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I'm lost and lonely,
lost in what I thought I knew,
The land looks foreign,
and the plains look deadly.

I used to think you were everything,
You're as wasted as everything
you ever said was real.

I was lost roaming around in an void,
but her eyes found me,
and it's about time I opened mine too.

You see I always loved her in a way,
And even though your eyes are as empty as your words
I've given up interest.

You held me by the throat,
I felt the oxygen losing it's place
Fill my lungs with your toxic lies.

You would have me broken and beaten,
Hunny I don't go down that easy.
Even your arsenic couldn't bring me down.

You could have been my world and life,
but you would have scorched my Earth
and crushed the life from me.

You were the second chance you never deserved,
she became my second miracle,
saving me from you.

She cured my poison and healed my blackened soul,
with a kiss from above she has God on her side,
You've only got your brains.

But it seems even you can't understand the logic,
you made the mistake and lost it all.
I would say I hope it hurts,
But that would the understatement of the year.

This is a toxic affair and the poisons flowing in your veins.
It'll take it's time but it'll kill you eventually.
Maybe one day I'll miss what you were,
But I doubt even time has that many days.

You were my angel.
For what it's worth you made me wiser.
Second chances with you, are as wasted as one night stands.
And trust me that's all it feels like.
A year of wasted one night stands with a girl,
Who thinks she's ready to be a woman.

Trust me, you've got a lot of growing up to do first.
These lines can't seem to hide the hate I used to have.
Now I just couldn't care less
You're as forgetful as drunken nights.
Only easier.