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I drew this some months ago and I wasn't sure if I should upload or just keep it on my hard drive as it is sorta vent art.
BTW.: the drawn Daspletosaurus is an invented character of mine

Why did I draw this? Well, it stems probably from my need for a companion or something like that. Friends of mine have their significant others and they feel pretty much bonded to these. I admire that and that they share each other's interests and can indulge in these. But the admiration and happiness for my friends make me at times very sad and tides of loneliness crash against me.

I do not consider myself to be ready for a relationship as I don't have a clear concept of that and I find it pretty hard to let people close to me. (Well, I never was in a relationship, to be honest.) Intimacy is also a big issue for me as I as a female tend to be in the asexual spectrum, so there is also a lack of attraction towards humans.
Additionally, there is the strong urge in me to be alone and to do simply "my thing".

Yeah, all of that sounds pretty contradicting as I seem to ditch between closeness and distance.

I cannot really describe what it is, it is sort of a panic when people suddenly want too much closeness from me.
Sometimes, I just feel a need for a bond or connection with another dinosaur lover like me, who feels connected to dinosaurs.

My felt loneliness at times made me draw a Daspletosaurus on a grey-ish morning. Daspletosaurus are often referred for their bite marks, which may indicate that it probably wasn't that easy to approach a Daspletosaurus, so that fits me. And well, I sorta have the sturdiness of a Daspletosaur

That is roughly the story behind the art.

Description
I drew this some months ago and I wasn't sure if I should upload or just keep it on my hard drive as it is sorta vent art.
BTW.: the drawn Daspletosaurus is an invented character of mine

Why did I draw this? Well, it stems probably from my need for a companion or something like that. Friends of mine have their significant others and they feel pretty much bonded to these. I admire that and that they share each other's interests and can indulge in these. But the admiration and happiness for my friends make me at times very sad and tides of loneliness crash against me.

I do not consider myself to be ready for a relationship as I don't have a clear concept of that and I find it pretty hard to let people close to me. (Well, I never was in a relationship, to be honest.) Intimacy is also a big issue for me as I as a female tend to be in the asexual spectrum, so there is also a lack of attraction towards humans.
Additionally, there is the strong urge in me to be alone and to do simply "my thing".

Yeah, all of that sounds pretty contradicting as I seem to ditch between closeness and distance.

I cannot really describe what it is, it is sort of a panic when people suddenly want too much closeness from me.
Sometimes, I just feel a need for a bond or connection with another dinosaur lover like me, who feels connected to dinosaurs.

My felt loneliness at times made me draw a Daspletosaurus on a grey-ish morning. Daspletosaurus are often referred for their bite marks, which may indicate that it probably wasn't that easy to approach a Daspletosaurus, so that fits me. And well, I sorta have the sturdiness of a Daspletosaur

That is roughly the story behind the art.