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I am the slowest “band wagon” jumper in the history of forever, eternally.

ALLLLLRIGHT. So. This would be me through the ages: only I wanted to take a new twist on the entire thing ANNNDDD draw what fashion/style I was stuck in, including the most prevalent character of that time phase was. Go me right?
If someone else has done this then WOOPS NOT LIKE I CHECK THIS STUFF.

So a brief summarization since I’ll know I’ll need one, but I doubt people will read this:

DOOPDOOP, first character was a cat, named Kendra the cat- I was the most creative 3 year old ever. I obviously didn’t draw as “well” as I displayed here but that’s how I saw her in my head for the most part. That or just a regular tabby- it varied between the two. But I chose the more cartoony approach since I loved Tail’s the fox from the sonic the hedgehog series a lot.
Didn't feel comfortable with the age 10 one because I sorta dislike that stage of my life SO I REMOVED IT. hacha.
I begun doing anime after I met a girl around here that did it, I was so emotionally disturbed and developed intrusive cases of detrimental thoughts, guilt, and depression that I didn’t know what else to do- I wanted to become someone else. It’s taken me years to come to terms with this. I can’t even remember large chunks of my life from when I was 10, 11, and 12 due to this reason- most of it’s a blur, I only remember vague snippets. DOOP DDERP. Awww messed up lil cookie. Not trying to be a sob fest, just trying to state facts. Because I am like a text book- AND MY CAT IS DROOLING ON ME.
I continued to do anime, I still wasn’t being true to myself, I think for an excessive period I just didn’t want to know who I was because I didn’t think I was worth getting to know, So I continued to do things others liked, others enjoyed- people pleaser, mainly.
Oh and the synesthesia thing isn’t NEW I had that since I was a kid, I only realized what it WAS when I was 17. Along with a lot of other things, which brings me to say:
Never underestimate how much there is to learn and STILL learn about yourself.

AND NOW HERE I AM. Stuff happened annnndddd yeup, that’s about it, stuff happens, people change, people develop new ideals and new takes due to life experience.
Everyone does it. I did it- it took me until I was 16 to realize what I wanted to do. And while that’s a bit “late” in some people’s eyes, here I am. And I don’t really mind that.

I hope I don’t regret saying all that information above, ughghhg….

All information, character, and art is © Kendra G. Cook (*cloudbabykc )
DO NOT copy or distribute, thank you.
original blank found here: [link]

Description
I am the slowest “band wagon” jumper in the history of forever, eternally.

ALLLLLRIGHT. So. This would be me through the ages: only I wanted to take a new twist on the entire thing ANNNDDD draw what fashion/style I was stuck in, including the most prevalent character of that time phase was. Go me right?
If someone else has done this then WOOPS NOT LIKE I CHECK THIS STUFF.

So a brief summarization since I’ll know I’ll need one, but I doubt people will read this:

DOOPDOOP, first character was a cat, named Kendra the cat- I was the most creative 3 year old ever. I obviously didn’t draw as “well” as I displayed here but that’s how I saw her in my head for the most part. That or just a regular tabby- it varied between the two. But I chose the more cartoony approach since I loved Tail’s the fox from the sonic the hedgehog series a lot.
Didn't feel comfortable with the age 10 one because I sorta dislike that stage of my life SO I REMOVED IT. hacha.
I begun doing anime after I met a girl around here that did it, I was so emotionally disturbed and developed intrusive cases of detrimental thoughts, guilt, and depression that I didn’t know what else to do- I wanted to become someone else. It’s taken me years to come to terms with this. I can’t even remember large chunks of my life from when I was 10, 11, and 12 due to this reason- most of it’s a blur, I only remember vague snippets. DOOP DDERP. Awww messed up lil cookie. Not trying to be a sob fest, just trying to state facts. Because I am like a text book- AND MY CAT IS DROOLING ON ME.
I continued to do anime, I still wasn’t being true to myself, I think for an excessive period I just didn’t want to know who I was because I didn’t think I was worth getting to know, So I continued to do things others liked, others enjoyed- people pleaser, mainly.
Oh and the synesthesia thing isn’t NEW I had that since I was a kid, I only realized what it WAS when I was 17. Along with a lot of other things, which brings me to say:
Never underestimate how much there is to learn and STILL learn about yourself.

AND NOW HERE I AM. Stuff happened annnndddd yeup, that’s about it, stuff happens, people change, people develop new ideals and new takes due to life experience.
Everyone does it. I did it- it took me until I was 16 to realize what I wanted to do. And while that’s a bit “late” in some people’s eyes, here I am. And I don’t really mind that.

I hope I don’t regret saying all that information above, ughghhg….

All information, character, and art is © Kendra G. Cook (*cloudbabykc )
DO NOT copy or distribute, thank you.
original blank found here: [link]