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Description this is a picture of people vomiting.


on top of all my depression/life problems, i've been having dreams about everyone around me vomiting..

i have an extreme irrational fear of throwing up.
i've had it since i was 8.
drawing this gave me the shakes.
but i felt better after i drew it.

this was kind of... a release, in a way.
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Cwoz In reply to ??? [2013-06-28 05:15:37 +0000 UTC]

wow, thank you.
i'm gad i could inspire you, that makes me very glad actually.
<3 it was a pretty huge deal to draw it. i'm happy to say i've come a long way since this picture. not nearly as far as i'd like, i still have the phobia. but, i can do things i never could now. so. haha c:

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IThinkISmellARat In reply to Cwoz [2013-06-28 21:38:40 +0000 UTC]

Is it bad that I got really excited when you responded?

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Cwoz In reply to IThinkISmellARat [2013-06-29 03:15:53 +0000 UTC]

no c:
a lot of people don't respond...i always try to respond to everything, because every comment means a lot to me.

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IThinkISmellARat In reply to Cwoz [2013-06-30 04:28:10 +0000 UTC]

Thats very good of you, yeah there are a lot of people who take comments and compliments for granted.

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glammetalfan [2012-04-19 12:10:46 +0000 UTC]

Wow...IT'S AMAZING. I'm emetophobic and this is the best drawing I've seen of emetophobia. Reflected very good all sufering of this nightmare.

Really Good job!

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Cwoz In reply to glammetalfan [2012-04-20 00:10:27 +0000 UTC]

oh, thank you <3
i'm glad it resonates with you.
i had a hard time drawing it, at the time.
i'm a lot better with drawing this kind of subject matter now, which makes me happy...i guess, haha

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fetusoup [2012-02-24 18:38:36 +0000 UTC]

    two vomit drawings, must be serious

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Cwoz In reply to fetusoup [2012-02-25 01:50:55 +0000 UTC]

i draw a lot more vomit now.

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fetusoup In reply to Cwoz [2012-02-27 19:43:19 +0000 UTC]

    have you ever tried purposely throwing up just to see your limit

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Cwoz In reply to fetusoup [2012-03-03 01:29:06 +0000 UTC]

no. fuck that. goddamn.

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JaderZLanerZ In reply to Cwoz [2012-03-30 03:09:09 +0000 UTC]

XD darn striaght!!! lol

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Cwoz In reply to JaderZLanerZ [2012-03-30 19:58:48 +0000 UTC]

*high fives*

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JaderZLanerZ In reply to Cwoz [2012-03-31 01:23:04 +0000 UTC]

XD ^^

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fetusoup In reply to Cwoz [2012-03-03 16:33:35 +0000 UTC]

    it might be pretty exciting!

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SpazKoopa94 [2012-02-12 02:51:12 +0000 UTC]

Ummm..... glad you got over it? XD

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Cwoz In reply to SpazKoopa94 [2012-02-12 04:04:14 +0000 UTC]

i didn't...

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SpazKoopa94 In reply to Cwoz [2012-02-15 03:22:56 +0000 UTC]

Oh. MY apoligize.

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Byzantinium [2011-12-31 05:47:27 +0000 UTC]

I have extreme emetophobia too and this scared the shit out of me when I saw it in your gallery
and I worked up the courage to look at it
I can't even say the word but I looked at a drawing of it!!
I'M GETTING THERE.
I'm just telling you so you know that I know how you feel. I doubt it helps much but hey.

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Cwoz In reply to Byzantinium [2012-01-01 05:34:38 +0000 UTC]

ah gosh
it's taken me so long to get to where i am with my phobia...i still have panic attacks when i feel sick. and i'm still afraid to say the word sometimes. i'm sorry my drawing scared you. for the longest time, i had a mature filter over it, so i didn't have to look at it in my own gallery. but kudos to you for having the courage to look at it! wooh!

