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Dear Diary,

Since we lost the van I'm forced to tell anybody who asks that "it's in repairs", or some other lie and I absolutely loath it. My boyfriend Sean came over to my house to pick me up for our date, and I wanted to cry right there when he asked me where the van was. I wanted to break down right there and tell him everything that was going on, that my father is to proud to ask for help in our time of need, where we have to decide what bills have to wait to be paid, or what food we can get for less at different store. How my mother is feeling so depressed and upset at my father for not mentioning to her earlier that some of our finances were going down hill because we don't have enough dough to pay anything right now. Also tell him my mother is so close to wanting a divorce from my father because of his lies he has told her. I wanted scream out loud to him that I was scared and that I wanted to commit suicide because how depressed I was getting from this whole disaster. But instead diary all I did was smile and tell him a white lie that's going to keep growing in to a weed. Diary I hope things start to look up soon, my father says there's a big check coming but who really knows not all of his checks come in time.

Sincerely Jayleen

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Dear Diary,

Since we lost the van I'm forced to tell anybody who asks that "it's in repairs", or some other lie and I absolutely loath it. My boyfriend Sean came over to my house to pick me up for our date, and I wanted to cry right there when he asked me where the van was. I wanted to break down right there and tell him everything that was going on, that my father is to proud to ask for help in our time of need, where we have to decide what bills have to wait to be paid, or what food we can get for less at different store. How my mother is feeling so depressed and upset at my father for not mentioning to her earlier that some of our finances were going down hill because we don't have enough dough to pay anything right now. Also tell him my mother is so close to wanting a divorce from my father because of his lies he has told her. I wanted scream out loud to him that I was scared and that I wanted to commit suicide because how depressed I was getting from this whole disaster. But instead diary all I did was smile and tell him a white lie that's going to keep growing in to a weed. Diary I hope things start to look up soon, my father says there's a big check coming but who really knows not all of his checks come in time.

Sincerely Jayleen