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Camy-Orca — Closer to the end
Published: 2015-12-20 20:07:46 +0000 UTC; Views: 677; Favourites: 18; Downloads: 0
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What is this? Another vent art I guess.
No, I didn't make it to get attention from you. That's why the comments are disabled. Some people cut theirselfs (like I used to when I was younger) and I draw vent art. This is just the way I show that I suffer and need help. Of course the ones that should help me, won't see this...
I feel like I'm not just strongly depressed but also mentally ill. I don't believe anymore that I can be happy and live without mental problems. Maybe I am psychotic like some people say but normal enough to realise that. Fuck that. I don't know and I don't give a shit anymore.
The person I love more than anybody else has hurt me today and seems like they don't give a single shit about my feelings. That person should know and understand me better than any other member of my family but seems like they're too stubborn and focused on theirself to understand their mistakes...
As I always say, you won't understand what a depression is until you go through one yourself.
I really don't know what the fuck am I doing on this world. Maybe I should just end this goddamn suffering.
