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Description
"Sometimes in the darkest of places, you find your true self"
Name: Elliw
Previous Name: Eifric
Gender: Doe
Age: 24
Year of Birth: Spring, 753 of the New Age
Height: 10.1 hh
Build: Light
Phenotype: Cremello Restricted Fawn
Genotype: ee/Aa/CrCr/fwfw/nRx
Eye Colour: Blue
Design Sheet: here

Sire: Lord Vincent (Sooty Chocolate palomino)
Dam: Lady Rose (Cremello Fawn) deceased
Magic Type: Earth

Siblings:
Aldaron NPC (Born 744NA - through Mother)
Lieutenant Theon (Born 747NA - through Mother)
Lord Birchwood (Born 755NA - through Morther)
Tokens/Bacon/CP Purchases:
Bacon - Royal Rank

Skill Points
Speed: 1 [Basic Level] (Build Cap: 15 points max)
Stamina: 4 [Basic Level]
Strength: 5 [Basic Level]

Magic: 19 [Medium Level]
Herbs: 0 [Basic Level]

Experience: 0

+3 magic - An Ear to Listen, Shoulder to Cry Upon | 1000-1999 (RP)
+2 magic - Returned | 1000-1999
+3 magic - Turn Back Time | 2000+

Herd InformationHerd: Glenmore
Herd Position: Lady
Current Location: Royal Glades
Mates:
Lord Rowan (758-759)
Lord Ciardair (761 - 766)
Count Raven (766-767)
Lune (768)
Lord Libra (771+)
Fawns:
Lady Ellid (Born year 759) sired by Lord Rowan DECEASED
Lady Rose (stillborn) (Born year 762) sired by Lord Ciardair DECEASED
Lord LLywelyn and Lord Lucius (adopted) sired by Lord Ciardair
Lady Rose and Lord Jareth (765) sired by Lord Ciardair
Lord Ciaran (767) sired by Count Raven
Hermione (769) sired by Lune
Lady Maura and Lady Arvela (assumed) (772) sired by Lord Libra
Agostino (773) sired by Lord Libra
Lady xxx (778) sired by Lord Libra

Personality:
Growing up almost spoiled Elliw had always been complimented on her looks and how beautiful she looked, the fact she had a pelt of a princess, and looked like one as well. When she was younger she was slightly envious that she wasn't born a princess but soon grew out of it. Now she is older she doesn't take much interest in politics, like a good doe shouldn't, but always went with the crowds and thought what she was expected.

In her thirteenth year, Elliw has become drawn back and distant from others - her recent emotional trauma after giving birth to the twins caused her a pain she cannot explain. After the death of her firstborn daughter, Elliw seldom is seen mingling with the royals by the New Oak - and now prefers the glade walls of her den with her new mate. She constantly feels anxious about most things, and even the thought of having to leave her den makes her worry. Only time will tell whether she recovers back to her old, bright self.

Now as a renegade Elliw has taken a more bright outlook on life, and has removed any bad thought or memory from her memory. She now believes she is in control of her life and nobody can hold her back and hopes to finally find the 'happy ever after'.

With her now being 'rescued' from her abductor and under the very stern eye if of her brother, she once again feels empty and broken - haven been dragged back to the nightmare she had run away from. Fear holds onto her more than anything with the temper her brother has shown as well as the looks from the people around her, as well as fear for her and her daughter's future.

As years went by, she welcomed further fawns into her life and the lifting of her taint brought more comfort into her life. The acceptance from her eldest son, the love of her children, and the comfort the was given by a new mate brought some shred of happiness into her life once more. Though still rather withdrawn, she smiles much more than she used to.

History:
Elliw was born early morning on a rainy spring day, being her mother's first daughter in a line of strong sons Rose was of course over the moon and the fact she dried up to be a daughter almost as white as snow pleased her even more, seeing she had inherited her own cremello coat. Elliw grew up like any other filly, given time to be a fawn although was drilled to be a proper acting lady from day one. She was loved by her mother and her father; although somewhat spoiled they taught her well, she knew when she could have her own way and when she needed to stand back. She spent the first few years like any other lady; socializing with the royal ladies alongside her mother; building up relationships and making her name.

