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The full title is "20230627 Don't use naked eye to see the flower that has passed away".
There has always been really so many scary things that are beyond my perception in these three years of being absolutely and unnatrually healthy and lucky. A number of words about other people's misfortune,sickness and injury makes my difference from these normal people more evident.
I'm thankful that I can type these description in a safe and confortable environment but I could still remember these moments when these unacceptable words appear in these normal people's conversations while I couldn't pronounce any of them at all. When the total time of being inside of these unnatrual healthiness gets longer,some of these indescribible words would still be clearly heard after sleep if I am in dangerous situation. Now they can even appear randomly in my fillings while the only one of them I can speak and type is..."death".
So it was these related tragedies that made me unable to continue knowing about and using a lot of things. Even though that I haven't been sick or injured for so many years and I need to believe that I am a model sapien to save my sanity,it seems that death will come to me when I failed to survive these other people's sickness in the fufure.
I hope this distorted object in the middle of this image will resemble anything related to death and it is painful to directly stare at it just like the sparks generated by electric welding device. These glass shards around it indicates these things I've lost due to such tragedies of other people. I must had these two fractal image compressed too much when converting them to JPG format and sorry for that...

Description
The full title is "20230627 Don't use naked eye to see the flower that has passed away".
There has always been really so many scary things that are beyond my perception in these three years of being absolutely and unnatrually healthy and lucky. A number of words about other people's misfortune,sickness and injury makes my difference from these normal people more evident.
I'm thankful that I can type these description in a safe and confortable environment but I could still remember these moments when these unacceptable words appear in these normal people's conversations while I couldn't pronounce any of them at all. When the total time of being inside of these unnatrual healthiness gets longer,some of these indescribible words would still be clearly heard after sleep if I am in dangerous situation. Now they can even appear randomly in my fillings while the only one of them I can speak and type is..."death".
So it was these related tragedies that made me unable to continue knowing about and using a lot of things. Even though that I haven't been sick or injured for so many years and I need to believe that I am a model sapien to save my sanity,it seems that death will come to me when I failed to survive these other people's sickness in the fufure.
I hope this distorted object in the middle of this image will resemble anything related to death and it is painful to directly stare at it just like the sparks generated by electric welding device. These glass shards around it indicates these things I've lost due to such tragedies of other people. I must had these two fractal image compressed too much when converting them to JPG format and sorry for that...