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Published: 2015-11-16 07:30:27 +0000 UTC; Views: 4896; Favourites: 71; Downloads: 0
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Description “you’re killing yourself.”

he knows.

and he can’t stop.

it’s the thrill-- the adrenaline. it’s the high he’ll never get enough of, even if it’s tearing him apart.

a deep inhale. a shaky exhale. a pleading tone.

“please stop, nic.”

.     .     .



a vacant stare lingers on the bottle. the thought of you never escapes his mind.

don’t.

but he needs to.

even if he remembers the apprehension on your features-- the spilled tears on your cheeks.

a glance in the mirror and a guilty feeling.

unspoken apologies and shortened time-- too many pills swallowed.

euphoria rushes through veins.

he overdoses again.

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Comments: 9

AgathaTsip [2018-01-14 01:44:02 +0000 UTC]

God bloody damnit Nicolas! Why you're doing this you sick bastard! Stop it already!
Sorry, go a little emotional about this...I'll see myself out...

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iwaizumihajimeme [2015-11-18 02:57:13 +0000 UTC]

the last sentence.

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that really hurt.

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ciiren In reply to iwaizumihajimeme [2015-12-17 19:34:57 +0000 UTC]

♥♥

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RedSharkRocker18 [2015-11-16 20:15:46 +0000 UTC]

This drabble was able to convey a lot in so few words! I think you've succeeded, despite not being satisfied. (Always a problem with us writers lol)

Drabbles are my favorite and you're right about them being challenging. It really forces you to see how words, no matter how little there are, can have an impact on the ones who're reading them. I need to write a couple myself seeing how it's been a minute, haha.

How's life?

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ciiren In reply to RedSharkRocker18 [2015-12-17 19:34:52 +0000 UTC]

ahh thank you!! drabbles are so challenging but it's really fun to write
even though it might take like 10 years to figure out how to get the right word count

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earthpoem [2015-11-16 15:01:53 +0000 UTC]

I love the way this is written though! You did so well! 

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ciiren In reply to earthpoem [2015-12-17 19:34:28 +0000 UTC]

thank you so much!

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jeneru [2015-11-16 08:32:16 +0000 UTC]

yet drabbles are lovely aren't they?
just like you
and your work
//loves you forever bc nIC+dRABBLES

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ciiren In reply to jeneru [2015-12-17 19:34:19 +0000 UTC]

excuse me
you are lovely
thank you bby!

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