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Published: 2007-08-23 15:43:15 +0000 UTC; Views: 368; Favourites: 15; Downloads: 0
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Description How can you make a paranoid person understand that you are not trying to stand above him?
How can you make that person understand that he doesn't need to go and be so cruel?
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cinnieboy [2008-04-03 21:55:31 +0000 UTC]

cok cok iyi.

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GoodreauDoll [2007-08-27 22:09:33 +0000 UTC]

You can't that is the nature of paranoia. Have we dated the same men!!

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bruZzzz In reply to GoodreauDoll [2007-09-03 16:21:32 +0000 UTC]

It's not the men it is about is my own head and yes maybe we have met the same kind of people. They are all the same in my fucked up head. o my, this week has been a real mind travel.
Hope it's good in you.

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GoodreauDoll In reply to bruZzzz [2007-09-04 14:04:18 +0000 UTC]

Hope it is MUCH better this week. I always have to ask other people's opinions about the men I am attracted to because I know I have a bad picker. The one time I was engaged to a nice guy, I was too bored. That IS messed up. better now in my mid years. P

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bruZzzz In reply to GoodreauDoll [2007-09-04 17:27:01 +0000 UTC]

I also get bored with 2 nice guys and now I have a good but difficult one who I love so fucking much but I'm destroying it with my suspicions of him wanting his new female friend. I don't know what to do... they are a perfect match I think, I feel a bit like the third wheel. Three wheels are better then 2 so I have 2 choices: 1: stop making me so small. 2: stop making me so Big.

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GoodreauDoll In reply to bruZzzz [2007-09-04 18:26:26 +0000 UTC]

Well said. But if your crazy in the relationship then it must not be fun. I've never had a guy go out on me. I used to wonder if they were, but it was only me knowing I was going out on them. I figure if I was cabable of seeing someone else surely they must be. But they never did. I just hurt them. Not good at the commitment thing. Who does he love, sex aside. Infatuation is not love, who does he go to when he needs comfort? I know you will figure it out...but you should never be small.

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bruZzzz In reply to GoodreauDoll [2007-09-04 20:15:11 +0000 UTC]

That's I'm not sure of. He hangs with her when I'm not around. I don't know anything, he doesn't tell me anything. I guess it's her he goes to... He was very happy for a moment ago... he was not so happy when I was with him. If this is paranoia I'm fucked up, I'm so fucked up.

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GoodreauDoll In reply to bruZzzz [2007-09-07 21:17:55 +0000 UTC]

I've been thinking you might have to let this one go. Is it semiotext?

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bruZzzz In reply to GoodreauDoll [2007-09-08 17:12:20 +0000 UTC]

Things are better now. Yes is The semio. I love that man!

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GoodreauDoll In reply to bruZzzz [2007-09-10 17:12:12 +0000 UTC]

I had a lovely man like that Raphael Diluzio still an artist of the chaos. Or maybe he had me, and I am the artist of the chaotic...never did know. But we came and went and then I could take no more and we went for good. P

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GoodreauDoll In reply to GoodreauDoll [2007-09-12 03:14:47 +0000 UTC]

Sometimes you are! When I am 80 I'll go back to all that. Right now I love my life too much to f it up. Does that sound okay??? Not sure. I'm so dark when I am in the brain altering crazies. Though I am very productive as an artist. I do miss that. I used to paint like you and the semio do. I could produce at lightening speed. In my gallery I have a few early works. I still paint fast and I still create constantly just with a different drive and fever. you two bring me back......

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bruZzzz In reply to GoodreauDoll [2007-09-10 21:59:38 +0000 UTC]

Well it's for me to wait and see... For the moment everything is fine and I will enjoy. I feel good with my self and that's the most important. Life is fun sometimes

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GoodreauDoll In reply to bruZzzz [2007-09-10 22:00:21 +0000 UTC]

excellent!!

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bruZzzz In reply to GoodreauDoll [2007-09-10 22:04:34 +0000 UTC]

I feel like magic, not like an illusionist. Me magic I don't now, it feels great and I'm not drunk or high or stoned. I hope everything is good in you. 1000

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GoodreauDoll In reply to bruZzzz [2007-09-10 23:04:55 +0000 UTC]

Always!!! I amvery lucky almost always up. Too old to be drunk or stoned P

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bruZzzz In reply to GoodreauDoll [2007-09-12 00:32:10 +0000 UTC]

Too old? Nobody is too old Too old is like 80, one foot on your grave

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Closs [2007-08-27 12:51:25 +0000 UTC]

perfect

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bruZzzz In reply to Closs [2007-08-27 17:58:58 +0000 UTC]

Oh,thank you for all the favorites

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Bridie-Knight [2007-08-24 01:20:46 +0000 UTC]

Love the lines and subtle colours.

When a river has it's way blocked it changes course

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bruZzzz In reply to Bridie-Knight [2007-08-24 01:43:15 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the comment

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