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Published: 2003-10-28 21:20:16 +0000 UTC; Views: 2821; Favourites: 29; Downloads: 32
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Description I only wash my hair
cuz it grows longer,
no name shampoo
won't make it softer.
It's nice to know
I have an option,
nice to know
my god's behind this.
I sit awfully crooked,
on belts and sweaters
and books.
If I lean far back
and suck my tummy in,
it looks like I work out
and like I care about my looks.

Some flour and eggs
feel good against my skin,
though they mix,
and can't be taken apart.
So I guess I can't eat
either of them.
Guess that it's better that I tease myself
I have to lose some weight
I gotta swallow these pills,
so I can lose myself forget everything
you heard about fate.

I'm going to start smoking more hash,
and stop stressing about nothing.
I'll give all my clothes away.
I'm going to read more.
start planning and getting
ready for my date.
It may not be tomorrow,
but if it is I don't want to rush it,
forget everything and end up late.
I'll stop trying to make things sound good,
and just say them.
I've stopped caring, if i offend anyone,
started being who I am.
Losing myself in strangers eyes
because this, is the only time I'll see them.

I feel so much freer.
The clothes I still own,
so much more comfortable.
The things I used to worry about
just disappeared.
Everything is better.
Everything is in control.
Everything is happier.
Everything is understandable.
Couldn't care if I've a soul.

I still have to lose some weight.
I still have to make a plan.
I still have to give things to people.
But it's all in control.
Everything is comfortable.
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Comments: 9

noellenintendo [2011-06-12 05:02:04 +0000 UTC]

i love this.
i can connect with it very much, thank you.

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OkamiOfTheTsuki [2010-06-20 03:52:16 +0000 UTC]

please...my friend is belemic...im so scared...i cant imagine.she says shell stop when shes ready, but i dont trust the addiction to being belemic.What do i do to get her to stop?

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MoonGloss [2007-09-08 03:50:01 +0000 UTC]

This is amazing, I can relate so much to it. Thank you.

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broeknarms In reply to MoonGloss [2007-09-08 14:35:52 +0000 UTC]

glad you like it and i hope it helps. take care of you. ~PEACE.

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resembles [2007-03-18 15:53:18 +0000 UTC]

"I only wash my hair
cuz it grows longer,
no name shampoo
won't make it softer."

too true.
i love this poem.

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broeknarms In reply to resembles [2007-03-18 17:31:07 +0000 UTC]

thank you. i got alot better.

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grindpearls [2003-10-29 08:48:48 +0000 UTC]

about yourself? (wonders)

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broeknarms In reply to grindpearls [2003-10-29 15:53:00 +0000 UTC]

if you wish to continue wondering do not read the next sentence************yes it is about me.

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grindpearls In reply to broeknarms [2003-10-29 17:33:56 +0000 UTC]

(giggles) kay... friday is takin a long time to get here...
(kisses)

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