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cutofakiss — Love is watching someone die.

Published: 2009-02-19 01:37:08 +0000 UTC; Views: 2084; Favourites: 34; Downloads: 0
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Description So who is going to watch you die?




I forget how to express my feelings with a pen and paper. I sometimes forget how to express my feelings with a photograph. My thoughts are scattered. My heart hurts. Sometimes I forget to breathe. And then I realize the only person that can hold me the most is myself.

the grain is intentional.
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SilentButterflyPhoto [2009-03-27 19:33:19 +0000 UTC]

i like the effect of this image. gives it the feeling of being timeless

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existentialdefiance [2009-02-20 15:23:36 +0000 UTC]

I like the grain. It gives it the feel of a distant memory.

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bypass2020 [2009-02-19 13:42:26 +0000 UTC]

The grain makes it.

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cutofakiss In reply to bypass2020 [2009-02-19 15:02:53 +0000 UTC]


thank you.
the photo itsself was grainy because I didn't use a flash. And then I realized that the grain is actually what was making me like the photo. So I added a little more grain.

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bypass2020 In reply to cutofakiss [2009-02-19 15:07:06 +0000 UTC]

... and let's face it, none of like using a flash unless we really have to. It'd be nice to try an emulate the same shot on film, say a 400, and see how much they differ. Regardless, I love it.

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cutofakiss In reply to bypass2020 [2009-02-20 00:31:05 +0000 UTC]

by the way, mind if i ask, why do you think the grain makes it?

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bypass2020 In reply to cutofakiss [2009-02-20 20:12:40 +0000 UTC]

I think Daniel already nailed that one. It make the image really appear as if it was a tangible moment in time... small parts lost but the whole remains to a large extent. In doing so it ages and authenticates the scene and traps it; not in a clinical manner but one which seems to have been driven by purpose and emotion at the time. It wouldn't work with every shot... and of course there's the benefit (for me at least) of it appearing to be a product of film... which is always wonderful.

I'm no writer, and that's the best I can do. Hope that helps.

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cutofakiss In reply to bypass2020 [2009-03-03 03:43:59 +0000 UTC]

I understand and really appreciate this comment.

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cutofakiss In reply to bypass2020 [2009-02-19 19:30:27 +0000 UTC]

Indeed.
thank you again.

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5mins [2009-02-19 12:32:42 +0000 UTC]

deathcab - what sarah said.

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cutofakiss In reply to 5mins [2009-02-19 14:56:41 +0000 UTC]

Yes mam.
such a beautiful song.

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Mickeygr [2009-02-19 11:16:27 +0000 UTC]

Lovely shot! Love the grain!

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cutofakiss In reply to Mickeygr [2009-02-19 15:02:59 +0000 UTC]

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jyoujo [2009-02-19 10:13:31 +0000 UTC]

it made me think about what you were thinking.but,we see people dies everyday,some dies in a heartbeat ,some a little everyday.Little by little.

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cutofakiss In reply to jyoujo [2009-02-19 15:03:06 +0000 UTC]

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jyoujo In reply to cutofakiss [2009-02-19 16:25:26 +0000 UTC]

i have this new account ,but i watch your work for quite awhile.Four years or five,i know DA sometimes sucks,it's not so enthusiastic as it used to be,but evolution is all about destruction of what we have of better.

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cutofakiss In reply to jyoujo [2009-02-19 19:30:49 +0000 UTC]

what was your old account?

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jyoujo In reply to cutofakiss [2009-02-20 03:52:14 +0000 UTC]

jureba40

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cutofakiss In reply to jyoujo [2009-02-20 19:21:10 +0000 UTC]

Ah, yeah, I know that name, but why did you switch?

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jyoujo In reply to cutofakiss [2009-02-21 04:47:51 +0000 UTC]

i don't think it's your case but,we grew up and sometimes the username doesn't reflect what you are anymore ... .something like that.

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cutofakiss In reply to jyoujo [2009-03-03 03:43:22 +0000 UTC]

I see.

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eskimoblueboy [2009-02-19 02:15:21 +0000 UTC]

No one will watch me when I die and I totally agree with your conclusion. The one that has to hold me is myself. Great composition!

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cutofakiss In reply to eskimoblueboy [2009-02-19 15:03:13 +0000 UTC]

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