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Felix’s P.O.V

            The next day I woke up, got dressed in my usual brofist t-shirt and baggy jeans, grabbing my head phones and putting them around my neck. I picked up my phone and went to the texts between Marzia and me as I walked downstairs. So many memories of her. I miss her so much. Marzia left me when I moved here to America. She didn’t want to move anywhere. But, I wasn’t going to take no for an answer, so, when I moved she stayed in England and broke up with me over phone. I cried every day for about a week after that.

            I stared at my phone, flipping through old text conversations we had, a sad smile coming across my face. I slammed my fist on the kitchen table, trying to hold back the tears that were about to overflow. My vision became blurry as tears streamed down my cheeks like a waterfall. Hiccups and wheezing filled the room as I stumbled over to the couch and just let myself fall back in a fit of crying and hiccups.

I’m pathetic, I should be over her by now…

            My breathing quickened as I thought more and more about here. Her beautiful eyes, her luscious and soft hair and that voice, oh that voice. So sweet and adorable. Why’d she have to go?

Cry’s P.O.V

            I had got back home yesterday pretty late. I woke up earlier than I ever have before. Motivation I guess? Either way, Pewds and I were going to hang out again today, just like we did yesterday. My face grew hot at the thought of him. I grabbed my mask on the way to the bathroom and splashed some water on my face to cool me off a bit.

Not now. I can’t get all flustered now.

            As I finished getting dressed, putting on what I wore yesterday, I tied my mask on and opened the door. I slipped on my shoes, almost tripping over the first step I took out the door. I looked down and saw a small black pug. “What are you doing out here little guy? Are you lost friend?” I asked as if he would answer. Glancing across the street, I remembered that someone moved in there a while ago. Maybe said person lost their dog already and didn’t know about it. Picking up the small dog, I searched around his neck for a collar. Nothing. Maybe he’s a stray? I’ll go ask anyway. I smiled and chuckled as the little guy started to lick my face. “Come on now, stop that. I don’t taste like Nutella do I?” I couldn’t help but laugh softly as I knocked on the door, petting the pug behind his ear. “Go away!” I heard someone yell. Wait, is that-? “Pewdie? It’s me Cry! Are you okay?” My heart began to race a bit at the thought of what might have happened. Was he hurt? Was it emotional pain? I wanted to help. The hiccupping subsided for a short time as I heard the door unlock as well as the shuffle of feet going away. I slowly opened the door and closed it behind me, looking at the crying and wheezing mess on the couch. Setting the pug down in a box that was nearby; I walked over and sat down next to him, hesitantly putting an arm around his shoulder. My voice got serious as I called him by his name. “Felix, what’s wrong?” He looked at me, his beautiful blue eyes filled with sorrow. “You can tell me, friend. I promise I won’t laugh.” I said calmly, wiping his never-ending flow of tears with my jacket sleeve. He hiccupped a few last times before he spoke. His voice was very shaky. “W-well, you see I-I had a girlfriend named…n-named—“I could tell he was about to go into another crying fit. “You don’t have to tell me her name...”

A girlfriend? And he still had feelings for her? Fuck!

            He nodded a bit as he explained what happened with her, I nodded every so often as I listened. Poor guy, that’s one of the stupidest reasons to break up with someone! Especially with someone as sweet as Pewdie. I softly moved some hair out of his face. “Is there anything I could do to cheer you up, friend?” I said in a sort of goofy way in attempt to try and cheer him up. He shook his head, looking away from me and at the ground. I tried to think of a way to try and cheer him up when I heard a bark from the box. Pewdie jumped and quickly put his hands up in a ‘karate’ sort of way. “Javla helveta!” A curse in Swedish I presume? I couldn’t help but laugh as I got up and picked the pug up out of the box. “I found this little guy in front of my house. I was wondering if maybe you lost him.” He shook his head as he stood up and walked over to me. “No, b-but I wouldn’t mind taking him in! Look at him! He’s so cute!” he said in his own kind of silly voice which, in turn, made both of us laugh hysterically. I handed him the pug and immediately it started to lick his face. “Ah! Hey you cut it out!” He laughed as he held the dog, lightly kissing his head and holding him close, a look of genuine happiness on his face.

