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Last post for this year. I'm in love with the details of this notebook 🥰

This year was terrible, i can say it was one of the worst i had. I cried, i cried a lot. I was bawling almost everyday. Everything just became so hard and really overwhelming. 😭 Going through everything i did all by myself became unbearable and i barely made it. I'm not living, I'm just surviving at this point.

If i had to make a video with my year review, it would be a photo of me sitting on the floor crying my heart out with a very dramatic music by Hans Zimmer or something.

I can't even explain the pain I feel everyday. My depression and my anxiety just took over my life 100% and they're kicking my ass big time. I feel so lost, alone and... defeated. 😔

But still, i'm here, trying everyday. Despite everything bad, i know i'm hopeful that all my effort will, eventually, bring me something good.

I'm also celebrating small victories. I didn't went back on my decisions and didn't fall into some past toxic behaviors.

Looking back, I think this made me much stronger than I thought, I don't know where I got so much strength, but I know I just kept moving foward even completely lost on my path.

I just hope 2023 will be kinder to me 🖤

🖤My shops & other links: direct.me/carlasophia

My 365 day project

©Carla Sophia 2005-2022
Please, keep in mind that my work is not stock and CAN NOT be used as or to make stock. If you want to use it in any way, you have to ask me for permission. Thank you
All rights of this image are reserved to CarlaSophia and may not be used in ANY way without my written permission. No copying, no redistribution, no unauthorized use. Thank you!

Description

Last post for this year. I'm in love with the details of this notebook 🥰

This year was terrible, i can say it was one of the worst i had. I cried, i cried a lot. I was bawling almost everyday. Everything just became so hard and really overwhelming. 😭 Going through everything i did all by myself became unbearable and i barely made it. I'm not living, I'm just surviving at this point.

If i had to make a video with my year review, it would be a photo of me sitting on the floor crying my heart out with a very dramatic music by Hans Zimmer or something.

I can't even explain the pain I feel everyday. My depression and my anxiety just took over my life 100% and they're kicking my ass big time. I feel so lost, alone and... defeated. 😔

But still, i'm here, trying everyday. Despite everything bad, i know i'm hopeful that all my effort will, eventually, bring me something good.

I'm also celebrating small victories. I didn't went back on my decisions and didn't fall into some past toxic behaviors.

Looking back, I think this made me much stronger than I thought, I don't know where I got so much strength, but I know I just kept moving foward even completely lost on my path.

I just hope 2023 will be kinder to me 🖤

🖤My shops & other links: direct.me/carlasophia

My 365 day project

©Carla Sophia 2005-2022
Please, keep in mind that my work is not stock and CAN NOT be used as or to make stock. If you want to use it in any way, you have to ask me for permission. Thank you
All rights of this image are reserved to CarlaSophia and may not be used in ANY way without my written permission. No copying, no redistribution, no unauthorized use. Thank you!