stick out, and the horse did. So from there my options were narrowed quite a bit, and when I came across the girl, I knew just what to do... sorta...

With a great deal of input from =inPrint I hammered out a story behind the image, and slowly it came together for me. Simple, yet just the way I wanted it.

And now, for my story (though it is brief!). Don't judge me on my crappy story-telling skills xD

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The horse pictured was given to the girl as a gift when she was only a child. They grew up together on a lavish farm, the outskirts of which can be seen in the background. The pond pictured was a favorite place of theirs, for it allowed the girl to get away from the demands of farm life, and the horse merely enjoyed the freedom she often gave him.

The two were the best of friends, they competed together and won prizes, and the girl was even named a rodeo princess. The nearby town was small, and so when the fourth of July rolled around and preparations were being made for the annual parade, the girl and her horse were to ride alongside the rodeo queen and other two princesses. The woman were dressed in different attire than usual, wearing dresses rather than the typical jeans and button-down shirts.

It was this highly anticipated day that tragedy struck.

The girl and her horse were nearly three quarters of the way through their ride, approaching the last street down which the parade would make its way. There was a small boy in the crowd with a toy snake, and in the typical manner of children he thought it would be fun to toss said toy in the direction of the approaching horses. The girls horse spooked, reared, and due to the slippery material of her dress, upseated her. The next moments were filled with mayhem, and when the dust settled it became clear that the young girl would never ride again.

The horse was filled with grief over the accident, blaming himself for the untimely events. There was nothing more than a shell of a horse left, no other hand at the farm dared to bother him with a ride. More often than not he was simply left to roam, and were he to ever vanish from the sprawling paddocks there was only one other place that he would go....

And so now here they are, soulmates separated by fate; she forever doomed to wander the world inbetween, aching to lend peace to her beloved companion; and he, shouldering blame that weighs down his shoulders, and drags him ever lower.


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Credits

horse -
girl -
background - ok, i can't for the life of me find this. i had it saved under surfindamatrixstx, but i can't find that user so i must have made a typo. please let me know if you know this background!

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I see smoke, patches of fog
darkness clothes me well
where were you all the years
where were your signs
the search for you
is the loss of
you &&
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Comments: 39

EternalDesteny [2009-12-31 10:40:09 +0000 UTC]

Love the emotion in this piece. Great job!

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BlueIllusions In reply to EternalDesteny [2009-12-31 11:08:27 +0000 UTC]

thanks, I kind of want to re-do it now that I have more practice, but I think its still one of my best pieces!

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EternalDesteny In reply to BlueIllusions [2009-12-31 16:46:37 +0000 UTC]

hehe, I still want to re-do a lot of my old work. But I still need to find the time to actually do it

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Nahorse [2009-12-31 01:54:18 +0000 UTC]

I absolutely love this piece
Both the story and the manip are unique and well done.
Excellent work!
Good luck!

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BlueIllusions In reply to Nahorse [2009-12-31 02:03:17 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much <3

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Nahorse In reply to BlueIllusions [2009-12-31 02:33:04 +0000 UTC]

You're very welcome!

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TerrierQueen [2009-11-05 01:55:22 +0000 UTC]

So beautiful!

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BlueIllusions In reply to TerrierQueen [2009-11-06 17:19:15 +0000 UTC]

Thank you SO much <3

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TerrierQueen In reply to BlueIllusions [2009-11-07 02:37:58 +0000 UTC]

You're quite welcome!

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Magik3 [2009-09-09 23:12:11 +0000 UTC]

ABEEDEEBADH!
Once again, you manage to pull something off FIRST TIME.
Easily.
Without working.
Or so it seems. xD

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AllyLeian [2009-09-01 19:18:22 +0000 UTC]

Great work! It looks fantastic.

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BlueIllusions In reply to AllyLeian [2009-09-01 22:12:19 +0000 UTC]

Thank you SO Much <3

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jumperrider1 [2009-08-02 13:15:17 +0000 UTC]

This is amazing. I have seen some incredible work, and this is one of the best. WOW.

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BlueIllusions In reply to jumperrider1 [2009-08-02 18:52:12 +0000 UTC]

You're too sweet <3 thanks again ^^

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venomxbaby [2009-06-28 20:55:11 +0000 UTC]

ooo this is soo pretty... love the idea

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BlueIllusions In reply to venomxbaby [2009-07-18 22:27:59 +0000 UTC]

Aww thank you <3 It is my favorite piece, I think. ^^

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venomxbaby In reply to BlueIllusions [2009-07-19 19:20:18 +0000 UTC]

well it is one of your best yet, i agree.

