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bolkonsky In reply to natersal [2011-04-03 15:28:12 +0000 UTC]

lol yeah, I'm magmarshmello. I finally got off my lazy 'only one social media site' ass and came back to dA. xD

adore? eeee thankyou! ./////.

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natersal In reply to bolkonsky [2011-04-03 18:20:15 +0000 UTC]

Hahha my only social media site is dA and I'm still trying to figure out LJ and it's sometimes confusing. But anyways, Welcome back to dA then!

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bolkonsky In reply to natersal [2011-04-03 23:40:09 +0000 UTC]

Do you mean to say that you are also part of the rare group of people who are---(le gasp)---NOT ON FACEBOOK ???

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natersal In reply to bolkonsky [2011-04-04 06:03:26 +0000 UTC]

I have facebook but I have no profile picture and I don't post any squat there. Nobody irl knows I like Hetalia or in any of the fandoms I'm in so its no use! ;A;

Facebook make me feel I am an ALIEN. Pfft--- possibly because I suck at socializing.

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bolkonsky In reply to natersal [2011-04-06 02:22:16 +0000 UTC]

If I ever end up on Facebook, it will be because every club or school activity seems to only use Facebook to communicate with members anymore. :T So mine would probably be like yours haha.

I'm not a big socializer, but I'm (finally) trying to open up and talk more IRL. It's been a slow process, and I'm still pretty shy. ^^

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natersal In reply to bolkonsky [2011-04-06 18:43:55 +0000 UTC]

Its good to start socializing now. Cause when I finally realized I need to communicate more... I just don't get what others are talking about. (a guy asked me what I do for fun and I answered "in front of the computer, using internet." I felt so lame but its true.)

I think I got caught up in my own world and now this is the only place I can be happy and be myself. Cause in real life I'm really quiet, shy and smile a lot. I feel like a stupid Idiot but I guess that how I got used to acting.

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bolkonsky In reply to natersal [2011-04-09 17:37:19 +0000 UTC]

Aww, at least your response is specific? I usually say something like "I don't know; whatever." I feel just as socially backwards if I say I read and draw for fun. What? You're 21 and you don't go to bars? We are sad sad nerds.

But yeah, I definitely know what you mean. stop describing me orz But ah, I don't think it's too late to open up. For me it's a slow process of pulling myself out of my comfort zone, even just to like, participate in class.

Actually, if you're like me, I'm guessing you're an introvert; crowds and social groups overwhelm/'tire us out' quicker than most, and we need a good amount of alone time to recoup. It's not a bad thing, just how we're wired.

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natersal In reply to bolkonsky [2011-04-10 03:38:28 +0000 UTC]

LOL, the guy asked me what I do for fun cause he wants to ask me out to go out at a club! HAHHA I said no of course but in my head I was all "err--- what do you do in clubs? Play cards or hold shiny golf clubs?"

I read and draw for fun too! I sometimes think I have the playful mentality of a 12 year old or something.

Hmmm, Yes I am definitely an introvert and queen of awkward silences and I just smile to fill in the missing words. I feel good to know that I am not alone wanting to be alone. hahha

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bolkonsky In reply to natersal [2011-04-10 18:51:24 +0000 UTC]

Aww, ahaha! 'Club' makes me think of dance clubs first. xD

lol, yeah, everything I do now is essentially what I did ten years ago. It's probably what I'll still be doing in my free time ten years from now, too.

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