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ChibiAngel37 — Yellow Roses and Gowns
Published: 2009-05-06 07:35:27 +0000 UTC; Views: 123; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 2
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Description I try not to weep,
As I watch the days pass by,
My hands are grasping a dozen yellow roses,
Already wiltering as the sun goes,
Up and over the horizon,
Towards the atmosphere,
Until another day arrives.

Your voice was so distant,
As I try and figure out,
Why and how far we came,
To what we are today,
Best friends, seriously.
Despite our differences,
My taciturn nature; your amiable ways.
We are still friends and laughing all the way.

You introduced me to others,
Like I would for you; you said more,
Gave and always advocated others,
Without any doubt,
It's a pity to not look back,
Recall the good days of illusions,
Meant to last forever.
From dying Monty's hair to a shade of green,
To the day he shaved his head.
Yes, I do recall and remember this.
Along with my conversations with Wil.

All about flying spam musubi trucks,
Somehow relevant to Jordan T.
While Jayme and Jason just remained,
People, I never thought I would get to know,
Likewise with Dakota, Monty, Jon, and Pat whom I adored,
Always wanted and attempted to be as artistic as him,
Yet, my attempts could never match his.
But, still, I envy his capabilities, likewise with Wil's and others.

Even though, all six of you; Dakota, Monty, Jon, Sean, Megan and Rylyn departed,
I knew one day, and someday, we'll see each other soon.
Despite that fact Megan left for another High School, and Dakota was off,
Off to a place, I forgot already, but I still remember the pencils he borrowed.
Then, went to Monty who I saw barely and hardly compared to Rylyn,
Who was the one that helped me through and introduced me to everyone,
Yet, our circle crumbled until I reached high school.

There was four tables, and I seemed to belong to none,
I wasn't a singer, dancer, musician ,or a excessive gamer,
I was simply me; that girl who barely spoke,
Until I saw familiar faces of Wil, Jayme, Monty, Ellie, Karli, Bev, and others,
Who broke away that wall for me; I strayed away for other places,
Groups and goals , as I tried to found my own identity admist the rest who decided already.

It wasn't until the simple things; video games, Anime, and Kon,
That I would meet and reconnect with others,
From the girl who had lime-green Chuck Norris shoes to my old classmate in elementary school.
We all found something, and somewhere to meet,
Right under that tree; yet, how I can not forget to mention these simple things.

Do you remember the first time I raved?
That time, right after summer school?
The moment where I couldn't understand how to move my feet,
To all the various moves you, Leo, and Pat showed me.
I still can't, but I'm trying, don't worry.

Do you recall the first time you were asked?
To watch and obeserve us as we painted,
That time, outside Sato's room.
While, trying to persuade me to join Water Polo,
Even if I said, "I almost drowned my sister".
You still believed in me without a doubt, and wanted me there,
In the Water Polo team, which I probably would die
if I ever were to even try to swim.
But, don't worry, if I drown, at least I'll be able to stay afloat for awhile.

I can not point my finger on how exactly I met you two,
But somehow, kismet, I guess made it that way,
Cause all I do know now is everytime I see you,
There will always be a hug behind every genuine smile,
Even if you barely know that person that well,
Cause you have a genuine and benevolent soul.

Then again, how can I forget, our adventure,
Replaying our days as children,
In the back of Jason's yard,
On the slides and swings,
Laughing carelessly, but I still remember,
Maybe you don't, but I do,
How I never seemed to notice you before,
Yet, is now more remorseful as I lost another friend,
Who will accompany the rest,
For the Air Force, Navy, jobs, and colleges in a distance,
But, don't worry, I won't ever forget you,
Likewise with the rest of my other friends,
So rest assured, and take care as you are in Georgia.

I can't forget nor can you take back,
All the broken parts you left me,
But, all I can say, I hope you mean it,
Cause I believe in you and your ability to change,
So, please do to make ammends for something you said,
That will make it easier for me to start living fully and truly,

As for you, its so hard to realize how far it is,
Likewise how long me and Chu are friends.
It seems surreal,
Cause all I do remember you when I first met you,
Was your green hair and then, maybe, possibly, your shaved head.
I totally forget, you have to give me credit at least, but I know,
I probably owe you more as you helped me through,
Along with the others I aforementioned before,
Some unbeknowst to the knowledge as I omitted their names,
But, they should know who they are,
Cause who can forget what yellow gowns and roses are for.
Friendship even after graduation.
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Comments: 6

suiren520 [2009-05-29 07:25:13 +0000 UTC]

awww, chibi, this is so sweet ^^

i'm glad i finally found time to read this, and i'm really glad that you realize that there is a place for you at the tree

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ChibiAngel37 In reply to suiren520 [2009-06-01 00:15:57 +0000 UTC]

Aww thank you
Thanks, and that's good..Thank you

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w00t--kita [2009-05-06 16:34:37 +0000 UTC]

...
this has to be one of your most touching poems to date...
...
I really love it...
truly...
*hug*
i love the way that you protray all the events that happened over the last two years...
and we love to have you around...
I think that's the way we are...
everyone is very open to everyone...
and I'm glad you feel like you finally belong somewhere...

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ChibiAngel37 In reply to w00t--kita [2009-05-10 05:15:25 +0000 UTC]

Really? Thank you
Aww thanks again times three.lol.
That's true, I think that's why I'm always at ease w/ you guys and thanks again.lol.

How's the OIA tournaments going?

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w00t--kita In reply to ChibiAngel37 [2009-05-10 05:35:44 +0000 UTC]

well, we lost in the first round to Moanalua...
then we won yesterday by a technicallity against Maui and we won today against Waiakea...

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ChibiAngel37 In reply to w00t--kita [2009-05-11 08:36:00 +0000 UTC]

Wow, and that sucks, but awesome. Congratulations and good luck

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