Don’t ever cry again…I don’t like when you cry…

            I chuckled lightly and looked at the two of them. “What do you think you’re going to name him?” I asked. He closed his eyes as he thought for a moment, kissing the dog’s head. “Edger.” He said simply. “Edger huh? I like that name.” He nodded and smiled. I adjusted my mask, seeing that it was crooked, a small smile coming across my face. Edger yipped lightly as he jumped down from Pewdie’s arms and began to run around the room, causing both of us to laugh some more. We both settled down and sat on the couch, Edger hopping up and sitting in between us. “Well hello friend.” I said softly as I patted Edger’s head a bit.

            We sat there for a while, watching T.V, playing video games and playing with Edger as well. I glanced over at the clock, realizing how late it was. “Fuck…”Pewdie looked over at me. “What’s wrong?” I sighed and groaned, standing up. “Sorry, but, I gotta go home…” He smiled softly and stood.

Knock it off heart…

            He walked me to the door and opened it for me. “Don’t worry about it, Cry! I’ll see ya tomorrow won’t I?” I stopped walking and looked at him, my face heating up once again.

He…he wants to see me again? Really…?

            I didn’t realize it, but I guess I was staring at him because he waved his hand in front of my face as well as snapping his fingers in front of my face. “Earth to Cry. You alright?” I shook my head a bit to snap me out of it and nodded lightly. “Y-yeah, I’m fine. Just thinking is all…” He nodded lightly and closed the door behind me after we said our goodbyes. I’m not really sure why, but I broke into a sprint to my house. I slammed the door behind me, not bothering to lock it, and ran straight to my room, falling face first onto my bed. I immediately started crying as I ripped off the mask and tossed on the floor. Why was I acting like this? I couldn’t be jealous, could I? He broke up with her, I shouldn’t be like this. What about him do I like so much? I’ve never felt this way before. I’m fucking pathetic, crying over something this fucking stupid. It’s not my fault I love him.
Wait…love him? I love…Felix?

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Felix’s P.O.V

            The next day I woke up, got dressed in my usual brofist t-shirt and baggy jeans, grabbing my head phones and putting them around my neck. I picked up my phone and went to the texts between Marzia and me as I walked downstairs. So many memories of her. I miss her so much. Marzia left me when I moved here to America. She didn’t want to move anywhere. But, I wasn’t going to take no for an answer, so, when I moved she stayed in England and broke up with me over phone. I cried every day for about a week after that.

            I stared at my phone, flipping through old text conversations we had, a sad smile coming across my face. I slammed my fist on the kitchen table, trying to hold back the tears that were about to overflow. My vision became blurry as tears streamed down my cheeks like a waterfall. Hiccups and wheezing filled the room as I stumbled over to the couch and just let myself fall back in a fit of crying and hiccups.

I’m pathetic, I should be over her by now…

            My breathing quickened as I thought more and more about here. Her beautiful eyes, her luscious and soft hair and that voice, oh that voice. So sweet and adorable. Why’d she have to go?

Cry’s P.O.V

            I had got back home yesterday pretty late. I woke up earlier than I ever have before. Motivation I guess? Either way, Pewds and I were going to hang out again today, just like we did yesterday. My face grew hot at the thought of him. I grabbed my mask on the way to the bathroom and splashed some water on my face to cool me off a bit.

Not now. I can’t get all flustered now.

