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Cheater!2P!AmericaXReader: Hate You. (Part One)

Woooooooo, first songfic!! I’ll most likely make a part two for this, since it’s all up in my brain and all~.

The song is actually a K-Pop song called Hate You by 2NE1, but these are the English translations. I hope you enjoy this!!

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“I swear, babe, it’ll never happen again!”

“I call that bullshit, Al! How many times have you told me that now?”

“I know, I know, but just listen-!”

“No! I’m tired of you lying! Why can’t you fucking see how much pain you’re putting me through?! Am I not worth anything to you anymore?”

“…”

“That’s what I thought.”

You really suck
I have no reason to see you
This world is filled with guys like you
You s-s-suck
Your flaws are countless
To just put up with it and love you
Is a waste of time

Hate you eh eh eh eh eh
I’m fine living without you
Hate you eh eh eh eh eh
I’m fine living without you

That was the last conversation you had with your now ex-boyfriend, Allen F. Jones. Yes, you, (First and Last Name), the innocent girl graduate of (University) were once dating the infamous psychopathic killer of (State). Although he was known as such, however, you couldn't help but fall for him like the cliché buffoon you are.

But now you know better now. Hopefully you do.

My memories with you
Consist only of memories waiting for you
No matter how much I put up with it, and put up with it, it wouldn't end
I-I wanted to hear those words, “I love you”
Your unconcerned love
I grew tired of it

You see, you've noticed how he would start drifting away from you, along with many other things. You've noticed how he would never once hold you close whenever you were truly upset, or how he would never say ‘I love you’ like you did so many times. But he could say it those other girls that he thinks you don’t know about.

For some reason, you just never talked about it. I mean, come on, if he stayed with you, nothing else should really matter, right?

Wrong.

Oh so very fucking wrong.

It feels terrible I threw all my pride away
I’m sad, is this all I’m worth?
I’m worried, now, of the four-letter word, LOVE
I’m scared, you’re hilarious

It didn’t help that you threw everything away for the bastard. You gave up your future; you gave up your life’s work, all so that you could be with him. The killer man-whore you’ve loved since (High School ). You couldn’t really tell yourself to stay away from him back then, even if you would put your heart into hating him.

He still had your heart in the palm of his hand, just like all his other slutty girlfriends.

You really suck
I have no reason to see you
This world is filled with guys like you
You s-s-suck
Your flaws are countless
To just put up with it and love you
Is a waste of time

Hate you eh eh eh eh eh
I’m fine living without you
Hate you eh eh eh eh eh
I’m fine living without you

You were currently in your new-found apartment with what little you had brought from the shared house you had with him. Hell, you bet that Allen was still out with his friends and didn’t even know that you went and left. It was probably stupid of you to do so, what with his ‘hobby’, but you just couldn't handle being with him anymore.

‘Fucking bastard…’

H-H-Half the words coming out from your mouth are lies
No matter how many times you deceive me and deceive me, it wouldn't end
Someday you, too
Will meet a girl like you
Once you feel the pain, you’ll know how I feel

You thought back again, this time near the beginning of your relationship, if you could really call it as such. He would try and be a sneaky bastard to try and tell you different lies whenever he would be late for a date, or if he didn't arrive to the study session on time.

You hoped and prayed that one day, some day, he would feel your pain. He would find a ‘special slut’ that he will fall for, only to have his heart stomped on and eaten by a rat by the very same bitch. If only you would be able to just sit there and laugh at the sight. You chuckle just by thinking about the hurt expression that would be on his face.

It feels terrible, there was never such thing as a hero
With a happy ending, Was I too naive like a fool?
It turned out for the better since now I figured you out
I’m going to leave, you really suck

You laid back on the makeshift bed and looked up at the colorless ceiling, watching the fan spin in circles with a small smile on your face. Although you would never like to see someone you cared for to be in pain, he was the only exception to it.

“Huh, I think he’s rubbed off on me a bit…” you giggled quietly to yourself. Of course, living with him, you would pick up some of his bad habits (but never smoking or drinking. Seriously, who would like to die young?). Allen could actually be kind once in a while, but most of the time he was just an arrogant bastard.

An arrogant but cute bastard.

But you will keep that part to yourself.

You really suck
I have no reason to see you
This world is filled with guys like you
You s-s-suck
Your flaws are countless
To just put up with it and love you
Is a waste of time

Hate you eh eh eh eh eh
I’m fine living without you
Hate you eh eh eh eh eh
I’m fine living without you

You turned to your side, your face meeting the old picture of you and Allen at Niagara Falls, aka, your first date. You never asked him how he was able to get you both to get so close -which you’ve kept that way- or why he went through so much trouble for you.

But, you didn’t actually care about that anymore. You lifted a tired hand and placed it on top of the frame, and put it face-down on the bedside table. And with that, you turned over to the other side, closed your slightly shining (e/c) eyes and truly fell asleep peacefully.

I feel relieved,
I feel so much better
Down to the bone I’ve erased every last memory of you
I feel relieved
I feel so much better
Down to the bone I’ve erased every last memory of you

x~x~ Time Skip. x~x~

You grunted as you heard your alarm go off with the obnoxious and continuous beeps.

“Five more minutes…” You muttered, slamming your hand hatefully on the snooze button.

…

“Fuck it.”

You got up from the semi-comfortable bed, and got ready as per usual.

Except for the fact that you’ve woken up and got dressed alone.

You were beginning to make yourself some good ol’ fashion pancakes, when you heard knocking on the front door.

‘Hm, I wonder who that could be’ you thought, as you went up to open the door. Before you was, what you thought was, the cutest guy you’ve ever fucking met.

The man had some ruffled dirty blond hair, along with a bushy pair of eyebrows on his face, which strangely went well with his beautiful emerald eyes. He also seemed to be wearing some sort of green sweater vest to match, along with some nice looking skinny jeans.

To sum it all up, he looked like a gentleman fresh out of England.

He cleared his throat and said to you quite shyly, “Ello, love. I couldn’t help myself in trying to meet my new neighbor on a fine morning like this.”

(Inside your mind) ‘OHMYFUCKINGGODHEHASABRITISHACCENTHOLYFUCKHE’STOOHOOOOOOOTTTTTTFORMETOHANDLEEEEEEEE!!!!!!’

Outside- “Oh, it’s very nice to meet you sir! I’m (First and Last name), and you?”

“Kirkland. Arthur Kirkland.” He had put his hand out, which you took with what grace you could muster without making yourself look idiotic.

And that’s when you felt it. The static in which made you both just look at each other, dumbfounded.

“…Would you like to come in and talk, Mister Kirkland?” You asked quietly.

He nodded with pink blush sprinkling onto his nice features, quickly stepping inside, you closing the door and following close behind.

You really suck
I have no reason to see you
This world is filled with guys like you
You s-s-suck
Your flaws are countless
To just put up with it and love you
Is a waste of time

Hate you eh eh eh eh eh
I’m fine living without you
Hate you eh eh eh eh eh
I’m fine living without you

It seems that you've found someone special…someone truly special indeed.