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CrimsNixxWa — Good, bye.
Published: 2010-01-04 06:26:19 +0000 UTC; Views: 198; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 1
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Description I've always wanted to know what it's like to
Slit.
Slit.
Slit.
The place I hold a clock upon my
Wrist.
Wrist.
Wrist.
My mind flies high each time I see those
Pills.
Pills.
Pills.
The pain in my chest hurts so much it
Kills.
Kills.
Kills.
I see familiar faces and wonder
Why.
Why.
Why?
They're so clueless that I'm about to
Die.
Die.
Die.
I imagine myself an ocean beginning to
Drown.
Drown.
Drown.
Realizing no one will miss me in this
Town.
Town.
Town.
I regret each day I wake up, breathe, and
Rise.
Rise.
Rise.
When all I want to do is drop and scream
Surprise.
Surprise.
SURPRISE.
My heart cries and burns because no one truly
Cares.
Cares.
Cares.
When my mind shut down and voice shut up, no one was
There.
There.
There.
No one ever stopped me from starting to feel this
Way.
Way.
Way.
They all sat back and listened to my life tape
Play.
Play.
Play.
Why didn't any of you hit
Stop.
Stop.
STOP?
Surely, it's because you'd all love to see me
Drop.
Drop.
Drop.
You'll all get your wish, I'm halfway out this
Door.
Door.
Door.
Please don't be shocked if you don't see me any
More.
More.
More.
I've always imagined at my funeral others would
Cry.
Cry.
Cry.
I want them to lay there and sob
Why?
Why?
Why?
I feel the only way to escape this feeling is to
Fly.
Fly.
Fly.
Go on up and chill with my main
Guy.
Guy.
Guy.
Hush Up. Close your eyes.
Kiss me, please, one last time.
Good, bye!
Goodbye?
...goodbye...
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Comments: 5

MoonytheWolf333 [2010-01-05 03:00:27 +0000 UTC]

Wow, Carri. The emotion in this writing is just hitting me right in the chest. It's beautiful.

I love you, by the way. <3 Don't hesitate to call me. I know I'm busy and I'm hardly around to talk anymore, but I can always make time for you.

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ChazMoSaz [2010-01-04 20:45:30 +0000 UTC]

this would make an amazing song.

and if this is actually what youre feeling... im always around to text/call. <3

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EMOtionalTragedy [2010-01-04 06:29:12 +0000 UTC]

...Brilliant...

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CrimsNixxWa In reply to EMOtionalTragedy [2010-01-04 06:34:16 +0000 UTC]

thanks, i appreciate it.

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EMOtionalTragedy In reply to CrimsNixxWa [2010-01-04 06:54:14 +0000 UTC]

no problem it is what I said brilliant [link]

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