When she was 6 years of age she took part in her first rut; falling for a white as snow stag. As soon as her mother found out she had bred to such a light stag - even of good breeding - she tightened her reins on Elliw, making sure she stayed in the den and only went out with their personal guard or her brother or herself. When she finally gave birth on a summer's morning to a somewhat dark palomino doe she felt like her mother had tightened the reins on her more, making sure only the bare minimal people saw the dark filly. She didn't understand - she was born happy and healthy, why did her mother hate her so much? When she was just past two seasons old her mother made her wean the fawn before sending the filly to a hoofmaiden to train, telling Elliw that she will only be good to serve; no stag would want her dirty sooty coat. She yearned for her daughter day and night; wanting her by her side once more not at another doe's feet

She was later won over by Lord Ciardair at the age of 8, a handsome dark stag from a good proper family just what her mother told for her to find. He was just what she had been taught over and over again: Dark, strong, and of good family lines. She later fell in fawn with his child to the delight of her mother although when summer came and she gave birth the filly had died, not even having a single breath before she had died. She mourned her loss, mourned the loss of her first girl because of her mother and her second daughter already dead before she had hit the ground. Quickly she had taken on two little colts for Ciardair, learning one of colt's mother died in childbirth. She almost mourned for him - having lost his mother before she had a chance to meet her and take in her comfort. She hoped she could give him the comfort he needed - and maybe the two colts could help her heal the large hole in her heart.

Two years after her stillborn, Elliw chooses to try for a fawn once more - hoping for better luck the third time around. She suffered during pregnancy, and found during birth she carried not one but two fawns - a small, light filly like her last two daughters and a large, light colt. She was upset by birthing such a light colt but powered through to look after the two. Tragedy soon struck the doe as she tried to find her daughter once more, only to find she was a year too late - she had passed away during childbirth to the Crown Prince's son. After that day she has never been the same - she sunk back into herself, and lost all connection to her mate and her two fawns.

Autumn soon rolled by and was won over by Count Raven. Did she intentionally make it known she was available to fight for? She wasn't sure - but she didn't want to stay there anymore. During the Autumn she quickly fell in fawn once more - this time she hoped for just the single, easy, healthy fawn...

In the Autumn of her fourteenth year, one night after almost a year of thinking she decided to leave the herd and make it look like she had been stolen by leaving her precious charm and beads, as well as a lock of hair nearby her old den - leaving her son safe in the den. She ran as far and as fast as she could until she knew no patrols would be out. She now trails between the gardens and Loch Kerr, avoiding all she once knew as she re-invents herself.

The later years were not kind on the doe - tough winters, heartbreak, the birth of another fawn, her freedom taken away from her, the death of her brother. She found herself brought back to the herd she ran from, but as the years went past slowly she rebuilt herself from the scars of her past. Joining Lord Libra's glade she found the comfort she so longed for, a place she could be safe without the judgement for her past. She stayed in the company of her lord, his does and children for many seasons before she found the courage to venture out - though only in the company of one of her new family. Two daughters came into her life in the spring, her own and one she found abandoned and claimed as her own. Through her contact with them was limited due to her taint, she found something to fight for. The arrival of a strong son came soon after, then the lifting of her taint. She threw herself into caring for her three new children with everything she could, determined to make right to her new fawns that she couldn't to her first. Though she is happy, the heartbreak she felt from Lune's death still lingers in the back of her mind, and the distance between her and her eldest twins still plagues her.

Roleplays

762 -
Please Wake Up... | Spring | Elliw gives birth to her second fawn, only for it to be a stillborn. Much feels.

764 -
I Hope that she would be Proud.. | Spring | Elliw takes her adoptive son towards his father's ceremony, and thinks back towards his mother and hope that she would be happy.
Where Do fawns Come From? | Autumn |
Lets Play Nice | Autumn |
Lets Try Again... | Autumn | Elliw and Ciardair try for a fawn!

765 -
This is All I Need | Spring | Elliw resting with her mate, and three fawns

766 -
Sibling Love? | Spring | Elliw and Theon meet up, and Elliw figures why she doesn't see her brother often >>
My Love for Him | Spring | Elliw takes some time away from her home, and thinks about whether she still does truly love Ciardair
Count Raven's Harem of 766 | Autumn | Elliw is won by Raven, and partakes in the rut!
Never-Ending | Winter | Raven joined her in her den for the night, and they have a brief but civil conversation.
Don't Wait | Winter | She takes a walk in the Glenwood, and feels lost and alone
Pretence | Winter | The stress and pain of being in fawn as well as past events starts to break her.
An Ear to Listen, Shoulder to Cry Upon | Winter | Elliw goes on an early morning walk around the Glenwood to clear her mind, only to bump into a strange pale buck. After spilling everything she has been penning up

767 -
Rain Drops | Autumn | Elliw decides to bite the bullet and decides its time to leave the herd and leave everything behind.
Restless Soul | Autumn | Elliw fleeing like a certain fleeing fleer!

770 -
Returned | Summer | After being found by the guard she is brought back to the herd, where she is quickly collected by her brother with a coldless she had rarely seen.
Turn Back Time | Summer | During the first night she spent back in the main herd her adopted son comes to visit her. Her expecting the worse she was faced with him breaking down in front of her, which kicks a inner conflict within herself.

