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Crays — Where's My Sanity ?
Published: 2007-03-12 17:37:12 +0000 UTC; Views: 198; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 4
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I'm going insane ...---------
Why , you ask ? Cause , I've realized that it's quite impossible for me to get the girl i currently like (no , not lislie from "bridge to ta-smthg" , talking bout something more rational) . I'm in love with this girl .... A special girl ? Well , i forced myself to give up on the previous girl because she had someone she like already . Today ... I realized , i have to do the same to the girl i currently love . She seem to show me that i'm just a friend . I know i'm quite a useless guy , i don't know how to make girl happy , i'm not rich , i'm not good in my studies . I'm not good in alot of things . I'm becoming more and more negative toward myself . I don't know how to read human mind . Is it that she don't know i like her ? Is it that she's telling me she likes me too but i can't sense it ? Man , it's really making me insane . I've tried my best to talk to her , treat her well . But today , the feeling "Hey dude , you ain't gonna get her." hits me . I guess i'll just have to force myself to give up again ? Why is it so cruel ? WHY ?! WHY IS IT SO FUCKING CRUEL ?!?!?!?!
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Till now i don't even dare to write her name out big and clear
The name is hidden somewhere it's searchable
