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HEY GUYS. I M ALIVE .HA HAHAHA haHAhAHA. I WILL REPLY TO EVERY COMMENTS I GET. SORRY AND THANK YOU.
Soooooo soorry for my inactivity. i feel like i always say the same thing. but i've been a bit upset about deviantart lately.

i felt like under estimated here. I draw something for 20/30 hours and nobody doesn't really care. I get 10/20 favs + 1 comment even if i put my art in 10 groups .I lose watchers every fuckin day. I know i should not take care of this. But it's really really upsetting myself. Getting watchers is not a big deal but see people leaving without any explanation make me feel really too bad. it hurts a lot.
However on tumblr i draw 2 youtuber useless sketchs in 30 minutes and i get 200/250 notes. And if i draw something really big, i hit 2000/3000 rebloggs/likes . I know it's because it's fan arts. Unfortunately ,i needed to get more confidence . i needed to know i'm not as shitty as i think. When cinnamontoastKen ,jackscepticeye and even pewpiepie rebloggs me. I m dying of happiness. when they did that the exact same day, i was crying of happiness. it was so unexpected. Something like that never happened to me. 8A8A8A8A8

Although, when i look at me, i remember i'm not a youtubers exclusiv artist , i won't do this all my life and i need to go back to my '' normal '' artist situation. So this week, thanks to the self confidence i get from tumblr , i tried my best to draw something the most complex and enjoyable of my life. I put all my anxiety and hope in this one . Like "okay i can do it. what is perspective? well s*it. i can do this. i can do this. no matter what, this one will be successful. i believe in me''

So even if "le fraisier'' was not my first idea. (i wanted something bloody white and red at first, rainy day and blood everywhere) my brain didn't get it right.As always. and so there is something colorful and adorable. This is a kind of fail but i will try again later .i won't give up.

you can see it in a better quality here www.newgrounds.com/art/view/ch…
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ALSO THAN YOU EVERYBIRDIE FOR YOUR SUPPORT.IT DOES MEANS A LOT TO ME.

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HEY GUYS. I M ALIVE .HA HAHAHA haHAhAHA. I WILL REPLY TO EVERY COMMENTS I GET. SORRY AND THANK YOU.
Soooooo soorry for my inactivity. i feel like i always say the same thing. but i've been a bit upset about deviantart lately.

i felt like under estimated here. I draw something for 20/30 hours and nobody doesn't really care. I get 10/20 favs + 1 comment even if i put my art in 10 groups .I lose watchers every fuckin day. I know i should not take care of this. But it's really really upsetting myself. Getting watchers is not a big deal but see people leaving without any explanation make me feel really too bad. it hurts a lot.
However on tumblr i draw 2 youtuber useless sketchs in 30 minutes and i get 200/250 notes. And if i draw something really big, i hit 2000/3000 rebloggs/likes . I know it's because it's fan arts. Unfortunately ,i needed to get more confidence . i needed to know i'm not as shitty as i think. When cinnamontoastKen ,jackscepticeye and even pewpiepie rebloggs me. I m dying of happiness. when they did that the exact same day, i was crying of happiness. it was so unexpected. Something like that never happened to me. 8A8A8A8A8

Although, when i look at me, i remember i'm not a youtubers exclusiv artist , i won't do this all my life and i need to go back to my '' normal '' artist situation. So this week, thanks to the self confidence i get from tumblr , i tried my best to draw something the most complex and enjoyable of my life. I put all my anxiety and hope in this one . Like "okay i can do it. what is perspective? well s*it. i can do this. i can do this. no matter what, this one will be successful. i believe in me''

So even if "le fraisier'' was not my first idea. (i wanted something bloody white and red at first, rainy day and blood everywhere) my brain didn't get it right.As always. and so there is something colorful and adorable. This is a kind of fail but i will try again later .i won't give up.

you can see it in a better quality here www.newgrounds.com/art/view/ch…
_________

More artworks :

ALSO THAN YOU EVERYBIRDIE FOR YOUR SUPPORT.IT DOES MEANS A LOT TO ME.