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Wish this had been on better paper... Whatever. School doodles once again. ._. No reference for anything...

This is actually how I was feeling at the moment when I drew it because so many things were going through my mind during our reading period (every Tues/Thurs at our school we have 30minutes before our 3rd period class to just "read" but most people sleep or do homework.) that I just started crying and I drew this. >_>

The person is supposed to be me
The rip on the paper with the loose string on it represents an inner conflict that I am trying to solve/get over but it just keeps opening up and it's difficult to fix, as shown by the string that starts to come off gradually.
The rip in the background that is sewn up is one of the other most significant events that has happened in my life and has changed the person who I am but it has been solved now -- but I will never forget it, as it will leave a scar in my heart, and it will remain distant but always there as it is in the background.
The bandages are surrounding the body -- they represent the constant reminders of what has hurt me, and they are still on my right arm because that is my dominant side, and it controls me from a certain perspective. Part of the bandages are falling off because I am trying to let go but there are still remnants of them intertwined
Other more deep stuff is on there such as the squares and the weird jagged lines but I'd rather not go into details for those...

Anyway... it started out with random Graffiti on the top, then a Miku, then this. ._.

Enjoy? I guess?

HB mech pencil

Description
Wish this had been on better paper... Whatever. School doodles once again. ._. No reference for anything...

This is actually how I was feeling at the moment when I drew it because so many things were going through my mind during our reading period (every Tues/Thurs at our school we have 30minutes before our 3rd period class to just "read" but most people sleep or do homework.) that I just started crying and I drew this. >_>

The person is supposed to be me
The rip on the paper with the loose string on it represents an inner conflict that I am trying to solve/get over but it just keeps opening up and it's difficult to fix, as shown by the string that starts to come off gradually.
The rip in the background that is sewn up is one of the other most significant events that has happened in my life and has changed the person who I am but it has been solved now -- but I will never forget it, as it will leave a scar in my heart, and it will remain distant but always there as it is in the background.
The bandages are surrounding the body -- they represent the constant reminders of what has hurt me, and they are still on my right arm because that is my dominant side, and it controls me from a certain perspective. Part of the bandages are falling off because I am trying to let go but there are still remnants of them intertwined
Other more deep stuff is on there such as the squares and the weird jagged lines but I'd rather not go into details for those...

Anyway... it started out with random Graffiti on the top, then a Miku, then this. ._.

Enjoy? I guess?

HB mech pencil