771 -
Future to Come | Autumn | With the help of an old friend, she finds her way into a harem of another Lord

Previous Reference: Lady Elliw | Glenmore | Royal Doe

Description
"Sometimes in the darkest of places, you find your true self"
Name: Elliw
Previous Name: Eifric
Gender: Doe
Age: 24
Year of Birth: Spring, 753 of the New Age
Height: 10.1 hh
Build: Light
Phenotype: Cremello Restricted Fawn
Genotype: ee/Aa/CrCr/fwfw/nRx
Eye Colour: Blue
Design Sheet: here

Sire: Lord Vincent (Sooty Chocolate palomino)
Dam: Lady Rose (Cremello Fawn) deceased
Magic Type: Earth

Siblings:
Aldaron NPC (Born 744NA - through Mother)
Lieutenant Theon (Born 747NA - through Mother)
Lord Birchwood (Born 755NA - through Morther)
Tokens/Bacon/CP Purchases:
Bacon - Royal Rank

Skill Points
Speed: 1 [Basic Level] (Build Cap: 15 points max)
Stamina: 4 [Basic Level]
Strength: 5 [Basic Level]

Magic: 19 [Medium Level]
Herbs: 0 [Basic Level]

Experience: 0

+3 magic - An Ear to Listen, Shoulder to Cry Upon | 1000-1999 (RP)
+2 magic - Returned | 1000-1999
+3 magic - Turn Back Time | 2000+

Herd InformationHerd: Glenmore
Herd Position: Lady
Current Location: Royal Glades
Mates:
Lord Rowan (758-759)
Lord Ciardair (761 - 766)
Count Raven (766-767)
Lune (768)
Lord Libra (771+)
Fawns:
Lady Ellid (Born year 759) sired by Lord Rowan DECEASED
Lady Rose (stillborn) (Born year 762) sired by Lord Ciardair DECEASED
Lord LLywelyn and Lord Lucius (adopted) sired by Lord Ciardair
Lady Rose and Lord Jareth (765) sired by Lord Ciardair
Lord Ciaran (767) sired by Count Raven
Hermione (769) sired by Lune
Lady Maura and Lady Arvela (assumed) (772) sired by Lord Libra
Agostino (773) sired by Lord Libra
Lady xxx (778) sired by Lord Libra

Personality:
Growing up almost spoiled Elliw had always been complimented on her looks and how beautiful she looked, the fact she had a pelt of a princess, and looked like one as well. When she was younger she was slightly envious that she wasn't born a princess but soon grew out of it. Now she is older she doesn't take much interest in politics, like a good doe shouldn't, but always went with the crowds and thought what she was expected.

In her thirteenth year, Elliw has become drawn back and distant from others - her recent emotional trauma after giving birth to the twins caused her a pain she cannot explain. After the death of her firstborn daughter, Elliw seldom is seen mingling with the royals by the New Oak - and now prefers the glade walls of her den with her new mate. She constantly feels anxious about most things, and even the thought of having to leave her den makes her worry. Only time will tell whether she recovers back to her old, bright self.

Now as a renegade Elliw has taken a more bright outlook on life, and has removed any bad thought or memory from her memory. She now believes she is in control of her life and nobody can hold her back and hopes to finally find the 'happy ever after'.

With her now being 'rescued' from her abductor and under the very stern eye if of her brother, she once again feels empty and broken - haven been dragged back to the nightmare she had run away from. Fear holds onto her more than anything with the temper her brother has shown as well as the looks from the people around her, as well as fear for her and her daughter's future.

As years went by, she welcomed further fawns into her life and the lifting of her taint brought more comfort into her life. The acceptance from her eldest son, the love of her children, and the comfort the was given by a new mate brought some shred of happiness into her life once more. Though still rather withdrawn, she smiles much more than she used to.

History:
Elliw was born early morning on a rainy spring day, being her mother's first daughter in a line of strong sons Rose was of course over the moon and the fact she dried up to be a daughter almost as white as snow pleased her even more, seeing she had inherited her own cremello coat. Elliw grew up like any other filly, given time to be a fawn although was drilled to be a proper acting lady from day one. She was loved by her mother and her father; although somewhat spoiled they taught her well, she knew when she could have her own way and when she needed to stand back. She spent the first few years like any other lady; socializing with the royal ladies alongside her mother; building up relationships and making her name.

