HOME | DD

CsillagRulpaa — 530.3 | Antipathism 01

#character #digital #sad #art #5303 #antipathism
Published: 2023-05-11 15:14:38 +0000 UTC; Views: 645; Favourites: 16; Downloads: 0
Redirect to original
Description

Csillag. The little fox, with a destroyed inner world.


Through her life she changed the world. She changed creatures' minds, creatures' hearts and creatures' life. She was the one who made the world a better place. But through her helping, she forgot about someone very important. Herself.

Life struck her with loss, and she lost it too. She wasn't prepared and fell apart. It doesn't hit her hard, just right in her weak point.

Her sensitivity exploded and her soul line processes got tangled. Strong heartache, lost control, confused mind, "depressing to be around with". She started to lose others' love.

She cried so often it became annoying. She couldn't control her emotions anymore. She knew something was wrong with her, but doesn't know what or how to deal with it. Creatures started thinking she went insane. She blocked her emotions to stop spreading the pain, but it wasn't helping. Tried to find happiness, but it wasn't working. She was just a fallen apart pile of mess, who's mental loneliness took over and wasn't letting anything to help.


She doesn't try to help herself anymore. It wasn't working. No one understands. She ruined too many creatures’ day, trying to seek help. Only those remained who truly love her, but no matter.

She's lonely, even though she's not alone. There's no one who understands her inner world. A world destroyed by emotions.


Related content
Comments: 2

PsychoSpiral [2023-05-12 15:55:53 +0000 UTC]

👍: 1 ⏩: 1

CsillagRulpaa In reply to PsychoSpiral [2023-05-12 20:15:51 +0000 UTC]

👍: 0 ⏩: 0