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Description about a man named james.

i remember one morning at church, hearing my mom and her friend talking about how he shot himself in the head in his grandma's house. and how they put his ashes in the ocean. i was six or seven years old. i knew him. he was twenty something then. i don't think i remember what he looked like. but we went to the same church. and the car my parents drove then, was the car he used to drive. he was friends with my mom and dad.

i don't know why i thought about this recently. why i remembered suddenly, something that happened so long ago. i feel like i didn't know him. i was only six. but i feel so sad about it still. when i think about it. i don't know why i've been thinking about it.
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Comments: 172

Cwoz In reply to ??? [2013-06-28 05:13:02 +0000 UTC]

<3

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IThinkISmellARat In reply to Cwoz [2013-07-02 06:53:11 +0000 UTC]

I really love/respect your work if you couldnt tell x)

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Cwoz In reply to IThinkISmellARat [2013-07-13 19:07:01 +0000 UTC]

thank you so much <3

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IThinkISmellARat In reply to Cwoz [2013-07-13 22:47:53 +0000 UTC]

Anytime c:

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Im-bloODy-dEad [2013-03-28 07:04:35 +0000 UTC]

you should make this into a print! It would definitely sell!!.... probably cause I'd buy every copy XP Yeah I love it that much

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Cwoz In reply to Im-bloODy-dEad [2013-03-29 00:00:00 +0000 UTC]

i would...
i will, now that you've suggested it, actually.
i'm waiting till april but, after that, if there's a print you want to buy, just let me know and i'll give you the details after i've worked them out...and then make the print for you. (:

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Im-bloODy-dEad In reply to Cwoz [2013-03-31 08:57:58 +0000 UTC]

wow awesome!! It's only a day away (for me at least) but I can't wait for april now!
I'm going to be so broke (in a very good way) by the end of the year thanks to your art

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Cwoz In reply to Im-bloODy-dEad [2013-04-02 20:29:07 +0000 UTC]

c:
<3

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nataszek [2013-02-27 22:00:32 +0000 UTC]

it is full of emotions. different emotions. like anxiety, sadness and regret...I mean it's just what I see. Missing something. And it's a sad story. it's always sad when it's someone you knew. I mean...lol...I don't care and I don't cry when people die. Maybe it sounds cruel but I cry after animals. not after people. but when it's someone you used to know (no not like from Kimbra's song) it's...I dunno...shocking maybe? or some kind death feels ...more real suddenly? and than that strange curiosity to know...why.
anyway...great style and framing.
And congrats on getting a DD. You deserve some attention!

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Cwoz In reply to nataszek [2013-03-23 00:30:43 +0000 UTC]

mournful, yes. thank you.
so many compliments. thanks, wow.

yeah, death doesn't really seem real until it hits home.
and. it can hit home when you wouldn't expect it to.

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3Bitner3 [2012-10-21 06:47:46 +0000 UTC]

This is indescribable.. But very sad in all aspects. You really deserved this DD.

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Cwoz In reply to 3Bitner3 [2012-10-21 11:18:07 +0000 UTC]

thank you

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CartilageFish [2012-10-13 06:58:05 +0000 UTC]

This makes me think of a boy from my church who shot himself earlier this year. Alone in his apartment. 22 years old.
He was from out of state and here for school. I had only talked to him once or twice.

I really like your drawing even though it makes me sad.

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Cwoz In reply to CartilageFish [2012-10-13 07:37:45 +0000 UTC]

that's so sad.
especially...i dunno. a different kind of sad actually...when you don't really know the person. but it still affects you. i bet he didn't know. that it would affect you. i don't think anyone knows the magnitude of the ripple that occurs when they take their life. i doubt james knew that a six year old who didn't really know him would still think about him and wonder. and draw a picture. and these people who ended up seeing it. it blows my mind. i dunno.

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kellyhogaboom [2012-10-13 04:48:39 +0000 UTC]

Wonderful work.

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Cwoz In reply to kellyhogaboom [2012-10-13 05:15:01 +0000 UTC]

thank you <3

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timlvu [2012-10-11 19:06:53 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful and sad at the same time. <\3

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Cwoz In reply to timlvu [2012-10-11 22:28:42 +0000 UTC]

<3 thank you

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weRDunfo [2012-10-11 07:01:01 +0000 UTC]

Strangely interesting, I like it. Great idea.

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Cwoz In reply to weRDunfo [2012-10-11 07:24:00 +0000 UTC]

thanks

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BriggenGerda [2012-10-11 06:19:51 +0000 UTC]

Gross and great art!

