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"It's easier for me to get closer to Heaven
Than ever feel whole again " [X]

Between hw and dogs and a whole mess of stuff---IT'S FINALLY DONE!! I've worked like. 2 weeks on this. and m a n I can move on finally. I also rlly am happy w the bg and lighting for once??Theyre both things I struggle w and almost cut them out but im actually rlly happy??? Same w the hands and any position w having an arm up is so daunting to me but i did it and i'm happy!! ANYWAY!!!

I really wanted to do something kind of sad with Ditliv. And then. I heard Disintegration, which has become one of my absolute fav Cure songs (its hard between that and Just Like Heaven because thats such a happy song to me). Anyway Ditliv still is, but was especially, really depressed in the 80s/90s. Honestly from like. '84 to close to present Ditliv has kinda been through emotional hell. (((Which once I put it in my game you'll get to see with lines like "My landlord wouldn’t know i’m dead for weeks." and "My parents wouldn’t if they knew what I was up to. They’d be glad I was dead." (sadly. probably not in the demo.)))). They just had a bad guilt about everything about themself. They had extremely bad lows, quit school and the closest thing to friendship they had was passing 1 night stands. Aside from clubbing, for most of their time, they spent laying in the dark and listening to music and just. not moving from bed for hours unless they literally had to.
And so yeah. They canonly listened to The Cure a lot to boost their mood and just. Get them through life. Hence why they have such a huge thing for Robert Smith. Also being in the city made them happy in a way too because they really love city lights (its one of the main reasons they moved to the city).

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"It's easier for me to get closer to Heaven
Than ever feel whole again " [X]

Between hw and dogs and a whole mess of stuff---IT'S FINALLY DONE!! I've worked like. 2 weeks on this. and m a n I can move on finally. I also rlly am happy w the bg and lighting for once??Theyre both things I struggle w and almost cut them out but im actually rlly happy??? Same w the hands and any position w having an arm up is so daunting to me but i did it and i'm happy!! ANYWAY!!!

I really wanted to do something kind of sad with Ditliv. And then. I heard Disintegration, which has become one of my absolute fav Cure songs (its hard between that and Just Like Heaven because thats such a happy song to me). Anyway Ditliv still is, but was especially, really depressed in the 80s/90s. Honestly from like. '84 to close to present Ditliv has kinda been through emotional hell. (((Which once I put it in my game you'll get to see with lines like "My landlord wouldn’t know i’m dead for weeks." and "My parents wouldn’t if they knew what I was up to. They’d be glad I was dead." (sadly. probably not in the demo.)))). They just had a bad guilt about everything about themself. They had extremely bad lows, quit school and the closest thing to friendship they had was passing 1 night stands. Aside from clubbing, for most of their time, they spent laying in the dark and listening to music and just. not moving from bed for hours unless they literally had to.
And so yeah. They canonly listened to The Cure a lot to boost their mood and just. Get them through life. Hence why they have such a huge thing for Robert Smith. Also being in the city made them happy in a way too because they really love city lights (its one of the main reasons they moved to the city).