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Description I'm staying at my dads place over christmas and since I'm mostly alone at home (Since my dad and his wife works all day) my depression is stressing me out.
This place makes me think even more about my ex since I was staying here when we were about to break up last year..
Still miss him every single day..
Can't believe it's almost been a year already...

Since he won't pick up his phone when my mom is calling, I have to email/phone him instead so I can get back the last of my stuff which is still at his place..
But everytime I'm thinking of doing it I just start to cry..

This time of the year is really stressing me out..
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Pineapplekin [2014-05-20 04:45:58 +0000 UTC]

KYO!!! I know how you feel bro

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VanessaLCarlson [2013-05-10 05:10:57 +0000 UTC]

kyo!!!

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xEskimoKissesx In reply to VanessaLCarlson [2013-12-10 03:33:59 +0000 UTC]

IK I SAW THAT BRACLET

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chivineko-san [2012-08-11 00:37:28 +0000 UTC]

Y^Y

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TwilitExodias [2012-01-06 22:03:59 +0000 UTC]

I hope u can feel better soon

Not to be too derpy or anything but this guy looks like a cross between Kyo from Fruits Basket and Mellow from Death Note
its still great u can express how u feel in ur art tho, it gives it an all new recognisable meaning

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TwilitExodias In reply to TwilitExodias [2012-01-06 22:05:19 +0000 UTC]

Gah scratch the word ugy idk what im sayign before i browse thru the rest of ur work T_T

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DTJB [2012-01-05 06:03:46 +0000 UTC]

We are all here for you.

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SRose16 [2011-12-26 18:45:06 +0000 UTC]

u.u

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iAozora [2011-12-26 04:48:54 +0000 UTC]

I tend to have that too, linking memories to places... And then the ties are so strong that you canΒ΄t help but think about the painfull memories. I know it sounds vague, but donΒ΄t let it ruin Christmas for you! A friend of mine got dumped on Christmas, and now all his Christmasses are sad...

I wish you best of luck, in your situation. DonΒ΄t give up!

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Flaffychu [2011-12-25 20:39:58 +0000 UTC]

Cheer up! Everything will be good.

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KeroTheStrange [2011-12-25 03:52:06 +0000 UTC]

;w; aww.. /pats back
i likte the picture, but i'm sorry to hear about all that.

um... mind if i use this picture as a ref?

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ChuuStar In reply to KeroTheStrange [2011-12-25 12:46:03 +0000 UTC]

Sure. C: You could make a small note that your using it as ref.

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KeroTheStrange In reply to ChuuStar [2011-12-26 03:00:14 +0000 UTC]

oh i deffinatly will ^^ thank you so much

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Deadbyapinball [2011-12-24 12:00:14 +0000 UTC]

Eat CHOCOLATE
You'll feel and become better

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ChuuStar In reply to Deadbyapinball [2011-12-25 01:03:50 +0000 UTC]

Correction; I will feel and become fat! xDDD Nah I actually ate some chocolate. xP

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Christeenah [2011-12-23 18:29:17 +0000 UTC]

Feel better :>

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Bobstickles [2011-12-22 20:41:46 +0000 UTC]

dont worry we can all be alone together

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Maiden-Of-The-Maggot [2011-12-22 19:34:53 +0000 UTC]

Come here and gimme a hug.

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Panduh-fox-love [2011-12-22 07:25:23 +0000 UTC]

I have that bracelet. xD
Try to listen to some happy music or something. I hope it gets better.

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rainebowskittles [2011-12-22 03:28:15 +0000 UTC]

Things are stressful and may not be the best right now, but I'm sure you're strong enough to get through it. Things will get better in time

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zzevallos [2011-12-22 03:26:27 +0000 UTC]

This image is beautiful, thanks for sharing. Take care of yourself.

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Crazydeth2 [2011-12-22 01:57:41 +0000 UTC]

that pic kinda resembles kyo from fruits basket.... but i hope you feel better! <3 <3

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Amplify-Your-Sins [2011-12-22 01:01:21 +0000 UTC]

I feel so bad for you ;^; I don't know anything about relationships since I've never been in one besides having a best friend but... Stay strong!

