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Published: 2012-12-16 04:07:25 +0000 UTC; Views: 1025; Favourites: 41; Downloads: 0
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I either must be very good at hiding things or I'm bipolarand I'm not bipolar
.. errr I just kinda have a lot going on aha I guess
Sorry i probably won't reply to comments on this account btw aha
idk I kinda hate how effectively I can pretend to be , or be, happy sometimes and then it just takes a few things to ruin it aha
well on the bright side today was fun haha, early half bday celebration thing?
idk we went out to eat and uh.. I watched The Hobbit, 3 hours but definitely worth it//3D ftw//
love lord of the rings, love it~!
but ahh I just don't know, a lot of pressure atm so I guess I'm just completely losing my control over things.
I spent 3 hours on messages and notes today among other messages aha.. and didn't get anything done and I really want to get that final art project done but although I have the motivation, no ideas are coming and nothing's turning out right.
On top of that I have a whole lot of chores tommorrow which happens to be my last day before my bday.. yey aha
Hopefully I can get those chores done asap
anywho
have a new OC too aha? Her name is Sen. design not finalized on her body and all but her head is pretty much like.. well this xD
Ahh this was some 5 min doodle aha
Idk not in the mood to talk xD just a lot of things on my chest and I'll probably be all happy again tommorow but I have to be at least honest with myself and realize I'm not. I just wish I knew someone irl who understood me. I guess that's not happening right now aha
plus I have these dumb play lines to memorize of which I must say I'm not an actress at all. the irony since I happen to act happy so well all the time//facepalm
Just so much work aha god. the timing is ridiculously horrid too.
Well alright I'm not going to disable comments though I really should but I'm desperate for art project ideas if anyone still has suggestions ;~; irkk
well yes ciao ^-^
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I'm sure when you wake up you'll feel a lot better, but if not, here's a big hug 
Just make a list with your priorities and work first on the most important ones, with calm :3
The art project can wait a bit, the older you get you usually have more responsabilities and things to do, it's okay if you don't finish the porject in time, because that will mean as a 15 years girl now you know (well, you already know, but x3) some things are more important than others ^^
And I think we won't mind to wait a bit for your art :3
/pff, I'm so so so much better expressing myself in spanish
and omg I want to watch the Hobbit ;o; Congratz <33 I think my classmates wanted us to go on friday o: I can't wait x3
/loves your new character's name
and it also remainded me a bit of Chihiro, but to the "dark" side of the film, when she's given her new name..
Take it easy and enjoy the day as much as you can <3
And yush, I understand that feeling, it happends to me to :c But I know you'll feel better later :3
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thank you endber <3
yes aha I will
and lawl
um um I can try reading spanish xDDD
habla espanol >8C !
Yo quero leer su espanol ! xD//shot I'm so bad
and amg yea thanks ;u;
and oh thankq~!
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Aw, okay, here it goes x3:
Es normal que siempre haya algo que nos hagas pasar de estar felices o contentos a tristes ;o; Y sé cómo te sientes respecto a eso >.< A mí misma me afecta mucho todo, y mis depresiones son más fuertes >w< Pero normalmente a la mañana siguiente ya me siento mejor :3 Así que espero que te haya ocurrido igual al despertar ^^
Y sobre todo lo que debes hacer.. ALmenos no te preocupes por nosotros, sabemos que tienes tareas pendientes, no es necesario que termines tu proyecto para mañana si tienes otra prioridades :3 Al cumplir 15 años también debes demostrar que eres más responsable n___n
Tómatelo con calma y haz las cosas poco a poco ^^ Sin estrés x3
ew, I tried x__x I think it could be a bid difficult to read :c
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Hope you feel better soon <333 Life will bring you down, but we always keep rising c:
I can't wait too see this character! She seems lovely <3
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I understand the "few things to ruin it" part.
I can also agree with the good at pretending part of what you said as well.
Hopefully it passes soon enough and I'm going to...send mental idea making....material...idea dillies or something of the sorts?
My ideas are never very good although I may suggest thinking of a season?
For me my best ideas come to me during school though most of 'em have to do with designs.
I dunno. Just...I don't know
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Arctic Marble fox? 
Feel better<3
Happy B-day Celine!
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Ahh feel better Capu. ;~;
I honestly wish I could say something to make you feel better. ;~~;
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Feel better, Capu!
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thank you for the ideas! :3
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umm
ideas
do something that feels strong and powerful, but beautiful and soft coming on as well *^*
PFF i don't know
i'm imagining your white character
flying gracefully, glowing faintly
with wind rushing by
a lilting song drifting by~ (yeah capu draw a song i bet you totally know how to do that)
and the sky is kind of orange/red
with a beautiful white/yellow/blue-tinged moon
and tall, exotic trees and maybe a bird hanging out around there *u*
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omg I actually had a similar idea
thanks to the hobbit
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I hope you feel better ^u^
and whoa.. I just got home from dinner and watching the Hobbit o:
An amazing movie<333 I love love the dragon at the end! x3
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