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Published: 2009-11-27 07:00:29 +0000 UTC; Views: 4423; Favourites: 27; Downloads: 14
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Description I'm F.I.N.E.

It's me, and it's the truth... Sometimes, I want to die; I hate my life so much. Am I even meant to be happy? What did I ever do to get this horrilbe life? Why do I have to hurt?

I don't to feel anymore, I want to be numb... So I can't feel the pain in my hands and heart. So my lungs wouldn't bother me, so I could smile and say I'm okay, but I'm not. I'm fucked up, insecure, neurotic, and emotional. F.I.N.E.

This is not a character, it's me...
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CommonPlague In reply to ??? [2013-02-05 06:45:54 +0000 UTC]

Huh, it's kind of does now that I think about it... Crap. But D.A.R.E is better. I was gonig to draw a piece for that to later.

D.A.R.E. - Drugs Are Really Expensive. Drug Availability Reflects Extensive Dependence. And Real Educated Descendants are Able to Respect Even Deadbeat's Amendments. Racist Enforcement Deployed Aggressively. RED-blooded Americans React Excessively, Directly Attacking Recreation, Eventually Destroying A Relatively Elementary Drive to Alter Reality, Essentially Dimension Advancement; Radical Enhancement. Dangers Are Real--Especially Drinking Alcohol, Right? Except it's Distinctly All Right: Elite-Declared Appropriate; Rationalized, Enjoyable. Dope and Ritalin Employable Dose After Red-Eyed Dose. Aboriginal Religions Each Denote A Reincarnation, Exploration, Done Again Re-experience Elation. Drug Abuser Reincarceration Efforts Don't Allow for Rehabilitation. Effect: Does Anybody Really Expect Dealers Are Responsible Exclusively? Deep-seated Apathy Reflects Existing Dissatisfaction: Another Reclusive. D. A. Readily Eradicates. Dramatic Ad's Ridiculously Exaggerate. Drugs Aren't Restricted Evenly.

It would a big picture... XP

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Shin53124 [2010-09-19 05:48:32 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much for sharing that part of yourself with us. I'm FINE too.

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CommonPlague In reply to Shin53124 [2010-09-23 18:10:15 +0000 UTC]

Wow, you're one of the few who's ever commented on this peice...

Well, you are welcome, but I must addment that I drew this durring a very rough time of my life...

I thank God every day for sending me an angel to save me from my misery. ^^

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Shin53124 In reply to CommonPlague [2010-10-01 03:41:02 +0000 UTC]

I think we all have dark times in our lives. It seems to be the way of the world. I'm glad you have found your own happiness. I like to comment on things that strike me.

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CommonPlague In reply to Shin53124 [2010-11-09 20:30:39 +0000 UTC]

Very true. And I'm glad this pice striked yout intrest. ^^

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GothicaWay [2010-08-21 19:57:56 +0000 UTC]

Know that you are never alone. If you want to talk about it, don't hesitate. I have no use in life except to make people feel better.

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CommonPlague In reply to GothicaWay [2010-09-02 19:20:46 +0000 UTC]

Alright, thanks. ^^

But there's no need to worry, I'm actully the happiest I've ever been now a days. My life as has improve a lot since then.

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GothicaWay In reply to CommonPlague [2010-09-02 19:26:32 +0000 UTC]

That's great! Well done.

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CommonPlague In reply to GothicaWay [2010-09-02 19:38:46 +0000 UTC]

Thanks again... Most people actully just looked over this picture. I even had someone picking on me when I first put it up because I didn't know at the time how to skip the print option.

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GothicaWay In reply to CommonPlague [2010-09-02 19:50:10 +0000 UTC]

That's a stupid reason to pick on someone and loads of people don't know how to do that! Whoever did that isn't worth your time.

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CommonPlague In reply to GothicaWay [2010-09-02 22:14:16 +0000 UTC]

I know that now, luckly, that's about the time my fiancee came into my life and helped me put my life back together. ^^

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GothicaWay In reply to CommonPlague [2010-09-03 21:55:09 +0000 UTC]

^^ That's so sweet! You're lucky to have someone like that

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CommonPlague In reply to GothicaWay [2010-09-09 20:27:55 +0000 UTC]

Thanks,^^ and you're right. I am lucky.

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X-heketchis [2009-11-28 16:35:42 +0000 UTC]

Your not alone....

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CommonPlague In reply to X-heketchis [2009-11-28 23:42:34 +0000 UTC]

I know I'm not, but it feels like it sometimes.

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X-heketchis In reply to CommonPlague [2009-11-29 00:12:48 +0000 UTC]

I know....

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CommonPlague In reply to X-heketchis [2009-11-29 00:14:14 +0000 UTC]

But now I have someone else to worry about., so I can't deull on the past.

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X-heketchis In reply to CommonPlague [2009-11-29 00:30:57 +0000 UTC]

Thats positive thihnking...in a way

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CommonPlague In reply to X-heketchis [2009-11-29 00:34:39 +0000 UTC]

Yeah... in a way...

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X-heketchis In reply to CommonPlague [2009-11-29 00:37:53 +0000 UTC]

Dwell not in the past and look to the future....not sure if thats a quote or not

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CommonPlague In reply to X-heketchis [2009-11-29 00:40:18 +0000 UTC]

It's a quote...