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xpilikax [2011-12-21 23:38:25 +0000 UTC]

no idea what to say to confort you, sorry. just wish you strenght to overcome the situation. and i send you a big hug.


merry christmas chuu.

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Nahyercool [2011-12-21 23:04:17 +0000 UTC]

HEY I AM IN AN ALMOST IDENTICAL SITUATION! Usually I would stay at my ex's house over break buuut, well, yeah. And when I'm in that house all I can think about is her while I otherwise direly avoid my father and stepmom.
SO I DON'T GO HOME ANYMORE. I stay at the house whatever relative will keep me and live largely out of my car.
I'd rather make my life an adventure than make myself helplessly miserable like I used to, y'know?
YOU ARE FREE.

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Wasted-Art [2011-12-21 22:09:53 +0000 UTC]

I know how it feels, im not over my ex either, but cheer up, make a goal, and forfill it! Think of somthing else

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Ponsii [2011-12-21 20:02:51 +0000 UTC]

Awww, girl :C
Du, jag hoppas att du fΓ₯r tankarna pΓ₯ annat hΓ₯ll snart! Och du, det Γ€r jul snart. FΓΆrsΓΆk hΓ₯lla tankarna pΓ₯ det eller nΓ₯got! ;v;

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paintausea [2011-12-21 15:42:56 +0000 UTC]

I'm so sorry Chuu...
Keep going! Wounds heal, I guarantee you. Keep your love and passion for art alive.
That is what will help you most in these tough times. Draw all these emotions out. You will get through this... Stay strong! You've already managed a whole year. And you can keep going.
I wish you happiness. Take a bat and smash your depression in the balls for me. You do not deserve to feel this way.

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BluCamo [2011-12-21 14:22:26 +0000 UTC]

sorry to hear that your going through so ruff times right now, I hope that the holidays start to cheer you up a bit.

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snuzzlescuf [2011-12-21 13:00:18 +0000 UTC]

:< *pats on back*

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Desolate-Revenant [2011-12-21 11:00:25 +0000 UTC]

Uhm... Here's one random stranger giving you a

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Lady-Shiawase [2011-12-21 10:40:00 +0000 UTC]

Take long deep breaths..when you call him ,ask for a friend to be with you.
It's always much easier when your friends are there with you.
And if they can't physically be near you than maybe even skype might help a little.
Remember nothing is too bad to deal with and you can do it!
You can do anything!
Besides think that the faster you get your stuff:the faster you won't have to deal with this ever again.
If you don't face the problem it will keep being there,haunting you.But if you do it will go away and give you a little more peace.
Good luck and I know it may sound silly but: we are all here with you<3!

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ViridianDenial [2011-12-21 07:14:31 +0000 UTC]

aawe ><;; oh dear... >:
if.. your dad has any spare time, maybe you can just go over to your ex's place and bang on the door to get your stuff back! >:3 ;;
thats what I did... obviously my parent did the talking and the... yelling but.. ;w;
mnn..
*hugs tightly*
I know I'm some random DA watcher but maybe if we get to know one another more I could talk with you more and like.. try to keep your mind busy? <: ;; .. -too friendly possibly- argh

But yeah, I hope you turn out okay..; *hugs again*

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ChuuStar In reply to ViridianDenial [2011-12-21 14:15:44 +0000 UTC]

Might not work that way since he lives in another town.. ;

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ViridianDenial In reply to ChuuStar [2011-12-21 20:39:56 +0000 UTC]

aaahh > <;; okay.. >:

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Knightster In reply to ViridianDenial [2011-12-21 07:39:46 +0000 UTC]

Angry father is always force to be reckoned with.
This might be damn good idea.

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ViridianDenial In reply to Knightster [2011-12-23 10:15:41 +0000 UTC]

yeaaah xD Scary men

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Knightster In reply to ViridianDenial [2011-12-23 10:22:43 +0000 UTC]

Gee thanks :/

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ViridianDenial In reply to Knightster [2011-12-23 21:30:53 +0000 UTC]

LOL take it as a joke bub.