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Cwoz In reply to BriggenGerda [2012-10-11 06:24:18 +0000 UTC]

haha
thanks

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BriggenGerda In reply to Cwoz [2012-10-11 06:25:36 +0000 UTC]

Any time Compadre

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katieISawesome333 [2012-10-11 06:13:30 +0000 UTC]

wow. o.O

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darkapprentise [2012-10-11 05:43:37 +0000 UTC]

An errie yet meaningful piece. It reminds me of old fairy tale illistrations.

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Garkellar [2012-10-11 04:27:51 +0000 UTC]

Creepy, weird and wonderful!

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Cwoz In reply to Garkellar [2012-10-11 05:53:00 +0000 UTC]

<3

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MistyEmoKitty1 [2012-10-11 03:12:02 +0000 UTC]

nice

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Popinns [2012-10-11 03:08:51 +0000 UTC]

Oh, hey, it's you! Congrats on the DD! It's strange when tragic incidents like that happen around you when you're really young, maybe your brain is still trying to process it. This kind of makes me think of a dark fable of some sort and I like all the textures.

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Cwoz In reply to Popinns [2012-10-11 05:49:03 +0000 UTC]

oh hey
c: thanks.
perhaps you're right. thanks a bunch.

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pawtrax93 [2012-10-11 02:44:34 +0000 UTC]

I feel like this would make a very cool song.

This is beautiful

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Cwoz In reply to pawtrax93 [2012-10-11 05:49:20 +0000 UTC]

hmm.
thank you <3

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PastMisfortunes [2012-10-11 01:35:47 +0000 UTC]

Wow. Knowing the story makes this even more stunning.

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Cwoz In reply to PastMisfortunes [2012-10-11 05:49:39 +0000 UTC]

thank you

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baberscamille [2012-10-11 01:25:08 +0000 UTC]

d'aw congrats on the DD dear

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Cwoz In reply to baberscamille [2012-10-11 02:11:20 +0000 UTC]

thanks c:

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baberscamille In reply to Cwoz [2012-10-11 02:38:05 +0000 UTC]

XD i'm surprised all your stuff doesn't have a DD by now.

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Cwoz In reply to baberscamille [2012-10-11 02:43:01 +0000 UTC]

ahaha, that would be...amazing.
i'm still kind of surprised i got one in the first place.

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baberscamille In reply to Cwoz [2012-10-11 02:46:31 +0000 UTC]

Well, personally, i think your art is all very beautiful in a strange, personal way..

and every. single. piece. has more soul in it than all of mine combined. like, you aren't just like "let's draw pretty people!" your pieces are actually really thought-provoking. they tell a story, without saying anything.

idk
you're kind of my favorite

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Cwoz In reply to baberscamille [2012-10-11 05:58:31 +0000 UTC]

awwhhh, you...
that made my heart happy.

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baberscamille In reply to Cwoz [2012-10-11 13:49:37 +0000 UTC]

d'aw i'm glad

but i really meant it, i'm not saying it to be nice. XD

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AriaPianissima [2012-10-11 01:12:13 +0000 UTC]

wow. This is terribly haunting and creepy, but beautifully executed from an artistic standpoint. Normally, I'm not one to favorite morbid art, but this one really seemed to stand out to me - especially reading the story behind it all.

Wonderful job with this. It certainly deserved the DD.

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Cwoz In reply to AriaPianissima [2012-10-11 05:52:30 +0000 UTC]

ah, wow
i'm glad you like it.

thank you so much. <3

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AriaPianissima In reply to Cwoz [2012-10-11 15:54:38 +0000 UTC]

You're very welcome.

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rosuto-kia [2012-10-11 00:36:21 +0000 UTC]

This is a beautiful and creepy picture, alot of times you think of childhood memories randomly, some for the better and some for the worse. Recently I've been thinking about alot of random people I met when I was young and never talked to again, wondeirng how they grew up and if they were still alive. It just randomly comes and passes, but I'm glad your's at least gave you such a wonderful picture in the end.

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Cwoz In reply to rosuto-kia [2012-10-11 05:51:41 +0000 UTC]

yeah, i know what you mean. i find myself doing the same.

i'm glad a picture came out of this too! it feels like kind of a rare occurrence when i complete a picture. thank you

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rosuto-kia In reply to Cwoz [2012-10-13 00:21:31 +0000 UTC]

I know the feeling, technacly 79% of my pictures are unfinished DX
You really deserve the compliments and the DD, it's a wonderful peice :3

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Cwoz In reply to rosuto-kia [2012-10-13 07:38:10 +0000 UTC]

yup. same.

thank you. <333

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rosuto-kia In reply to Cwoz [2012-10-14 00:54:35 +0000 UTC]

Welcome :3

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WateryGrave [2012-10-10 23:45:21 +0000 UTC]

Very lovely and sad drawing. It's like a children's storybook until you see the dead animals.

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