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Description he’s been distant lately. his behavior has been rather off-- regardless of your presence, it seems as if apathy has latched onto him entirely. short replies are given, few words said.

you’re not sure if you’ve done something wrong.

he certainly doesn’t talk about his problems-- not even with those who he cares deeply for. you’ve talked to rin about the issue, but the maroon haired swimmer doesn’t have the slightest clue about what’s going on. he said that his swimming has been a bit off, but otherwise, he seems fine.

concern visible upon features, your eyes glance at the clock before you rise from your seat. although you still continue to spend time together, it feels as if you’re alone. he makes little effort to interact with you; it feels like he’s not even there anymore. the desire to speak up about the lingering issue overwhelms you, but now isn’t the right time. you’ve got work in half an hour-- surely that isn’t enough time to resolve whatever is going on.

“sousuke,” you gently call, the faint sound of your voice capturing his attention. gesturing him over, it’s not long before he’s in front of you, dark brow raised in a questioning manner.

“i need to go to work now,” you begin explaining, hands softly placed on broad shoulders as you continue speaking, “but if you need anything, just--”

your voice dies out at the sudden tension that forms in the swimmer’s shoulder. but why just that shoulder? and when did he ever get tense from your touch?

gaze no longer focused on the other, brows narrow as you cautiously press against his skin once more, only looking up at him to study his reaction. jaw tightening, lips form a frown, though the brunet says nothing in response as you prod at taut muscles. knowing the pain that this causes, actions come to a halt, arms by your side once again.

“what happened?”

“nothing.” he snaps, harsh tone unexpected. guilt seeps in as he notices the hurt look that only makes the worry more prominent on your visage. even so, he refuses to back down. this injury is too troublesome for others to be concerned about.

stubborn.

recovering from the unfamiliar attitude received, irritation is felt at his refusal to answer. teal eyes staring hard into yours, the determination to find out the truth does not falter as you match his stare.

“is this why you’ve been acting like this? acting like your friends don’t exist? blocking everyone out because you’re in pain? because you don’t want to tell anyone that you’re hurt?”

“i’m fine.”

shaking your head, it takes a moment before you can hold back your annoyance at his behavior.

“are you really, now? then take off your shirt.”

damn. he really wished you had said that in a different situation.

admitting defeat, a sigh comes forth from his lips as he takes off the piece of attire with ease. afraid of your reaction, he looks elsewhere, attempting to remain oblivious to your worry. his shoulder has visible bruises and swelling; the sight causes you to grimace. hesitantly, fingers gently rest on the injury, retracting immediately as a hiss of pain escapes him.

“why didn’t you tell anyone, sousuke?”

the words come out in a whisper, all feelings of anger completely dissolving as a hand cups his cheek, forcing him to look at you. the male’s countenance holds remorse and frustration as he says nothing in response, only resting his head in the crook of your neck. a step taken forward, the distance between your bodies is closed as he hugs you.

“i’m sorry,” he murmurs, “i just-- i don’t know what i’m going to do now. i didn’t want to worry you or rin, and now i can’t even swim.”

returning the embrace, silence ensues before you can manage to get a word out. letting go of him, a weak smile is offered in attempt to provide solace.

“let’s go to the doctor. you need to get that looked at.”

free from his grasp, reluctance appears on his face at the sentence. eyes checking the time, he shakes his head in disagreement.

“you'll be late for work.”

“don’t care,” you say plainly, watching him put his shirt back on, “i only care that you’re okay.”

and just those words is enough for all his anxiety to melt away. inhaling deeply, he can only nod in response as you lean forward to give him a chaste kiss on the cheek, though he turns at the last moment to capture your lips. caught off guard, you relax as the familiar warmth of his hand around yours is felt as you break the contact.

“thank you.”
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Comments: 40

Xx-0H-N0-xX [2016-04-11 03:25:52 +0000 UTC]

Sousuke, you're right. A lot of people argue about it, but it's spelled Sousuke in the sub and everything. But that may just be the American spelling. IDK I'm only an American.

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megadragongirl [2015-03-01 03:46:59 +0000 UTC]

Omgosh this is pleasant to read, there are parts that have tension then gentleness. Which I quite enjoyed

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ciiren In reply to megadragongirl [2015-03-06 03:13:42 +0000 UTC]

thank you so much!

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PotionLily [2015-01-01 18:35:37 +0000 UTC]

Dat description


bby pls

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ciiren In reply to PotionLily [2015-01-03 05:12:25 +0000 UTC]

bBY pls

sousuke pls

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Cassivy [2014-10-18 06:28:25 +0000 UTC]

On his character song album, his name is spelled Sosuke.

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ciiren In reply to Cassivy [2014-10-27 05:45:56 +0000 UTC]

ahh okay! thank you for telling me c:

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Ineia [2014-10-16 04:35:35 +0000 UTC]

AHHHHH I haven't been around to read anything on DA lately but I was on and then I saw this and you write Sousuke (or sosuke, I feel your struggle) so well, so so so well!  Your work is utterly amazing as always!  Lovely job!

