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• It's my birthday tomorrow
• I just want to hide
• Because it's a blatant reminder
• Of the day that you died
• I hate how I feel
• When I ought to be grateful
• To be living another day
• But the pretence is too painful
• I feel hollow yet broken
• But determined not to give in
• Because that would be unforgivable
• After you left for my life to begin
• But how am I to celebrate
• A day without you
• When no one seems to realise
• My world's falling through
• There's only one wish I have
• That's for you to be here
• But that's not going to happen
• Tomorrow or any other year
• So really what's the point
• Colourful cards filled with names
• Make me see who is missing
• I hate that that can't change
• I end up going in circles
• But I know I can't avoid
• The fakeness I have to portray
• In a life where my world's destroyed
• You were supposed to be here
• To guide me through each day
• To sing me softly to sleep
• To scare nightmares away
• What did I do to deserve
• A life where you are no part
• I'm crying here alone now
• Holding together a fractured heart