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crypticblues — oh babey we really in it now (bored journal 4!)
Published: 2020-05-13 17:25:06 +0000 UTC; Views: 27; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 0
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helloooooo once again! quarantine is literally driving me mad but somehow i still haven't desintegrated so that's nice i guess! on the other hand i literally lost all inspiration to draw anything and i started getting incredibly insecure over my art lately and i really don't know how to stop feeling like this so if anyone has any advice on it i will be hella grateful :'D
on even another note i can't wait for this whole thing to pass, just saw there were 15 confirmed cases in my city, luckily no deaths but this does make my anxiety spike up a little, hopefully things get better soon.
okay now depressing things aside i managed to be a little producive by doing some cleaning and donating some things aswell, i also think i found a college i'd wanna get into since one of it's courses is 2d animation and graphic design, hopefully i can register for the admission exam thing and get in soon, if not then well there's always next year of course lol
i have also started playing identity v and i need to gush over it a little so screaming incoming [ahem]
BRO THIS GAME IS SO PRETTY I AM IN LOVE WITH THE ART STYLE SO MUCH IT HAS BIG CORALINE VIBES I FUCKING DIG THAT SO MUCH, EVEN THO IT'S MECHANIC IS PRETTY MUCH THE SAME AS DEAD BY DAYLIGHT THE STORY AND ART MAKE UP FOR IT IMO!!!! I LOVE THE DESIGNS FOR BOTH SURVIVORS AND HUNTERS A LOT AND JUST NOW THE NEW HUNTER WAS RELEASED IN THE NA SERVERS AND I AM ON THE FLOOR I DIDNT THINK HE WOULD COME SO SOON I LOVE HIM SO MUCH FUCK.......MR VIOLIN MAN PLAY ME THAT FUNKY MUSIC......
ok i'm done lmao
oh yea also my birthday is in like 2 weeks and i am nearly having an existencial crisis over that BUT. it's fine it be like that
ok now i'm done for real, i might come back here later to post new art if anything? idk i just don't really feel like completely abandoning dA anymore lmao
alright that's all stay safe everyone, i'm gonna go back to the void now
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Aaaa dood I know how it feels being insecure about your art, but I personally find reminding myself that I'm constantly learning new things and adapting to new skills helps me overcome the vision that my art is just "stuck" in one place. As for inspiration well, just draw what you wanna see. Want more fan art for a series? Indulge yourself. It works for most people aha. I find drawing along with Bob Ross on youtube helps break the mold and take 20 minutes of peace and wholesomeness. Also just randomly drawing shapes and seeing what wacky character you can make from them is fun and can make new ocs 
Also amazing you for getting some cleaning done and donating! I still haven't tidied up the shelves I said I would 8 weeks ago...lmao XD also DID SOMEONE SAY BIRTHDAY SOON OHOHOHOHOHOHO
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Aaaa thanks a lot for the advice bruh!! I'll see what i can do :'D gotta keep in mind i'm still learning and stuff, but my brain keeps making me compare myself to other artists and it always kills my drive a bit, i gotta work on that too oops lol
Thank you bruh!! I also have been putting off doing this for quite a while so i'm glad to have finally done it :') omg bruh i wish ya luck on tidying your stuff aswell cuz it can be pretty draining <3 YEAH BABEY MY BIRTH IS COMING SOON ON THE 28TH I WILL BE AN OFFICIAL LEGAL ADULT WHO DOES ADULT THINGS LMAO
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Aaaaa dood I know, it's a daily battle for me. Giving up is so easy and when I see people using the same programs as me and just excelling so much more it kills me inside too 
OHHHH
also did someone say birthday present hohohohohoho
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I feel you completely on that bruh, it sucks ass indeed :/ but hopefully we can manage to not listen to these thoughts and keep going no matter what :'D oh same bruh XD i'm unfortunately the kind of person who has a hard time letting go of things even tho i don't even use them anymore so i end up having stuff from like 10 years ago stored somewhere in the house lmao
OH BRUH I ALREADY AM CURSED WITH MIGRAINES I AM TERRIFIED OF WHAT ADULTHOOD HAS IN STORE LMAO
stace bruh what are u planning hhHMM
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