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As I stood in the kitchen not an hour ago, cutting seemed very worth it. So I picked up the knife.Something small and insignificant mid conversation, or just for fun might as well tear somebody apart.
I try to be strong. Really.
This year hasn't been a good one so far regarding family, friends, everything. The beginning was okay I guess, mainly a lot of questioning of myself as an artist. Then things started rolling downhill in the beginning of April and has just been getting worse since. But really, I'm just another tard on this planet who's complaining about their life.
I have a lot more to say. But I don't think it'd be worth saying.
Expect me to cave in soon.
A week or two should do me in.
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Please don't, Sky. Don't cave in, you're stronger than all of this. All of the people on the internet who consider you a friend, people in life who call you a friend, we would all miss you.
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You are an AMAZING person. We're ALL here for you
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You have a lot of good friends from what I can see online and they really love you. If that isn't enough the only way now is probably up.
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Stay strong, Sky. You've got so many people here for you, including me. We all go through shit sometimes, but conquering it is what makes us stronger, and that's exactly what you should do. I know this may not be the best advice, but I'll try anything to help, yea?
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vSky.
We may not have talked alot, but this is the one thing I can't let slip by.
I have known this one girl my whole high school career and had never known about the same state she was in that you're in until our Senior year on our senior retreat. She was about to take her own life via pills until one thing had stopped her from doing it: a best friend.
Bottom line is: ll I can tell you is that self-harm and even the thought of suicide are NOT the ways to help, it will only make things worse. ou have so much more life ahead of you than you think and you can't let that all go down the drain.
You need to look at all the positive things in life and let that all in. There are better things in life than what you are saying/thinking. You need to think about those who truly care about you: your parents, your brother RC; you don;t think about it, but you have amazing people who are your best friends here on dA.
Every one of us is here for you, in good times and in bad times.
Here's something to help you: m.facebook.com/story.php?story…
You're gonna need it
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I know whatever I say isn't going to help, but please, stay strong Sky. Just hang in there.
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I've had thoughts like that, but I have ways to never cave in. Find yours and you will do the same
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Sky...we've been through so much shit over the years I can't even count it. We've seen each other on our good sides and we've seen each other on our bad sides. You are a brother/sister/Gazathor God that I would never EVER want to replace. This sounds really bad on my part but for the longest time I have been inactive on DA and I did not know of what you have been going through. Frenchie actually just told me maybe 30 minutes ago and she was pissed for good reason. I am so sorry that I did not notice before and I want you to know that the knife is not worth it.
You know that I had depression and I can tell you that hurting yourself is not the way out of it. To cut or mutilate yourself will not numb the pain, it will only add on the pain. When I was in the darkest part of my depression I had to constantly tell myself "alright, you can do this, you can wake up one more time." It is really hard and I know that you understand that right now. Many times I caught myself with the knife against my throat, with only a flick of the wrist away from ending it all...but I stayed strong. I stayed strong because I knew that if I committed this one selfish crime, that many others will be forever affected and hurt by it. I thought of mom and dad and especially you broski. I thought of Frenchie and Spirit as well everyone else. I know you are thinking that as well, who wouldn't?
I'm not telling you what to do as a friend. I am telling you that I love you so very much, Sky. You are truly the perfect sister (even though I view you more as a brother) and if you were gone my whole life would crumble. You've inspired me to do great things and even though you may not know it I look up to you and I hold you so so sooo high up above me. You may think that I am the golden child, and it really seems like it but you have an intellect and mind and creativity that far surpasses me. I really do respect you and love you. I am sorry that this comment is super long but I can't just keep stuff out because if even the smallest word can make a difference then I want to say it because you mean more to me than you know.
Keep strong Sky, even when it seems like the world is caving in. Because mom, dad, Tiffany, all of our friends and I are with you. You aren't alone.
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I can't really say much more than what's already been said by people who care about you immensely and unconditionally, really. I know, you really don't like repetitive "it gets better," or "don't worry, you'll be fine" messages either, cause 50% percent of that isn't true. Sometimes, no, it doesn't get better, but that doesn't mean it's because of you that life is like that. Yes, you have the choice to MAKE things better, but sometimes it's completely out of your control. People say things, or do things, that can and will hurt you, but it's your choice to decide wether to let them hurt you in the long run or not.
Other than that, I can't say much but say I support you and care about you, and so does the rest of Canada.
Except Quebec.
Fuck Quebec.
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Like the other people said, you're a wonderful person and a good friend, and it may seem worth it now, to cut at yourself when things go downhill, but it's going to be okay, your situation is bound to get better!
And please listen to Spirit when she says to consider your actions, there should be another way to let your feelings out other than a knife.
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*tears up* we'er here for ya sky. We'er always here ;-; *gives sky a bear hug*
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I know you said earlier that you weren't looking for an apology but I'm really sorry. I feel partly to blame and my response on Skype isn't helping. But please don't hurt yourself
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Sky you need to stop and think about your actions. You need to stay strong and think how this is going to affect everyone that is close to you. You also need to think about yourself and your well being. I don't want anything to happen to you. I know several people that want the same thing. Somewhere deep down in you is something saying to keep fighting. Keep listening to the inner voice that says that you can get through these dark times.
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Wh-why? Why sky? You are an amazing person, your art is absolutely amazing. You shouldn't think such horrid things. I may be younger than you, but I've seen a lot in my life. I don't want you to go nor leave. You fill my heart with glee with your happy and gory art. I like you a lot. And I mean LIKE. You are my senpai in a way. owo So.... Please..... Be strong for those who love you. Show them the true you. This is not the real you. The real you is happy and loves to interact with your followers. It hurts my heart to see this right now...... Because.... I think you are a wonderful person, inside and out. I may not know you in real life, but that does always matter. Please...... Show us all, show me, that you are strong and kind. You are not weak nor fragile.
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