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cinnieboy [2008-04-03 21:55:31 +0000 UTC]
cok cok iyi.
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GoodreauDoll [2007-08-27 22:09:33 +0000 UTC]
You can't that is the nature of paranoia. Have we dated the same men!!
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GoodreauDoll In reply to bruZzzz [2007-09-04 14:04:18 +0000 UTC]
Hope it is MUCH better this week. I always have to ask other people's opinions about the men I am attracted to because I know I have a bad picker. The one time I was engaged to a nice guy, I was too bored. That IS messed up. better now in my mid years. P
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GoodreauDoll In reply to bruZzzz [2007-09-04 18:26:26 +0000 UTC]
Well said. But if your crazy in the relationship then it must not be fun. I've never had a guy go out on me. I used to wonder if they were, but it was only me knowing I was going out on them. I figure if I was cabable of seeing someone else surely they must be. But they never did. I just hurt them. Not good at the commitment thing. Who does he love, sex aside. Infatuation is not love, who does he go to when he needs comfort? I know you will figure it out...but you should never be small.
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bruZzzz In reply to GoodreauDoll [2007-09-04 20:15:11 +0000 UTC]
That's I'm not sure of. He hangs with her when I'm not around. I don't know anything, he doesn't tell me anything. I guess it's her he goes to... He was very happy for a moment ago... he was not so happy when I was with him. If this is paranoia I'm fucked up, I'm so fucked up.
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GoodreauDoll In reply to bruZzzz [2007-09-07 21:17:55 +0000 UTC]
I've been thinking you might have to let this one go. Is it semiotext?
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bruZzzz In reply to GoodreauDoll [2007-09-08 17:12:20 +0000 UTC]
Things are better now. Yes is The semio. I love that man!
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GoodreauDoll In reply to bruZzzz [2007-09-10 17:12:12 +0000 UTC]
I had a lovely man like that Raphael Diluzio still an artist of the chaos. Or maybe he had me, and I am the artist of the chaotic...never did know. But we came and went and then I could take no more and we went for good. P
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GoodreauDoll In reply to GoodreauDoll [2007-09-12 03:14:47 +0000 UTC]
Sometimes you are! When I am 80 I'll go back to all that. Right now I love my life too much to f it up. Does that sound okay??? Not sure. I'm so dark when I am in the brain altering crazies. Though I am very productive as an artist. I do miss that. I used to paint like you and the semio do. I could produce at lightening speed. In my gallery I have a few early works. I still paint fast and I still create constantly just with a different drive and fever. you two bring me back......
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Closs [2007-08-27 12:51:25 +0000 UTC]
perfect
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