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So...I am very sorry for not updating lately but I have been having some family/work trouble.

Basically certain family members try to constantly control every aingle part of my life, like my friends, my romantic partners, my job, where I should live, what I should wear, what I should eat and it get's very VERY exhausting.

They have been doing things like these my entire life and I can't even remember the last time I made a big descision for myself because I am simply not allowed to.

I am not allowed to have opinions, I am not supposed to have a different mindset than my family members.

Basically, I've been feeling like a machine, getting up at five in the morning, going to work for nine hours at a job my family chose for me, go home, study and go back to sleep for four hours before I have to get up again.

I haven't been able to draw, sing or do anything I actually enjoy for the past two weeks but a few days ago I discovered a song that helped me get motivated again and push through the sleepiness so I could finally finish this piece I have been working on for so long.

If you wanna listen to the song that got me started again, here ya go^^:

www.youtube.com/watch?v=BkN6Ct…

Description

So...I am very sorry for not updating lately but I have been having some family/work trouble.

Basically certain family members try to constantly control every aingle part of my life, like my friends, my romantic partners, my job, where I should live, what I should wear, what I should eat and it get's very VERY exhausting.

They have been doing things like these my entire life and I can't even remember the last time I made a big descision for myself because I am simply not allowed to.

I am not allowed to have opinions, I am not supposed to have a different mindset than my family members.

Basically, I've been feeling like a machine, getting up at five in the morning, going to work for nine hours at a job my family chose for me, go home, study and go back to sleep for four hours before I have to get up again.

I haven't been able to draw, sing or do anything I actually enjoy for the past two weeks but a few days ago I discovered a song that helped me get motivated again and push through the sleepiness so I could finally finish this piece I have been working on for so long.

If you wanna listen to the song that got me started again, here ya go^^:

www.youtube.com/watch?v=BkN6Ct…