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Published: 2017-05-21 05:52:13 +0000 UTC; Views: 645; Favourites: 23; Downloads: 1
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Another selfie turned into portrait. 

One day of joy wasn’t enough, but it’s all I had. It was so easy to ruin all my good mood and turn me into a shaking crying mess. Cry, cry, cry, yelling at walls, then cry again, making portrait and cry while doing it. But it’s not the end, we all have bad days, yes?

While someone has fun and makes jokes, I think. I ask myself questions, if I do everything right. Not like I regret about my mistakes when I do them, but if I am just wasting my time, if I fall in love with liars, if I ignore obvious reasons of my bad feeling, then I should end it. So, am I wasting time?

I don’t know. It is a very difficult question, because every time I try to find an answer, there is always two sides: on one side maybe it’s just me being a little whiny bitch, but on another, what if it’s not me, but them making it worse? Whom to blame? Is there someone to blame even. I wish I could ask someone to solve these puzzles for me, but I have none. And even if there was such person, I wouldn’t know how to ask for help.

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Comments: 15

isrrael120 [2017-05-23 22:52:42 +0000 UTC]

It's sad and beautiful!!! I love it!!! 

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Chizu-PS In reply to isrrael120 [2017-05-24 03:34:41 +0000 UTC]

Thanks)

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isrrael120 In reply to Chizu-PS [2017-05-24 11:20:16 +0000 UTC]

you're welcome)

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Snowshrews [2017-05-23 22:48:41 +0000 UTC]

this is very beautiful. I'm sorry you're experiencing this emotion. If you ever want to talk I'm open. I have these days a lot and I totally understand that feeling, again this is a beautiful piece great work!

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Chizu-PS In reply to Snowshrews [2017-05-24 03:35:16 +0000 UTC]

Thank you, I appreciate that a lot)

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Snowshrews In reply to Chizu-PS [2017-05-24 13:44:41 +0000 UTC]

of course! <3

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AutoBubbs [2017-05-22 08:59:30 +0000 UTC]

Tis Beautiful, and sad.

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Chizu-PS In reply to AutoBubbs [2017-05-22 09:44:52 +0000 UTC]

Unfortunately, yes.

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AutoBubbs In reply to Chizu-PS [2017-05-22 10:13:33 +0000 UTC]

 

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Three-Stripes [2017-05-22 00:53:45 +0000 UTC]

these few are starting to have some vibe of Dont starve now haha .
with a mix of what u usually do. its evolving in a nice way 

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Chizu-PS In reply to Three-Stripes [2017-05-22 06:05:26 +0000 UTC]

Well, I love love LOVE Don't starve, so I'm flattered by your words.)

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Jacqueenline [2017-05-21 21:49:24 +0000 UTC]


    I really love these new pictures you've been uploading
    Especially this one!

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Chizu-PS In reply to Jacqueenline [2017-05-22 06:05:55 +0000 UTC]

I'm happy to know that. Thank you)

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Sherlock-Homegurl [2017-05-21 07:15:26 +0000 UTC]

Her expressions are very well done

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Chizu-PS In reply to Sherlock-Homegurl [2017-05-21 07:51:50 +0000 UTC]

good to know

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