When she was 6 years of age she took part in her first rut; falling for a white as snow stag. As soon as her mother found out she had bred to such a light stag - even of good breeding - she tightened her reins on Elliw, making sure she stayed in the den and only went out with their personal guard or her brother or herself. When she finally gave birth on a summer's morning to a somewhat dark palomino doe she felt like her mother had tightened the reins on her more, making sure only the bare minimal people saw the dark filly. She didn't understand - she was born happy and healthy, why did her mother hate her so much? When she was just past two seasons old her mother made her wean the fawn before sending the filly to a hoofmaiden to train, telling Elliw that she will only be good to serve; no stag would want her dirty sooty coat. She yearned for her daughter day and night; wanting her by her side once more not at another doe's feet

She was later won over by Lord Ciardair at the age of 8, a handsome dark stag from a good proper family just what her mother told for her to find. He was just what she had been taught over and over again: Dark, strong, and of good family lines. She later fell in fawn with his child to the delight of her mother although when summer came and she gave birth the filly had died, not even having a single breath before she had died. She mourned her loss, mourned the loss of her first girl because of her mother and her second daughter already dead before she had hit the ground. Quickly she had taken on two little colts for Ciardair, learning one of colt's mother died in childbirth. She almost mourned for him - having lost his mother before she had a chance to meet her and take in her comfort. She hoped she could give him the comfort he needed - and maybe the two colts could help her heal the large hole in her heart.

Two years after her stillborn, Elliw chooses to try for a fawn once more - hoping for better luck the third time around. She suffered during pregnancy, and found during birth she carried not one but two fawns - a small, light filly like her last two daughters and a large, light colt. She was upset by birthing such a light colt but powered through to look after the two. Tragedy soon struck the doe as she tried to find her daughter once more, only to find she was a year too late - she had passed away during childbirth to the Crown Prince's son. After that day she has never been the same - she sunk back into herself, and lost all connection to her mate and her two fawns.

Autumn soon rolled by and was won over by Count Raven. Did she intentionally make it known she was available to fight for? She wasn't sure - but she didn't want to stay there anymore. During the Autumn she quickly fell in fawn once more - this time she hoped for just the single, easy, healthy fawn...

In the Autumn of her fourteenth year, one night after almost a year of thinking she decided to leave the herd and make it look like she had been stolen by leaving her precious charm and beads, as well as a lock of hair nearby her old den - leaving her son safe in the den. She ran as far and as fast as she could until she knew no patrols would be out. She now trails between the gardens and Loch Kerr, avoiding all she once knew as she re-invents herself.

The later years were not kind on the doe - tough winters, heartbreak, the birth of another fawn, her freedom taken away from her, the death of her brother. She found herself brought back to the herd she ran from, but as the years went past slowly she rebuilt herself from the scars of her past. Joining Lord Libra's glade she found the comfort she so longed for, a place she could be safe without the judgement for her past. She stayed in the company of her lord, his does and children for many seasons before she found the courage to venture out - though only in the company of one of her new family. Two daughters came into her life in the spring, her own and one she found abandoned and claimed as her own. Through her contact with them was limited due to her taint, she found something to fight for. The arrival of a strong son came soon after, then the lifting of her taint. She threw herself into caring for her three new children with everything she could, determined to make right to her new fawns that she couldn't to her first. Though she is happy, the heartbreak she felt from Lune's death still lingers in the back of her mind, and the distance between her and her eldest twins still plagues her.

Roleplays

762 -
Please Wake Up... | Spring | Elliw gives birth to her second fawn, only for it to be a stillborn. Much feels.

764 -
I Hope that she would be Proud.. | Spring | Elliw takes her adoptive son towards his father's ceremony, and thinks back towards his mother and hope that she would be happy.
Where Do fawns Come From? | Autumn |
Lets Play Nice | Autumn |
Lets Try Again... | Autumn | Elliw and Ciardair try for a fawn!

765 -
This is All I Need | Spring | Elliw resting with her mate, and three fawns

766 -
Sibling Love? | Spring | Elliw and Theon meet up, and Elliw figures why she doesn't see her brother often >>
My Love for Him | Spring | Elliw takes some time away from her home, and thinks about whether she still does truly love Ciardair
Count Raven's Harem of 766 | Autumn | Elliw is won by Raven, and partakes in the rut!
Never-Ending | Winter | Raven joined her in her den for the night, and they have a brief but civil conversation.
Don't Wait | Winter | She takes a walk in the Glenwood, and feels lost and alone
Pretence | Winter | The stress and pain of being in fawn as well as past events starts to break her.
An Ear to Listen, Shoulder to Cry Upon | Winter | Elliw goes on an early morning walk around the Glenwood to clear her mind, only to bump into a strange pale buck. After spilling everything she has been penning up

767 -
Rain Drops | Autumn | Elliw decides to bite the bullet and decides its time to leave the herd and leave everything behind.
Restless Soul | Autumn | Elliw fleeing like a certain fleeing fleer!

770 -
Returned | Summer | After being found by the guard she is brought back to the herd, where she is quickly collected by her brother with a coldless she had rarely seen.
Turn Back Time | Summer | During the first night she spent back in the main herd her adopted son comes to visit her. Her expecting the worse she was faced with him breaking down in front of her, which kicks a inner conflict within herself.

771 -
Future to Come | Autumn | With the help of an old friend, she finds her way into a harem of another Lord

Previous Reference: Lady Elliw | Glenmore | Royal Doe