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CaZZingJix — Rhapsody: Confession

Published: 2004-05-08 16:14:25 +0000 UTC; Views: 154; Favourites: 3; Downloads: 16
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Description No one listens.
No one listens to me
and I hardly cry...

I don't cry at funerals,
or weddings,
or any event.

But no one listens...

Because I'm fine,
   I'm whining,
   I'm complaining,
   It will pass,
I hate to make others worry about me.

But I lied.
   I'm sad,
   I'm lonely,
   I do cry
And this is all my fault because..
   I'm shy,
   I'm embarrassed,
   I'm dumb,
And I always have those thoughts.

Those
Hurt myself, make myself bleed...
Those
Take the knife, twist it in my hand...
Those
Get hospitalized, make them all feel bad...
Those
Be selfish, make someone else cry...
Those
Give me pity, give me attention...
Those

-Because the voice inside me favors it
-Because the voice inside me wants it
-Because the voice inside me needs it

But I shut it up
And I stare at my ceiling in the dark
  I'm just stupid
  I'm just full of it
  I'm just whining
And I push away all the ready tears
  Because I never cry
And no one listens to me...

I don't even listen to myself.
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Comments: 11

zombi3d [2004-05-08 17:13:45 +0000 UTC]

man this is so.... from the heart
i dont know how to comment on things like this... but for all its worth... its sounds great

and yeah like someone said, would be an awesome deathmetal song

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CaZZingJix In reply to zombi3d [2004-05-09 02:09:20 +0000 UTC]

Well thank you very much, and yes things like these are hard to reply to, especially when we are viewing it through a fakey, unrealistic, social communication via internet lol.

I didn't even think of it as a song possibility when I was writing it down on paper, and it flatters me that people think it could be ^_^. Suppose I should sell it to a music writer.. lol.

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zeldalady [2004-05-08 17:04:30 +0000 UTC]

wow that's so~ good. I love the pic that goes along with it too

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CaZZingJix In reply to zeldalady [2004-05-09 02:11:37 +0000 UTC]

lol Out of everyone who commented, you were the one to say something of my pic as well! Thank you very much, I loved the pic I made for it a lot. I'm glad you took notice of it in your comment ^_^

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zeldalady In reply to CaZZingJix [2004-05-11 04:58:59 +0000 UTC]

no prob! I always take notice of good art ^_^

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niatinari [2004-05-08 16:22:29 +0000 UTC]

I've known those thoughts...

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CaZZingJix In reply to niatinari [2004-05-08 16:26:05 +0000 UTC]

Yes those thoughts are quite annoying aren't they? I hope to lift them through writing this. Thank you for your comment ^_^

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niatinari In reply to CaZZingJix [2004-05-08 17:01:53 +0000 UTC]

They can be annoying, but you can overcome them. Best of luck to you ^^

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CaZZingJix In reply to niatinari [2004-05-09 02:10:36 +0000 UTC]

Thank you, it seems to be working quite well, I'm feeling a lot better already ^_^

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Celestial-Offering [2004-05-08 16:16:36 +0000 UTC]

This has potential to be a song. I know how you feel through this. I feel like that quite a bit now and days. Nice job

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CaZZingJix In reply to Celestial-Offering [2004-05-08 16:24:34 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much, you're very kind. I'm glad it transfers the feeling. Unfortunately, that feeling has been haunting me for days now. Hopefully this way of expression will diminish it, maybe lift some weight off my shoulder. Thank you for commenting again ^_^

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