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ciiren In reply to Ineia [2014-10-27 05:45:46 +0000 UTC]

screamS

that means so much to me since i've only started writing for him ;w;
thank you!!

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VersicolorQuasar [2014-10-15 15:05:20 +0000 UTC]

ajdkf
ugh you write everything so well all the time.
stahp 
<3

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ciiren In reply to VersicolorQuasar [2014-10-27 05:45:26 +0000 UTC]

no you <3

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VersicolorQuasar In reply to ciiren [2014-10-27 14:20:34 +0000 UTC]

> u < 

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TheNobodyofaSOLDIER [2014-10-15 02:53:51 +0000 UTC]

This was absolutely precious! <3 I always thought Sousuke seems like a yandere type. But, you make him seem so sweet and adorable, even a bit vulnerable! I love it!

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ciiren In reply to TheNobodyofaSOLDIER [2014-10-27 05:45:21 +0000 UTC]

ooh really? never imagined him as yandere but i could definitely see that now B)

thank you <3

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Captain-Fan [2014-10-14 23:28:28 +0000 UTC]

Ugh!!! You write the best Sousuke stories I swear!!!! First Levi and now this fine piece of ass?? This is why I love you

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ciiren In reply to Captain-Fan [2014-10-27 05:45:00 +0000 UTC]

omG baby please

kisses

ilu

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Captain-Fan In reply to ciiren [2014-10-27 14:51:38 +0000 UTC]

ily2

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Kuro-Hetaloid [2014-10-14 22:02:21 +0000 UTC]

nooO my poor baby!!

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ciiren In reply to Kuro-Hetaloid [2014-10-27 05:46:02 +0000 UTC]

crIES

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pikawoo221B [2014-10-14 21:05:54 +0000 UTC]

Omg, this is very very nice, your Free! fics are too good, I'm drowning in smiles and warm feelings, keep up the amazing work, I don't know what I'd do without it <3

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ciiren In reply to pikawoo221B [2014-10-27 05:44:45 +0000 UTC]

cr i es

thank you <3

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MomoPoms [2014-10-14 20:30:59 +0000 UTC]

UGH it's adorable. <3

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ciiren In reply to MomoPoms [2014-10-27 05:44:38 +0000 UTC]

thank you <3

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MomoPoms In reply to ciiren [2014-10-27 21:04:50 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome! ^^

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AnimeFever1991 [2014-10-14 18:35:07 +0000 UTC]

Sosuke is the english way of spelling Sousuke...I think. xD But yes episode 9 killed my feels. ;u;

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ciiren In reply to AnimeFever1991 [2014-10-27 05:44:31 +0000 UTC]

ooh maybe
i know
goodbye feelings ;w;

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AnimeFever1991 In reply to ciiren [2014-10-27 15:58:36 +0000 UTC]

We didn't need feelings anyway ;~;

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Silent--Songbird [2014-10-14 16:34:41 +0000 UTC]

Ugh, episode 9....

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Silent--Songbird In reply to Silent--Songbird [2014-10-14 16:34:52 +0000 UTC]

But good job! ^^

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ciiren In reply to Silent--Songbird [2014-10-27 05:44:10 +0000 UTC]

thanks baby <3

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momokitty27 [2014-10-14 08:42:53 +0000 UTC]

T^T UGH! Sousuke and that shoulder! I cried for him and his pain. It was really bad when Rin turned on the water works. I cried with him

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ciiren In reply to momokitty27 [2014-10-27 05:44:01 +0000 UTC]

uGH THAT WAS TERRIBLE
bye heart

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sodaselkie [2014-10-14 07:13:48 +0000 UTC]

poor whale-shark bebe
good job as always //winkwonk
everyone in the show is so gay
//cries
why won't they finally make them gay swimming boys kiss?

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ciiren In reply to sodaselkie [2014-10-27 05:43:50 +0000 UTC]

kiss kiss fall in love

thank u boo

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Amiliaq8 In reply to sodaselkie [2014-10-14 11:37:22 +0000 UTC]

But what about momotaru and gou-chan????

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sodaselkie In reply to Amiliaq8 [2014-10-14 12:50:26 +0000 UTC]

good point
...but
what about momotaru and nitori? 
//shot

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Amiliaq8 In reply to sodaselkie [2014-10-14 21:26:09 +0000 UTC]

;-;


So many options...

>.<

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sodaselkie In reply to Amiliaq8 [2014-10-15 00:07:22 +0000 UTC]


never-ending rainbow~

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Amiliaq8 In reply to sodaselkie [2014-10-15 00:25:16 +0000 UTC]

XD 

I feel you

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sodaselkie In reply to Amiliaq8 [2014-10-15 01:39:19 +0000 UTC]

//nodds

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