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This honestly feels like a long time coming...
The fact that I feel disconnected from people on deviantART...

Of course, friends come and go all the time, but every friend I've had has just slowly stopped talking to me, and I haven't made any other friends on here to make up for it...
Don't let that friends list on my profile fool you, as most of the people on there now I made from other platforms(mostly Discord)
Now there are only three friends on there that I met on deviantART, one away on a mission(but sends emails every week), one I still talk to normally(even though it's mostly fetish stuff which is a whole different can of worms), and the other...
*sigh*

Look, I know I sound desperate for attention right now, but it honestly feels like we're slowly losing touch, and he's one of my longest lasting friends on here
One way I figure this is that he's been posting art based on moments he and his other friends have had, and there's nothing wrong with that at all
The problem is that with all these moments they've had, I notice that he and I have barely had any time spent together, and I honestly kinda feel left out as a result

I dunno, maybe it's the paranoia talking, maybe I'm just desperate for attention, I don't know
Whatever it is, hopefully it stops really fucking soon, cause I'm tired of dealing with it!!!

If you took the time to read all of this, I hope it wasn't a waste of your time
If it was, I'm sorry...

Description
This honestly feels like a long time coming...
The fact that I feel disconnected from people on deviantART...

Of course, friends come and go all the time, but every friend I've had has just slowly stopped talking to me, and I haven't made any other friends on here to make up for it...
Don't let that friends list on my profile fool you, as most of the people on there now I made from other platforms(mostly Discord)
Now there are only three friends on there that I met on deviantART, one away on a mission(but sends emails every week), one I still talk to normally(even though it's mostly fetish stuff which is a whole different can of worms), and the other...
*sigh*

Look, I know I sound desperate for attention right now, but it honestly feels like we're slowly losing touch, and he's one of my longest lasting friends on here
One way I figure this is that he's been posting art based on moments he and his other friends have had, and there's nothing wrong with that at all
The problem is that with all these moments they've had, I notice that he and I have barely had any time spent together, and I honestly kinda feel left out as a result

I dunno, maybe it's the paranoia talking, maybe I'm just desperate for attention, I don't know
Whatever it is, hopefully it stops really fucking soon, cause I'm tired of dealing with it!!!

If you took the time to read all of this, I hope it wasn't a waste of your time
If it was, I'm sorry...