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CrisisFaith25 In reply to DanStefan [2008-06-27 07:48:20 +0000 UTC]

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CrisisFaith25 In reply to manatu [2008-06-24 09:06:26 +0000 UTC]

thank you so much!

have a great day!

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manatu In reply to CrisisFaith25 [2008-06-24 09:07:28 +0000 UTC]

You too !

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CrisisFaith25 In reply to aDreamAgo [2008-06-19 22:10:32 +0000 UTC]

No..i haven't been in such a great place..not yet..but i am planing to i have scared my mom like that once

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aDreamAgo In reply to CrisisFaith25 [2008-06-26 19:02:31 +0000 UTC]

Seriously be careful, dear. .. I plan it too.. but just with someone who guards me xD

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CrisisFaith25 In reply to aDreamAgo [2008-06-27 07:49:59 +0000 UTC]

let's guard each other

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aDreamAgo In reply to CrisisFaith25 [2008-06-29 18:42:04 +0000 UTC]

Oki .. can I see you in summer?

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CrisisFaith25 In reply to aDreamAgo [2008-06-29 20:50:55 +0000 UTC]

Hmm...not a bad idea
On 25-27th of July is going to be a medieval arts festival in Sighisoara, and I suppose that scouts from Alba [Ada,Dora,Simo,Roxy..Emi and the rest of them] are going to be there as well.
It would be a good opportunity to finally see each other and talk face to face, 'cause i have a lots to talk to you and i cannot do it through the internet.I am so sorry, you can't imagine.But you will realize that when I am going to explain everything to you,believe me. i am not asking you to forgive, at least not now.. But I want you to know that I am sorry...and I have chosen that the only way we can "speak"[or at least know that we are fine,not dead and stuff] to be Deviant Art because here you" found me" and i think that it's the best thing for now

so...Medieval festival, I am a juggler now..and I am playing with the fire as well ..and I'm going to have a fire show along with my comrades from Shadow juggling group. So if you would like to come, I will be there

BUT I am not going to promise you that we're going to spend time in a poppy field

I miss you.I really do..

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aDreamAgo In reply to CrisisFaith25 [2008-06-30 14:08:51 +0000 UTC]

My school's not over then.. it ends on July 28th.. and I'm gonna skip that day to catch the Metal-Bus >>>> Wacken [...] Um.. and then till the 18th August we'll have our summercamp with my kids.
Me scuze! But maybe anywhen after this?
.. Nice to hear these things from you... 'found a way to tear me Blaaalb.. but yup.. maybe not here.

Wish you fine..

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CrisisFaith25 In reply to aDreamAgo [2008-06-30 16:23:26 +0000 UTC]

oh...what a pity..I really wanted that the persons who mean a lot to me to be there..on my first fire show

But, it's going to be ok ..I so hope so well... I wish you the best on everything,have fun!
And now about me..
I'm fine..every day -practice and practice!..I'm working..and I'm waiting for my salary to come, I bought a film camera- a Minolta I have a bicycle- I have learned how to ride it a month ago[ i never knew that before] and the most important thing, my sister isn't my shadow anymore, I'm much more free now I have fallen in love again, and i was disappointed. Again!.. because the guy I liked so much moved back to his birthplace town , almost 1000 km away from here *sigh* three weeks ago..and i miss him so much..life's not fair, but I am trying to "defeat" it...to play the game till the end.But I'm fine, this summer I am going to see for the first time the sea..the black sea. I can't wait eh..everything 's gonna be alright.I am going to be alright, i swear. oh,another important thing..I found out [from Adi,the leader from Timisoara who knows you, he was in Germany] that I "am " in a personality crisis. And of course i didn't believe him, so i realized that I was in a denial period as well... so I decided to admit that I am in a personality crisis, and that I don't want to be in it. So, I am trying all my best to be another person, more equilibrate and to not a have a boyfriend just because I want to have one..and I am trying to resolve my problems..on my OWN [I so hated to do that ] Adi told me that I don't know what love is,and I think he's right,even if I'm not so sure...Anyways , even if I consider myself a modest person, I can be sure that I am not the same anymore. I want to be different in the good way. I know.. I have to work a lot to succeed, but I know I can do it. I can tell that I already am another person I had to do a lot of changes, and when I see the results [opportunity to see the country, the world, to work and do gain money on my own-and to see how difficult it it, but it brings so much happiness- I'm not a love "runner" anymore.. to live my childhood (on my bicycle ) oh I'm so happy when I imagine how the next year is going to look like..oh next year I'm going to be 18, I am not so glad to hear that, because the last nick I got was "the minor" and I'm so proud of it ..so..as far as you can see I'm fine


Why your school isn't over yet?
I miss you, s

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aDreamAgo In reply to CrisisFaith25 [2008-07-02 19:48:00 +0000 UTC]

And see.. I knew it.. the life is like a puzzle that gets filled more and more and in the end we die... goosh.. I have thousand things to tell and show you ^^.. but view you see now on your own and view more you'll see sooon! .. Just be patient and learn to watch and listen .. you're soooo on the right way!!!!!!!! [...]

.. That's the law in here.. I'm in final-exams-studieng-stress this times.. next week they start and I wasn't 3 weex in school because I almost killed my left little finger

.. I miss you too, but I feel the day coming

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CrisisFaith25 In reply to aDreamAgo [2008-07-05 00:13:45 +0000 UTC]

well, good luck on your exams. I'll be praying for ya

...and ..thank you, so much!

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aDreamAgo In reply to CrisisFaith25 [2008-07-06 10:40:57 +0000 UTC]

Thanks you too.. .. deeply

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CrisisFaith25 In reply to alaztheri [2008-06-17 13:59:52 +0000 UTC]

love ya!

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CrisisFaith25 In reply to marilyn1999manson [2008-06-17 12:36:05 +0000 UTC]

isn't it?! thank you,
toate cele bune

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marilyn1999manson In reply to CrisisFaith25 [2008-06-17 12:41:00 +0000 UTC]

aha
red's always romantic

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