            As I finished getting dressed, putting on what I wore yesterday, I tied my mask on and opened the door. I slipped on my shoes, almost tripping over the first step I took out the door. I looked down and saw a small black pug. “What are you doing out here little guy? Are you lost friend?” I asked as if he would answer. Glancing across the street, I remembered that someone moved in there a while ago. Maybe said person lost their dog already and didn’t know about it. Picking up the small dog, I searched around his neck for a collar. Nothing. Maybe he’s a stray? I’ll go ask anyway. I smiled and chuckled as the little guy started to lick my face. “Come on now, stop that. I don’t taste like Nutella do I?” I couldn’t help but laugh softly as I knocked on the door, petting the pug behind his ear. “Go away!” I heard someone yell. Wait, is that-? “Pewdie? It’s me Cry! Are you okay?” My heart began to race a bit at the thought of what might have happened. Was he hurt? Was it emotional pain? I wanted to help. The hiccupping subsided for a short time as I heard the door unlock as well as the shuffle of feet going away. I slowly opened the door and closed it behind me, looking at the crying and wheezing mess on the couch. Setting the pug down in a box that was nearby; I walked over and sat down next to him, hesitantly putting an arm around his shoulder. My voice got serious as I called him by his name. “Felix, what’s wrong?” He looked at me, his beautiful blue eyes filled with sorrow. “You can tell me, friend. I promise I won’t laugh.” I said calmly, wiping his never-ending flow of tears with my jacket sleeve. He hiccupped a few last times before he spoke. His voice was very shaky. “W-well, you see I-I had a girlfriend named…n-named—“I could tell he was about to go into another crying fit. “You don’t have to tell me her name...”

A girlfriend? And he still had feelings for her? Fuck!

            He nodded a bit as he explained what happened with her, I nodded every so often as I listened. Poor guy, that’s one of the stupidest reasons to break up with someone! Especially with someone as sweet as Pewdie. I softly moved some hair out of his face. “Is there anything I could do to cheer you up, friend?” I said in a sort of goofy way in attempt to try and cheer him up. He shook his head, looking away from me and at the ground. I tried to think of a way to try and cheer him up when I heard a bark from the box. Pewdie jumped and quickly put his hands up in a ‘karate’ sort of way. “Javla helveta!” A curse in Swedish I presume? I couldn’t help but laugh as I got up and picked the pug up out of the box. “I found this little guy in front of my house. I was wondering if maybe you lost him.” He shook his head as he stood up and walked over to me. “No, b-but I wouldn’t mind taking him in! Look at him! He’s so cute!” he said in his own kind of silly voice which, in turn, made both of us laugh hysterically. I handed him the pug and immediately it started to lick his face. “Ah! Hey you cut it out!” He laughed as he held the dog, lightly kissing his head and holding him close, a look of genuine happiness on his face.

Don’t ever cry again…I don’t like when you cry…

            I chuckled lightly and looked at the two of them. “What do you think you’re going to name him?” I asked. He closed his eyes as he thought for a moment, kissing the dog’s head. “Edger.” He said simply. “Edger huh? I like that name.” He nodded and smiled. I adjusted my mask, seeing that it was crooked, a small smile coming across my face. Edger yipped lightly as he jumped down from Pewdie’s arms and began to run around the room, causing both of us to laugh some more. We both settled down and sat on the couch, Edger hopping up and sitting in between us. “Well hello friend.” I said softly as I patted Edger’s head a bit.

            We sat there for a while, watching T.V, playing video games and playing with Edger as well. I glanced over at the clock, realizing how late it was. “Fuck…”Pewdie looked over at me. “What’s wrong?” I sighed and groaned, standing up. “Sorry, but, I gotta go home…” He smiled softly and stood.

Knock it off heart…

            He walked me to the door and opened it for me. “Don’t worry about it, Cry! I’ll see ya tomorrow won’t I?” I stopped walking and looked at him, my face heating up once again.

He…he wants to see me again? Really…?

            I didn’t realize it, but I guess I was staring at him because he waved his hand in front of my face as well as snapping his fingers in front of my face. “Earth to Cry. You alright?” I shook my head a bit to snap me out of it and nodded lightly. “Y-yeah, I’m fine. Just thinking is all…” He nodded lightly and closed the door behind me after we said our goodbyes. I’m not really sure why, but I broke into a sprint to my house. I slammed the door behind me, not bothering to lock it, and ran straight to my room, falling face first onto my bed. I immediately started crying as I ripped off the mask and tossed on the floor. Why was I acting like this? I couldn’t be jealous, could I? He broke up with her, I shouldn’t be like this. What about him do I like so much? I’ve never felt this way before. I’m fucking pathetic, crying over something this fucking stupid. It’s not my fault I love him.
Wait…love him? I love…Felix?