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BlueIllusions In reply to venomxbaby [2009-07-22 16:35:37 +0000 UTC]

<3 <3 <3

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Lone-Angel-08 [2009-06-23 23:06:42 +0000 UTC]

Wow. Amazing picture and story. Great work hun! <3

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BlueIllusions In reply to Lone-Angel-08 [2009-06-24 16:28:09 +0000 UTC]

AWww, thank you It's still one of my favorites, for sure. Ive been working on a new one, though

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Lone-Angel-08 In reply to BlueIllusions [2009-06-25 04:26:58 +0000 UTC]

Youe Welcome Hun. Keep up the good work. :

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xxfantaisiamanipsxx [2008-08-25 09:30:49 +0000 UTC]

waw this is stunning, im in love
i was wondering, How do you get the colour of the bg to change that way
coloud you tell me the name cause im trying to find a tutorial onit now (: x

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BlueIllusions In reply to xxfantaisiamanipsxx [2008-08-26 01:25:45 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so very much! <3
I use a lot of different layers and adjustments. The easy way is to search photoshop actions and find what kind of look you are going for. I usually do my own though <3

Thanks again!

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xxfantaisiamanipsxx In reply to BlueIllusions [2008-08-30 17:16:56 +0000 UTC]

thats okay <3
its fab i love the colours hehe im trying to learn diffrent things to improve my Horse manip skills (as they aint the best at the mo)
thank you very much! should i type it on google? or deviantart?

thank youu <3

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BlueIllusions In reply to xxfantaisiamanipsxx [2008-08-31 01:43:06 +0000 UTC]

on deviantart usually works well when you use the actions you can also learn from them. <3

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xxfantaisiamanipsxx In reply to BlueIllusions [2008-09-01 11:12:04 +0000 UTC]

thank you very much !, only now ive heard of the photoshop actions,
how can you make your own? like get it to save, when your changing a photos settings, colours, etc..?
sorry if im a pain, im trying to improve see
<33 x

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BlueIllusions In reply to xxfantaisiamanipsxx [2008-09-02 01:16:02 +0000 UTC]

Thats okay. I actually dont know how! Sorry hun! <3

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xxfantaisiamanipsxx In reply to BlueIllusions [2008-09-02 23:26:00 +0000 UTC]

no problem thank you for telling me about it though, your a star <3

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Colourize-Stock [2008-07-24 19:45:40 +0000 UTC]

Brilliant piece, I just have to say! I love the whole concept with the story and all, and you've put the different pieces together perfectly! Great job really!

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BlueIllusions In reply to Colourize-Stock [2008-07-25 00:54:29 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much! eeee, I love hearing all these happy comments. I think I'm finally starting to get the hang of this manipulating thing xD

I love your new pics, I think I'm going to use one in my upcoming manip... Your horse stock is always amazing!

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Colourize-Stock In reply to BlueIllusions [2008-07-30 01:11:08 +0000 UTC]

oh, thank you!^^ And you are always wellcome to use anything from my gallery!

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horseyluvr [2008-07-21 05:07:37 +0000 UTC]

Here is the link to the users page; for the background. SurfindaMatrixStk Gorgeous by the way!

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BlueIllusions In reply to horseyluvr [2008-07-22 01:11:55 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much! I appreciate the comment <3

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horseyluvr In reply to BlueIllusions [2008-07-22 04:28:26 +0000 UTC]

You're entirely welcome!
This piece is just so gorgeous, I can't even begin to explain. Thought I'd help you out

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BlueIllusions In reply to horseyluvr [2008-07-22 18:15:55 +0000 UTC]

Awww <3 That makes me feel all warm and fuzzy. I can only aspire to be as good as some of those out there. I love hearing when one of my pieces is appreciated.

Thank you so very much

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arrsistable [2008-07-20 12:30:54 +0000 UTC]

Aw, great story.

Best of luck!

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BlueIllusions In reply to arrsistable [2008-07-22 01:12:27 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! I was afraid the story was poorly written, and I still think it is, but its the message behind that counts, hehe.

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inPrint [2008-07-18 15:46:35 +0000 UTC]

^^ this turned out to be gorgeous! i'm in love.

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BlueIllusions In reply to inPrint [2008-07-22 01:13:01 +0000 UTC]

awwww, coming from you that means a lot! im glad you like it

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