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booga — no thank you
Published: 2002-12-11 00:30:09 +0000 UTC; Views: 158; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 11
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Description Alright so tonight when I cry myself to sleep it isn't because of him.
Why do you feel that you need to ruin my life.
I know you are upset right now.
But that doesn't mean that you have the right to do what you did.
I have had it happen before and it turned out badly.
Now I can't even talk to either of my best frieds for support!
Thats right one is him the other is cross country!
I want to scream at you,
Smack you,
Bitch at you,
Call you a bitch!
Just because you are angry at one guy dosen't mean that you can me angry at him.
In all actuallity I am not mad at him just at you!
Very much at you!
I knew what I was doing!
You have no clue!
Do you have any common sense?
Do you know what it is like to go from being able to tell someone everything to not knowing ...if you can anymore?
Do you?
Leave me be!
Go away!
Let me cry in peace!
Just let me curl up in a ball and cry!
I'm all alone here no one will know.
I can cry in peace.
But the fact is I don't want to be alone.
I need some one to hug me tell me it is ok.
They have guys they don't really get it right now.
Even if they were here... I don't know what I would do...
Wait yes I do I would be screaming about you and crying harder then I am.
Tears hit my keys as I type I can't even talk to him now.
So thak you for everything!
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Comments: 4

mimle [2002-12-12 10:52:36 +0000 UTC]

well, i can clearly understand that this poem is real... that this was what you felt. and that is the most important part of it, eyh?

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fyregoddess [2002-12-11 19:26:29 +0000 UTC]

no i didnt sleep with him. I did it not to make others miserable. I am not miserable myself. I am not that selfish that i think the world should be down with me. HE is still talking to you. Btw Happy Birthday I hope that your next year will be better for you.

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thewanderingspaz [2002-12-11 01:33:13 +0000 UTC]

Nowherenoone... I think you may be wrong but good guess. To Booga, dont be so angry at her, nothing has changed and all. Many things phase people but this has not at least in the part I know of. Do not go into something with doubts and try your best to reason with her if she is you good friend. Good friends are hard to find.

Other than that, very emotional. Interesting way of being vague.

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nowherenoone [2002-12-11 00:40:01 +0000 UTC]

i think i know what is being said here...
and maybe i'm way off in left field and the just cynical about the whole relationship thing, but did she by chance sleep with him? she being the best friend of the author, and he being the authors significant other?
please let me know if i'm wrong...
great work by the way!

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