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X-heketchis In reply to CommonPlague [2009-11-29 00:42:38 +0000 UTC]

Ah...thanks

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CommonPlague In reply to X-heketchis [2009-11-29 00:52:01 +0000 UTC]

No peoblem.

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X-heketchis In reply to CommonPlague [2009-11-29 00:59:32 +0000 UTC]

^_^

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PoisonPineappleBread [2009-11-27 20:02:07 +0000 UTC]

My friend...days are hard...some days are easy...theres never going to be a perfect day...sometimes you need to do the best with what you have.

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CommonPlague In reply to PoisonPineappleBread [2009-11-28 01:23:43 +0000 UTC]

I realize that now, I had a slight break down yesterday and I spoke out of turn. I feel better now though.

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PoisonPineappleBread In reply to CommonPlague [2009-11-28 01:24:21 +0000 UTC]

Thats good man, its nice to know you finally understand *I hope I dont sound mean T_T)

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CommonPlague In reply to PoisonPineappleBread [2009-11-28 01:54:38 +0000 UTC]

No, you didn't sound mean.^^

The person who left the first comment on this picture was an ass. He/she/it tried to consul me and actaully poked fun of the fact I didn't know how to get around the print thing.

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PoisonPineappleBread In reply to CommonPlague [2009-11-28 01:59:13 +0000 UTC]

Thats good ^_^

Ahhh those assholes...

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CommonPlague In reply to PoisonPineappleBread [2009-11-28 02:02:51 +0000 UTC]

It's just one person, I don't know who it was. I like to talk to people, but this person made me sick to my stomach. They just about made me break down cry.

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PoisonPineappleBread In reply to CommonPlague [2009-11-28 02:05:51 +0000 UTC]

Its at that point you just give them crap back, I know how that feel bud

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CommonPlague In reply to PoisonPineappleBread [2009-11-28 02:11:38 +0000 UTC]

I tried to even say I'm sorry if I said anything ofencive, but snaped back. I don't get it, if someone saids I'm sorry, why continue topush the negative.

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PoisonPineappleBread In reply to CommonPlague [2009-11-28 02:14:26 +0000 UTC]

Talk to a guy named Deathbal101 you'll NEVER hear the end of it, I heard he got a guy kicked off

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CommonPlague In reply to PoisonPineappleBread [2009-11-28 02:15:32 +0000 UTC]

Who?

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PoisonPineappleBread In reply to CommonPlague [2009-11-28 02:21:56 +0000 UTC]

Deathbal 101

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CommonPlague In reply to PoisonPineappleBread [2009-11-28 02:31:31 +0000 UTC]

Okay then.

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PoisonPineappleBread In reply to CommonPlague [2009-11-28 04:52:24 +0000 UTC]

Yep

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CommonPlague In reply to PoisonPineappleBread [2009-11-28 04:53:50 +0000 UTC]

So, how's life treating you?

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PoisonPineappleBread In reply to CommonPlague [2009-11-28 04:58:08 +0000 UTC]

Oh the usual, really random and crappy lol

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CommonPlague In reply to PoisonPineappleBread [2009-11-28 04:59:39 +0000 UTC]

Same here...

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PoisonPineappleBread In reply to CommonPlague [2009-11-28 05:00:58 +0000 UTC]

HEY! When i feel down I just look life in the face and say

"FUCK YOU TOO!"

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CommonPlague In reply to PoisonPineappleBread [2009-11-28 05:15:27 +0000 UTC]

I may have to try that.^^

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PoisonPineappleBread In reply to CommonPlague [2009-11-28 05:16:05 +0000 UTC]

Hehe it works!

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WhiteWolfMystic [2009-11-27 17:20:15 +0000 UTC]

Am I your friend in real life?... and I'm sorry, I feel like this most of the time too... another reason why I tried committing suicide last night...

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CommonPlague In reply to WhiteWolfMystic [2009-11-28 01:26:33 +0000 UTC]

Yes, you are, you're most likely one of the onely ones. And there's no need to be sorry, I used my art as a exscape from my life, but I guess I can't do that. So, I'm sorry.

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WhiteWolfMystic [2009-11-27 17:18:58 +0000 UTC]

Am I your friend in real life?... and I'm sorry, I feel like this most of the time too... another reason why I tried committing suicide last night...

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CommonPlague In reply to WhiteWolfMystic [2009-11-28 01:34:42 +0000 UTC]

Yes, you are, you're most likely one of the only ones. You shouldn't feel like I do. I used my art a way to make myself feel better, but I shouldn't have done that. And you don't have to be sorry, you have a lot to live for. Remember what you said last night? I do, and I don't want you to forget it.

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WhiteWolfMystic In reply to CommonPlague [2009-11-29 04:56:39 +0000 UTC]

No it's fine that you can use your art as an escape... I was just reading one of your comments where you said to someone that you had no friend in real life...

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CommonPlague In reply to WhiteWolfMystic [2009-12-01 23:59:49 +0000 UTC]

Crystal, you're my BEST friend I've ever had in real life, you're one of the only people to ever care about me. You are far above that title. After all, you my girlfriend too.

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WhiteWolfMystic In reply to CommonPlague [2009-12-02 00:10:20 +0000 UTC]

Ok then, that's comforting to know

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