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Knightster In reply to ViridianDenial [2011-12-23 21:56:53 +0000 UTC]

I know, don't worry about it

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InfinumGod [2011-12-21 06:42:57 +0000 UTC]

I recommend balloons and and assorted chocolates/crayolas to make stress go away. Nothin' quite as good as gettin' back to your roots!

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britainiggy [2011-12-21 05:46:29 +0000 UTC]

' w ' It will get better.
It better or else I'll....I'll.....I don't know = A =;;;
but STAY STRONG! + ^ +

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UlielArt [2011-12-21 05:31:42 +0000 UTC]

1 word: ALCOHOL.

Just kidding. Listen, there is something you must have to tell to yourself to pass this through.

You are amazing and Unique, he dont deserve you, cuz the very fact he is not with you means he is a dumb. you Never take this guy serious! LOVE is every where and it waiting for you. The right person, the true love is the one whos stay at your saide no matter what, so dont be sad and smile at the mirror and u will see a marvelous person there!

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Ultimaknight333 [2011-12-21 04:33:49 +0000 UTC]

Ending a relationship can be a long lasting process, but you can't always stick to the past, that's simply not healthy, you need to just settle everything right now and let go unfortunately. I know for experience that it will be painful for many years depending on how significant your relationship was, but it will fade away, I'm sure you'll find someone wonderful that will love you and care for you enough for you to move on. But in the meantime, be strong and don't forget that you are not alone, you have family and friends to talk with, you don't need to deal with everything by yourself, the first step to recovering from an old love is to decide if you truly want to keep the stress and sorrow or move on to shine once again into a new relationship or at least a better life
You are a wonderful person, you don't deserve to be stuck in the same position, you just got to move on ^^

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blanktip [2011-12-21 04:16:26 +0000 UTC]

I'm really sorry to hear that Chuustar. If there's any way we can help, we'd love to.

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WallyTheWaffle [2011-12-21 04:12:02 +0000 UTC]

Chuu~! Q A Q

en syv syv tre sex en fem en Γ₯tta Γ₯tta tvΓ₯. Ring mig for a good time. ~<3
xD lol 6 is sex??? Rofl!

No but srsly though, I feel ya chuu. This Christmas would def also be the most lonely christmas I'll ever have too. but yknow, we're here too! Bag, me, errybodeh else. Like, feel free to call and lets just talk about anything! or chat. *coughmightbecheeperlolcough* I think that's the most important thing friends do. They can be there for you and keep you smilin. please don't forget that chuu~! We here too! and we need you just as much. ~<4 (cuz I luuvv you just a little bit more lol!)

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SobbyV [2011-12-21 04:03:53 +0000 UTC]

There are always going to be bad things that come up in life. You just have to take them and do the best you've got even in these kind of situations. Just do what you can to keep him off your mind and try not to stress over things too much. And I hope you feel better for next year. A new year for new beginnings, your ex is history so don't let him bother you like this!

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Heiryuu [2011-12-21 03:57:53 +0000 UTC]

hey don't be depressed and stop thinking about that guy trust me thinking about him just keeps you from appreciating the good things and people that you meet. i met a girl that i thought was my soul mate and after 3-4 years we broke up, and it messed me up for a while too. but when i got over it i realized that life was better after i focused on other things. so keep your chin up! it'll get better i promise! just breath deep and try to relax i know the first year is the roughest but as long as you breath and kep your head clear it'll be easier.

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Luo-Qin [2011-12-21 03:56:58 +0000 UTC]

I am a total stranger, saying this D:
but. Christmas can be stressful. but it can only get better, just need time for it to do so
its hard, but all you can do is move on even if it takes years? cheer up kay?
so about this artwork. its simplicity is powerful. and i didn't have to read your description to understand that.

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jonita101 [2011-12-21 03:51:16 +0000 UTC]

Don't worry! You'll be just fine, time and burning all the crap that reminds you of bad times! Don't fixate on how bad you feel, try finding a way to make someone around you happy. That always makes it hard to focus on your own hurts.

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