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Sorry guys!Intro was just so big....This is the real title.
'(name)'s Theory of happiness.:Little Bros!Allies X Big Sis!Reader:. *Songfic*'
So long huh?Sorry!Here's the story!Hope you enjoy!I really loved writing this songfic....I FUCKING LOVE THE SONG!Again,enjoy!
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"(name).Perpare to meet your new brothers!" Your mother tells you as 6 little boys come in the room.
I bet they were at the age around 7.I was 13 and a single child.I was really happy that I was gonna have someone to be around.
"(name),This is Alfred,Matthew,Arthur,Yao,Francis,and Ivan." My mother says rapidly as I stare in confusion.
"Boys,this is gonna be your beautiful big sister,(name)." I flush in red as my mother says beautiful.
"So,boys,please get along with your sister.She will love you and you'll love her,too." My mother kisses me on the cheek and does the same with my new little brothers.
We lived in a small red brick house.But,still we fit together as a big happy family.just right now,the boys were playing with my old toys.
"Hi!You guys ok?You guys wanna let me play,too?" I acted as cheerful as I can.
They stare at each other,but,never talk.
"You guys are shy aren't you?" I ask them,still the boys slient.
But what they were thinking was all the horrible things that happened before they came here.Having to be yelled at,everything.You didn't even have a clue.
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Again those years run on by
My mind filling up with only family
"Ayano now 's your big sister everyone"
"so try to get along with her for me please"
Little house of crimson brick, we all had fit inside of that place
To and fro they whispered back, making plans of their own so it seemed
Looking deep into their eyes, so red in all three and then I see
Hidden just beneath are memories grown ups never see
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It's been about 2 weeks since your little brothers came.Today,there was a little problem with Ivan.He has been sobbing uncontrollable.I felt really bad so I helped him,of course.
"Hey,little sunflower.Why is rain soaking you a lot this time?" I ask while patting his back.
"C-cтаршая сестра(big sister)...I'm a monster...Da..." He sniffed while shuttering.
"That's not true,look,wanna a handsome sunflower like you?I have a hidden spot in the backyard where mom and dad don't know!" I smile as he just hiccup and giggled.
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Terror in his face he said "I'm a monster deep inside" filled with fear
But they're wrong and so I said "That's not true at all, just look here"
"That red you hate so much, a hero wears it proud! No really"
"It's okay, no need to be afraid anymore"
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I just got bored by just STALKING watching my brothers.As for them they got bored by not doing anything.
I was thinking what to do and things not to do with them.Since Alfred loves hero's,like superman....I decide to get my superman blanket and wrap it around my small neck.
I ran outside and hid behind Alfred!
"Da da duh!" I try to carry Alfred,but,he felt so heavy!I ended up drop him on Arthur and Matthew.
All Alfred did was laugh his butt off.
"Did happiness fill you up?" I asked as they nodded.
I smile and hug them.They hugged back and said,"I love you,(name)!" Once they said that,tears of joy pricks out of my eyes.
"I love you,too..." Maybe we will smile and become a awesome family again...
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Thinking of what'd be fun, or might be dumb,
I was a big sister and tried my best to
"Hey guys, look over here!" A crimson muffler I wrapped around me
"A secret brigade -er something"
Dye it in madder of roses, so we can begin
Just because we play heroes, it doesn't mean nothing
"So maybe just a little we'll smile again"
And always be one big happy family
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Everyday,I smile and laugh with my best siblings.I love them with my heart....
I as tuck all the boys in bed,I gather all the boys together to tell them something."Boys,I love you...You know that?So please.Hear this.Everything.This secret to you..." I whisper every nice thing I said.
I'm a big sister who tired her best.
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I hope they're happy and laughing at every new day
And if they just couldn't take it, they wont run away
"Now listen close, hear this secret for you"
And so the sun sets on a day fun and new
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Time past...
I died...
And today was my funeral...
I felt so horrible as I watched them cry everything out.I wanted to reach out to them but,they won't hear or see anything.
Having to see my siblings cry always broke my heart.I'm a ghost.I can't do anything...
All the happiness from my family has disappeared.And also from me.Forever.
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Blowing spring into the air, the adult world we knew was changing too
Something wrong I couldn't see, like a plan of their own so it seemed
Billow tears and fade away, the people that I love keep crying out
No one seems to notice but it's all dying into black
It's all gone wrong, but now I knew deep down
I couldn't tell a single soul how I felt
"God no, oh please don't destroy what I had found"
In came a world where our happiness died and flew out
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I just remember all the clumsy,awkward, moments we had...
"Bros!Wanna make a paper crane?"I asked as they nodded.
"I already know how to make one,aru."Yao make the paper crane in a minute as everyone plus me,stare in aww.
"Ok here it goes...You fold right here and..." I tell the rest to them as they follow.
Tears flow down my face I rethink all there happy moments...
"Sissy!Can you help us make us a scrapbook!?" Alfred hands me a book.
I look inside to find blank pages...
"Ok!"
A little while,my family started to fill up the book as much as we can.
But,there was just one more page once I died.I wonder what did they do with it?
I'm alone.No one with me.With all the cool colored eyes,will I still save their future?Or will I just ruin everything?
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Oh madder red no, I beg you, can take no more
Why can't you stop breaking futures so there'll be tomorrow?
The tears never stop falling the answer is clear
Hiding behind smiles from ear to ear
If they were my eyes, such red eyes, I wonder could I
be their one and only hero who saves their future?
I'm clumsy awkward and shameful no less
But on this mission, I must go alone...
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They must hate me,or just maybe just be hurt.I sigh...
-ALLIES POV!-
For all of us,decide to finish that empty page on the scrapbook.We taped a picture of our best sister,(name) on the last page and wrote things we loved about her.
What America wrote:'Sissy...I loved you so much,I wish you come back.I cried for you.Come back!'
What England wrote:'Love,as for everyone cried for you.We care for you.Why did kill yourself?!Why....Come back,love....'
What France wrote:'Salut belle(hey beautiful),I know your out there so I just want to tell you I love you so much I'll lick you .Come back,belle.
What China wrote:'Hey,hello kitty!I love you with all my heart,it will pop out to you.I wish I could hug you right now!Come back,kitty!'
What Russia said:'Hi,cтаршая сестра(big sister)!I hope you like this writing,da?You helped me with a lot when I'm down...Come back,da?'
What Canada said:'H-hi sis!I miss you so much and so does kuma.He is like,'Where is that girl?'.Come back,s-sis.
Then we wrote together 'Now you have so much happiness.WE LOVE YOU 4EVER!'
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Now I'm gone and wonder what the brigade is doing now and hope again
They're smiling all the time and they're getting along with each other
They probably hate me now or maybe just hurt
I wonder, have I become for them their big sister by now?
Will you remember the word I loved with every bit inside me?
That "happiness" ah how strange it is, the feeling
And as tomorrow breaks, I hope you love it too
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