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Published: 2012-07-22 18:30:40 +0000 UTC; Views: 179; Favourites: 2; Downloads: 3
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Description I don\'t really know what to say, other than the fact that I have had some serious anxiety and depression lately. But it never really hit\'s me completely, and I guess I should be thankful, but it\'s always there on the edge of my mind. And I just can\'t stop from feeling that if I turn around from some blessed little distraction, that I\'m going to be attacked by all my fears and weak points.

I guess I wish I did more work on the tendrils, but right now I really can\'t find the urge to care completely. I may edit it later.
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Justplayinggod [2012-07-27 01:46:57 +0000 UTC]

I really like this picture, it looks really cool.

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borishu In reply to Justplayinggod [2012-07-27 02:21:19 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much! I'm still going to do a bit of work on it, but I'm really proud.

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Justplayinggod In reply to borishu [2012-08-05 21:41:36 +0000 UTC]

I can't wait to see what it looks like with a little bit of editing. ^^

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ruliak [2012-07-23 05:41:58 +0000 UTC]

I hope you feel better! Anxiety blows ass. I know you have tumblr because that's how I found your deviantart (or was it the other way around??) but mine is taemins-bowlcut if you ever need someone to talk to. If not, it's okay, just know that I'm sending you my support and that I care.

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borishu In reply to ruliak [2012-07-24 15:22:13 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much for the support. This is something I've been suffering with for the better part of the year. And I've had my ups and downs. But what has floored me, is the amount of people who have come to me to help. Considering much of this deep rooted anxiety was from the feeling of abandonment and being unwanted, this has made me literally cry with happiness and relief. If I were being honest, I would say the problems have either begun to end, or just begun. But knowing that I have so much more support than I had originally thought means so much, and is really helping ward off those bad thoughts. So thank you for being a part of my 'blue light'. I don't know what else I can say :,)

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ruliak In reply to borishu [2012-07-24 18:34:58 +0000 UTC]

It's really not a problem at all. You're a really sweet and creative person so I'm happy to make you happy!

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