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TW Sui/selfharm

Hi I guess? Or more like an bye untill I get my shit together?
Anyway as you might tell I have been inactive for quite a long time a few months actually,or more than a few I should say.
So long story short I have had trouble sticking to a job and I dont have a computer anymore or money at all to buy a new one.
A month ago I worked at my favourite coffee shop but had to leave because I'm not a quick learner.
Decided to try again at another one but I dont like it as much but its also an okay one,but I'm not sure how long ill be able to stay or whatever just scared ill have to leave again.
I dont know why I keep fucking things up its not that difficult to learn there but stress keeps fucking things up for me over and over again.
Getting an job seems like an disaster because it feels like I just suck at everything..
I barely have any money left
Im so tired of this shit I swear if ill go homeless lmao.
Rent is expensive I just want to drink bleach lol
I feel more depressed than ever,life's an mess and im suicidal again,my bad habbits came back and im sorry for everything.
I also got my first penalty xd
Lifes great
Anyway
Whatever
Have an nice weekend,ill try to post an traditional piece asap 🐈

Description
TW Sui/selfharm

Hi I guess? Or more like an bye untill I get my shit together?
Anyway as you might tell I have been inactive for quite a long time a few months actually,or more than a few I should say.
So long story short I have had trouble sticking to a job and I dont have a computer anymore or money at all to buy a new one.
A month ago I worked at my favourite coffee shop but had to leave because I'm not a quick learner.
Decided to try again at another one but I dont like it as much but its also an okay one,but I'm not sure how long ill be able to stay or whatever just scared ill have to leave again.
I dont know why I keep fucking things up its not that difficult to learn there but stress keeps fucking things up for me over and over again.
Getting an job seems like an disaster because it feels like I just suck at everything..
I barely have any money left
Im so tired of this shit I swear if ill go homeless lmao.
Rent is expensive I just want to drink bleach lol
I feel more depressed than ever,life's an mess and im suicidal again,my bad habbits came back and im sorry for everything.
I also got my first penalty xd
Lifes great
Anyway
Whatever
Have an nice weekend,ill try to post an traditional piece asap 🐈