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Byzantinium In reply to Cwoz [2012-01-01 07:11:44 +0000 UTC]

its okay, i do too!
i get panic attacks when anyone gets sick... anyone
myself
or anything
and i get that weird feeling in my chest when anyone talks about it and its scary
I like internally freak out and never know what to do
and thankies ;n; <3

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Cwoz In reply to Byzantinium [2012-01-02 04:42:45 +0000 UTC]

goodness, do i know the feeling.
for the longest time, i thought there was no one else who was as scared as me. for years i never talked about it or understood it. i felt like a freak because i couldn't explain it to people...
i still tend to not talk about it because a lot of the time, people don't understand, or think i'm not very serious. it sucks.

but. it's great to be reminded every once in a while that i'm not alone here ;-;

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Byzantinium In reply to Cwoz [2012-01-02 05:08:27 +0000 UTC]

me too, oh my god.
I've told a couple of friends and they make fake vomit noises and I just want to cry and I never told anyone after that until recently
no one likes to take me seriously about it either. because its not as common of a thing to be scared of :c A fear is a fear, it doesnt matter what it is, you know?

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Cwoz In reply to Byzantinium [2012-01-02 05:26:12 +0000 UTC]

been there.
people can be insensitive. but. i think it's hard to understand a phobia, unless you have one.
i read that emetophobia can be really similar to post traumatic stress disorder. i wish more people knew how serious it can be...and understand that, though phobias are irrational fears, they're just as fucking scary.

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Byzantinium In reply to Cwoz [2012-01-03 04:00:32 +0000 UTC]

I agree so hard dfshgdfg
I don't think my parents get it either honestly.
I have only a couple of friends who totally understand :c

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stitchedXtogether [2011-12-31 05:09:07 +0000 UTC]

Strangely, I find this one of the coolest things I've seen on DA. Sweet.

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Cwoz In reply to stitchedXtogether [2012-01-01 05:27:30 +0000 UTC]

wow.

thank you.

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stitchedXtogether In reply to Cwoz [2012-01-02 04:00:40 +0000 UTC]

Of course c:

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SilverOceans [2011-07-25 17:18:51 +0000 UTC]

Ahhhhhh I've had this fear as long as I can remember!! You definitely aren't alone there When I was younger, I came home from a friend's house to find my sister throwing up on my cousin's head who preceded to throw up himself . . . according to my mother I screamed "WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME?!, slammed the door, and ran to my friend's house and didn't come back for days.

This is a really nice picture. You'll get through it If you need someone to talk to who understands you can talk to me lol.

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Cwoz In reply to SilverOceans [2011-07-31 22:17:08 +0000 UTC]

good lord.
that is...really disgusting and terrifying.
and kind of shocked me to read.
i wasn't expecting a vomit comment.
and i'm sure, it would've traumatized me if i'd seen it.


..thanks though.
not for the gross story. lol.
but.. for your understanding.
i appreciate it. <3

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SilverOceans In reply to Cwoz [2011-07-31 22:41:43 +0000 UTC]

Sorry, didn't mean to shock you

It's no problem. I know it helps me to know that there are others that support us through difficult situations. You're very welcome m'dear

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00HelpImAlive00 [2011-05-24 04:35:41 +0000 UTC]

I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL!!!!
When I was 8 I just had a really bad night and threw up alot. I would even had dreams of people throwing up! DX I SO RELATE TO THIS ANY U !!!!

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Cwoz In reply to 00HelpImAlive00 [2011-05-24 07:50:50 +0000 UTC]

wow, i'm glad <3
it's always nice to find people who can relate to you.
it's...a relieving feeling.

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00HelpImAlive00 In reply to Cwoz [2011-05-24 21:56:29 +0000 UTC]

Totally

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Hawnaw [2011-05-01 17:46:34 +0000 UTC]

hah, ew.

why do i like this?

