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chewtoy25 — See You, Mr. Hopeless Romantic
Published: 2009-09-24 01:40:49 +0000 UTC; Views: 106; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 3
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Just passin' these days...I'm tryin' my best to not feel so Blue...
But as I search for a new Rakuen, a new paradise...
I'm overcome with an overwhelming fear.
A fear of loss.
A fear of heartbreak.
A fear of losing myself.
A fear that embeds itself in my thoughts...
I become afraid.
Afraid of perpetual loneliness.
I become afraid that if paradise is looking at me
right in then face,
I see right through it.
It would stare at me and wait,
wait for the time my head turns and
notices it for what it is.
She would try to get me to notice her, and
I'd refuse, with indifference
in my countenance...
I would not feel the slightest bit of remorse
until it would be too late.
I would regret everything...
I fear, that whenever new love comes my way,
I would just pass it by.
There are some Blue Funks in this world
that are nigh impossible to get out of.
My mind becomes lost with fear...
My heart sinks with the load of sadness...
My soul recedes to where I can't beckon it back...
My hope becomes lost in these moments...
My faith becomes lost.