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nofacewoman [2010-11-30 01:45:50 +0000 UTC]

nice one

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Destiny-Deadline [2010-11-25 00:45:17 +0000 UTC]

Way to express your feelings through your art=], very intresting

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Cwoz In reply to Destiny-Deadline [2010-11-25 11:44:17 +0000 UTC]

thanks~

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Destiny-Deadline In reply to Cwoz [2010-11-25 15:35:43 +0000 UTC]

My pleasure =]

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VIKOBELO [2010-11-22 01:42:43 +0000 UTC]

i was seriously scared of vomiting before. but since summer, i've stopped to fear things, because every thing that happens, good or bad, gives me some memories and teaches me something.
(so i can show off how cool i am later. kidding. )
yo, sorry for the stupid cliche comment.
oh, and i love your drawing style and coloring style and noses

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Cwoz In reply to VIKOBELO [2010-11-22 09:09:02 +0000 UTC]

ah man. i think i'll always be afraid. but you're very right.

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TheDeathofAramis [2010-11-21 23:55:47 +0000 UTC]

I hate to be another to comment just like this, but I have the exact same thing. I haven't thrown up since I've been diagnosed with anxiety and panic attacks 8 years ago. Every night I dream about puking. I had really bad anxiety yesterday because my stomach was really upset.

Your whole gallery is beautiful and I really appreciate your bravery.

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Cwoz In reply to TheDeathofAramis [2010-11-22 08:22:34 +0000 UTC]

ahh, i'm sorry.
it really sucks.
i deal with the same thing, almost on a nightly basis. i know you don't know me at all.. but if your stomach is ever upset and you need a distraction of sorts, you can come note me~ hope that's not weird of me to offer. but it usually helps me to talk to someone when i'm panicking. and it's usually even better if that someone is someone that understands what i'm going through. so, i want to offer that to you.

just throwing that out there.
<3

and thank you<3
very much.

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TheDeathofAramis In reply to Cwoz [2010-11-23 00:16:40 +0000 UTC]

Same goes for you!
Thanks a lot. <3

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Cwoz In reply to TheDeathofAramis [2010-11-23 06:06:57 +0000 UTC]

sure~
<3

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kittehmeow [2010-11-21 14:11:00 +0000 UTC]

I've had that same phobia for as long as I can remember. I didn't think it was very common!
Even now it's hard to look at your drawing for long before feeling queezy. >.< Well done! I love the colour scheme.

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Cwoz In reply to kittehmeow [2010-11-22 08:03:02 +0000 UTC]

i was so surprised when i found out is was an actual phobia...i had no clue anyone else had it. so i was pretty relieved to find out it was so common.

<333
thank you

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SarcasticallyGrace [2010-11-20 21:25:15 +0000 UTC]

Okay i find this revolting, it makes me gag seeing this especially the one on it's side. But i love it so much. The boy is beautifully drawn, and so is the vomit DX Eughhh that sounds bizarre. I have the same thing with people being sick, it freaks me out. I get paranoid that they're doing it on purpose and that they'll die, and that i'm next and i'n gunna be sick and never stop. Last time someone was sick i ran away from them and started feeling ill, clutching my stomach terrified i would be sick. This is really amazing <3 Great job

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Cwoz In reply to SarcasticallyGrace [2010-11-22 07:50:56 +0000 UTC]

haha, aw.. i'm glad you like it. thank you~~
i tried to make it as pretty as i could.

i get afraid that i'll never stop too. that's why i'm so afraid. i feel like i'll die. even if i just have a stomach ache

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SarcasticallyGrace In reply to Cwoz [2010-11-22 17:12:24 +0000 UTC]

No problem, you did Same it really scares me, the slightest things freaks me out. I'll get a tiny little pain in my stomach or hear that someone if off ill and i'm on high alert thinking "I'M SCREWED I'M GUNNA DIE."

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Cwoz In reply to SarcasticallyGrace [2010-11-23 07:38:34 +0000 UTC]

<3

oh dear.
i'm exactly the same ;-;

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